Hiya guys. I’m terribly sorry to do this, but I’ve lost the plot. I’ve been pushing so hard to get ‘My Own Control’ out that it just doesn’t feel right to me. I had such high hopes for it, but it’s just not working the way that I want it to.

I’m really sorry, but if I’m not happy with it, then I can’t possibly continue. I’ve mentioned time and time again that I’m not a good enough author to write this story-I haven’t had the experiences necessary to make this feel right. I was told that writing this would make me a better author, but I think the opposite. I feel as if I’ve gotten worse over these past few weeks. Not only that, but I fear I’m straying from the actual chapter plan that I originally had and that it’s not anything like I wanted.

The way it’s going, I need to completely rewrite the whole damn thing. Again, I’m sorry, but I’m just that unhappy with it.

Instead, I’ll be working on ‘Hand Of Sorrow’ and ‘Claimed’ since these two are the forerunners in the poll. I can deal with them better and feel as if I’d enjoy writing them more than MOC.

I’m not going to take down MOC just yet…when I rewrite it, though, I’ll start all over again. I’ll take down the actual story when I’m ready to start posting again.

Gah…this is just crazy because I’ve been working on MOC for three years now. How insane is that…???

I hope I don’t lose anyone because of this.

I hope to see you all with my next project and later when I get back to writing this story.

-Jinko