How I spend my life with You

By Jasmin Kaiba

“I don’t think this movie sends out a very positive message to young, impressionable girls. I mean, it’s basically saying that in order to get the guy, you have to change everything about yourself. Your hair, your make-up, your clothes. Whatever happened to ‘Be true to yourself,’ or ‘if he doesn’t like you for you, then he’s not worth the hassle’? It’s not very ‘Girl Power.’”

Sasuke ignored her rant as he continued nibbling on her collarbone from his position beside her on the couch. He placed wet kisses over her neck, sucking on her pulse point; however, his frustration soon got the better of him as she completely ignored his attentions. She had been ranting pretty much throughout the entire movie. He had no idea what he had let himself in for when she innocently picked ‘Grease’ to watch as that evening’s entertainment. He had expected them to actually watch the movie, or make out during the movie, but she had spent the entire time mocking it and criticizing it. Not that he was a huge fan of John Travolta himself, but he hadn’t expected her angry tirade. It was a classic after all.

“Then the bit at the end where the car flies off, I mean where did that come from? It had no basis in the movie.” She finished, looking at him from her position on the sofa as he gave up trying to seduce her. He sighed heavily as he sank into the back of the couch, crossing his arms over his chest in an act of vexation. Sakura narrowed her eyes as she noticed his pouting face.

“What? What’s wrong with you?” she asked, oblivious to his previous intentions. She had been too caught up in her critique of ‘Grease’, that she hadn’t really paid too much attention to Sasuke during the movie.

“Nothing,” he shrugged casually; however, his body language and facial expression gave him away.

“So, then why are you sitting there looking like some spoilt five year old who’s not allowed any more candy?”

Sasuke looked at her sternly before unfolding his arms and removed the unconscious pout from his face. “I don’t like being ignored, that’s all.”

Sakura looked blankly at him, having no idea what he was talking about.

“I’m doing some of my best work here, and you just talk all the way through it. It kind of kills a guy’s ego when the girl he‘s trying to seduce won't give him the time of day because she‘s too busy detailing every single fault in some cheesy, old movie,” he explained, trying his hardest to keep his facial expression completely serious. Sakura continued to stare blankly back at him, slightly incredulous at his words. She couldn’t help it; she couldn’t contain the laughter that had built up inside her. Sasuke looked at her in mock disgust as she burst into hysterics.

“Are you serious?” she asked. “Uchiha Sasuke is feeling starved of attention. Well I’ll be damned.” Her laughter continued as tears streamed down her cheeks.

“Yeah, yeah. Laugh it up.” As Sakura continued to revel at the situation, Sasuke was trying his hardest not to join her.

“Aww, poor baby.” she said mockingly. That was it. He had enough. He couldn’t stop the smirk from appearing on his face any longer. So he grabbed her wrists, pushing her down so he was hovering above her on the couch. Sakura was still laughing; however he quickly silenced her as he attacked her mouth with his lips in a ferocious kiss. Sakura responded to him immediately, her laughter hastily abating as she wrapped her arms around him. She pulled him down on top of her, desperate to feel every inch of him against her body. She moaned into his mouth as he nibbled on her bottom lip. He then began trailing a path of hot kisses down her neck until he reached that tender spot he knew drove her crazy. Sakura couldn’t think straight as he continued attacking her senses. Her hands roamed over his back, down to the hem of his shirt. She moved her hands underneath his shirt, feeling his hot skin. She wanted to feel more so she began pulling the article of clothing up over his torso. Sasuke drew back slightly, removing his lips from her body for a few seconds to help her get rid of the offending item. She quickly pulled it over his head and threw it onto the floor as he immediately got back to what he was doing.

Sakura was sure she would die from his kisses. The feel of his warm mouth on her flesh drove her insane with want and desire. She had never felt anything as intense as having Sasuke shower her with so much attention. Having him fully focused on her was an incredible feeling, one which she couldn’t describe. His hands moved down her body, grasping the hem of her shirt, all the while his lips remained permanently attached to hers. Sakura deepened the kiss, dipping her tongue inside his mouth to duel with his. She lifted herself up slightly to help Sasuke with the removal of her shirt, as he pulled it up, over her head. Sasuke then turned his attentions to laving her smooth, now exposed, soft skin with his tongue. His hands were on her breasts, which were still covered by the lacy material of her bra. Sakura moaned in appreciation as he squeezed her breast, ever so gently. He continued placing wet, open mouthed kisses all over her stomach and abs. He looked up at her, her eyes clouded over with lust. He smiled before capturing her mouth in a frenzied kiss.

“You are so sexy, Sakura,” he growled as he bit her bottom lip. Sakura moaned at his actions. He kissed her jaw, making his way down to her neck. He licked and sucked on her pulse point, causing her moans to get louder. He smiled into her neck as he felt himself harden just at the sound of her. “You’re even sexier when you’re ranting about something. Angry really works for you.”

Sakura giggled quietly, however she wasn’t really listening to what he was saying. The feel of him all over her sent her mind to mush. She never wanted him to stop. He did stop though as there was a knock at the door.

“Who is it?” he yelled, certain that he would kill whoever it was who had the audacity to interrupt them in the middle of things.

“Pizza delivery.” Sakura’s eyes flew open at the mention of food. Despite her enjoyment of current events, she really was hungry. He certainly knew how to help her work up an appetite. Sasuke looked down at her. A smile blossomed on his face as he noticed the rather anxious look on hers. He sighed and removed himself from the comfortable position above her, groaning as he did so. He headed to the door, grabbing his wallet on the way. Sakura, meanwhile, quickly sat up and pulled on her shirt in case the delivery guy came in and saw her in her state of undress. Sasuke paid for the pizza and came back to the couch, perching himself beside her. Sakura hungrily eyed the box and quickly snatched a slice.

“I’m famished.”

Sasuke laughed at her behavior, as he helped himself as well, shaking his head all the while. He never would quite figure this girl out.

She had molded herself into the side of his body as the night wore on. His arm draped over her enjoying the feel of her in his arms, Sasuke smiled back at her. “What?”

“Do you have any idea how cute you are right now?” He asked her, his fingers tracing circles on the exposed piece of flesh on her side from where her shirt had ridden up. Sakura sat up, her eyes narrowing.

“Cute?”

“Yeah, your forehead gets all crinkled up and you have such a serious look on your face.”

“Are you saying that I have wrinkles?” She asked him seriously, folding her arms over her chest. Sasuke laughed at her suggestion.

“No, Sakura. That’s not what I said. I…”

“It sounded to me like you were implying that I look old.” Sasuke couldn’t help himself but break into hysterics at her ridiculousness. “Stop laughing at me, Sasuke.” She told him beginning to get annoyed. Sakura moved to get up from the couch, but he grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down so she was sitting slightly on his lap. She tried to get off of him, but he tightened his grip.

“Sakura, will you stop squirming around, you’re making it very difficult to concentrate here.” Sakura rolled her eyes in disgust as she realized what he was referring to. Typical, she thought, I’m pissed at him and he gets a hard on.

“Then let go of me.” She continued to struggle in his possession, but he was determined that she wasn’t getting away from him.

“Sasuke!”

“Sakura, don’t think those eyes will work on me. I am immune to your wiles.” He teased her as she pouted back at him.

“Oh really?” She smiled slightly, her mood beginning to soften towards him. She could never stay mad at him for very long. He pulled her closer so her back was pressed against his chest; she was still sitting on his lap. He gently licked her neck, making her shiver at the feeling. He placed soft kisses on her exposed skin, finding her pulse point. She moaned unconsciously as he paid such close attention to the sensitive area.

“Really!” He whispered breathily. She turned her head so her lips could meet his in a passionate kiss. Sasuke indulged only too willingly. Soon the uncomfortable positioning became an issue. Sakura moved so she was straddling him and wrapped her arms around his neck, pushing herself flush against his hard chest. Sasuke lowered his hands to her waist before sliding them under the hem of her shirt, desperate to feel her soft skin. His hands roamed over her back coming into contact with the clasp of her bra. He quickly unfastened it and then pulled her shirt up, over her head. Sakura rolled the loose straps from her arms and hastily got rid of his shirt before softly kissing his chest. Sasuke rolled his head back as she began laving his chest with her tongue. She gently sucked on one of his nipples making him groan at the feeling. She smiled against him as he pulled her up and crashed his lips down onto hers in a hungry, lust-filled kiss which took her breath away. His hands moved slowly, caressing her back before gently cupping her breasts and giving them a light squeeze. Sakura moaned at the feel of his hands on her over-sensitized body. She loved how thorough he was, careful to pay full attention to the places he knew drove her wild. As breathing became a problem, they broke apart, both panting heavily. Sasuke bent his head and took one of her nipples into his mouth, suckling and nibbling till his hearts content. Sakura threw her head back in ecstasy, running her fingers through his hair, holding his head firmly in place.

“Mmm!” That was all she could manage. She loved the feel of his soft, wet tongue teasing her so incredibly. He pulled away, causing her to whimper at the loss of contact and just as she was about to say something in protest, he kissed her. His tongue plundering her mouth, she found it hard to think straight.

The sound of the phone ringing broke them out of their lust-filled trance. However, Sasuke ignored it allowing the answer machine to pick up as he continued to suck the soul out of Sakura. He pulled her closer, kissing her harshly. He couldn’t get enough of her and Sakura was equally responsive.

“Sasuke-kun? Are you there? It’s me, Amy.” A female voice drifted over them catching both their attentions. Sakura pulled away, panting slightly, looking in the direction of the answer machine. The voice hadn’t quite registered for Sasuke, his mind was foggy, filled with lust and desire. He took in the glorious sight of her straddling him, naked from the waist up. He couldn’t help the smirk which crept over his features. He leaned forward desperate to continue their efforts, kissing her neck before noticing her utter lack of response. Sasuke followed her gaze as a frown formed on her face. Suddenly he realized what was going on.

“Listen, I just wanted to say how much fun I had the other day and if you wanted to meet up again, I’d definitely be up for it. Just give me call. You have my number. Bye.”

Sakura sighed as they heard the beep. Hearing that girl’s voice, flirtatious and seductive, had brought it all flooding back to Sakura. The reality of their situation hit her full force. What was she doing? She had been fooling herself thinking that this weekend meant something. Thinking that he had asked her to come spend Golden Week with him because deep down she was the one he wanted. That he wanted a relationship after all. She couldn’t believe how naïve she had been. Sasuke was Sasuke. She couldn't really expect him to change, not for her. She laughed softly to herself, closing her eyes and shaking her head at her stupidity.

Sasuke cringed to himself as he felt her tense in his embrace. He closed his eyes hoping that if he did, he could pretend that that hadn’t just happened. That he hadn’t just been interrupted while in the middle of things with Sakura by some girl he couldn’t even remember. Sakura moved slightly off him grabbing her shirt and bra and putting them back on, avoiding making eye contact with him. She was pissed, he could tell. He sighed heavily as she pulled herself up off him and headed towards the kitchenette.

“I need some coffee.” She mumbled leaving Sasuke on the couch frustrated both mentally and sexually. Having a girl call when you were in the middle of a pretty heavy make-out session with another girl was a bit of mood killer. He watched as she began brewing herself some coffee. He pulled on his shirt and gingerly walked over to where she was standing. She was facing towards the wall, anxiously tapping her fingers on the counter as she waited impatiently for her coffee to be ready. Sasuke stood behind her watching her closely before gently placing his hands on her waist. He wrapped his arms around her pulling her tight against his chest, kissing her shoulder. Sakura sighed and then twisted around in his embrace. She kissed him softly and smiled up at him.

“Look Saku-” She kissed him again preventing him from finishing or even starting what he was about to say. She placed her hands on his chest and looked up at him with those killer eyes of hers.

“Sasuke-kun, you don’t have to say anything. It’s fine. I am aware that this isn't a relationship and that you aren't cheating or anything.”

He looked at her intently, trying to figure out whether she was being honest and didn’t care at all about their interruption or whether she was just pretending to be okay with it. “So…you’re really not mad?”

“It was my idea, Sasuke-kun. I think it would be a little hypocritical if I got mad because some girl called while we were…” She turned away as her coffee was finally ready. She pulled free from his hold and went back into the living area, sitting back on her place on the couch. Sasuke watched her; he was pretty dumbfounded and perhaps a little disappointed. That was definitely not the reaction he had expected from her. He thought she would be upset at least. Maybe he was wrong about her. Maybe she could handle the ‘no strings’ arrangement they had settled on. As he watched her get comfortable on the couch, grabbing for the television remote, he thought to himself that maybe it was he who had the problem with their ‘no string’ deal. Maybe it was Sasuke who wanted more.

He quickly shook all thoughts from his mind and headed for the en suite shower. Sakura looked up as he disappeared, taking a sip of coffee she sighed to herself, replaying her words from before through her head. She laughed to herself. Who was she kidding? She was the biggest hypocrite she knew and it broke her heart just a little bit.

Sasuke re-entered his living room and sat down beside her. It was time to change some things between them. There were issues he to deal with. Past was past, Itachi was dead, his clan was avenged and he was finally free to do what he wanted, that included having a real relationship with whom ever he wanted, well if the other person wanted him back, that is. He was sure Sakura wouldn't say no, at least he'd been sure up to five minutes ago. Now she might as well just get up and never come back. But he had to make sure; he couldn't run away from this any longer. No other girl could be right there where she was, he couldn't imagine another girl in her place, spending time together like this.

"Sakura, I know that I'm not the easiest person to be around, I'm also aware that being with me in a relationship or just casual dating is not what it could be with other guys. Maybe I can't ever be what you need me to be, maybe I can't ever make you as happy as you would deserve, but if you let me, I'll try. I swear by my pride, by my family, my mother, that I'll give anything and everything to see you smile with joy every day. I can't imagine having someone else here beside me, like you are, Sakura. I can't imagine waking up to a face that isn't yours. Please give me a chance to prove that if I try I can make up for all the pain I inflicted upon you and that I'm worthy your forgiveness and love."

His gaze was on the floor the whole time and still he didn't dare look up at her. He was sure that she would reject him, that she would stand up and walk out the door and his life. He didn't expect her to wrap her arms around him and squeeze him tightly. Sasuke first recovered from shock and reached a hand to her when her felt wetness on his neck, she was crying.

"Sak-", he begun but she cut him off with a gentle finger on his lips.

"Do you have any idea how much I love you, how happy you've made me just now? Sasuke-kun, I would've put up with everything just to be near you, to spend a few hours with you. Oh, Sasuke-kun, of course I'll be with you, there's nothing I want more!"

He turned to her a kissed her, deep and long, conveying his feeling in that one passionate kiss. And as they fell against the couch, fully intent to truly make love to each other for the first time, he knew that he was going to spend the rest of his life, trying to make her happy, and that he would want nothing else.

AN: Just a cute little one-shot. Please leave me review. I always love feedback,

Jas