All That I Am

I am the white dove for a soldier
Ever marching as to war
I would give my life to save you
I stand guarding at your door
I give you all that I am

I am the one winged bird for flying
Sinking quickly to the ground
I am the blind man for a watchdog
I am prime for giving in
I'll show you all that I am

And I breathe so you breathe
Let me stand so you'll stand
With all that I am

-Rob Thomas

Shilo found a couple on their way out. "Excuse me?" she called. They paused. "I hate to be any trouble but could you give me a ride home?"

"You're Shilo Wallace," the woman said.

"Yeah," Shilo said. "I'm not feeling well and I didn't want to bother anyone..."

"Sure, we can drop you off," the man said. Shilo was still shaking by the time that she got to the house. What was she going to do? Luigi was right, he could make her life a living hell. That's not even counting what he could do to Graverobber. She suddenly realized what she had to do. She walked into the house. Graverobber was stretched out on the couch reading.

"You aren't out?" she said surprised.

"Clearly," he said smiling and putting the book down. She walked over to him and straddled his legs. He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her.

"Graverobber," Shilo purred looking into his eyes.

"Yes, Shi?" Graverobber asked.

"I want you to fuck me," she smiled. She didn't know what would happen after tonight, but she knew that Luigi wouldn't let what she did go unpunished.

"Shi, are you okay, baby?"

"Yes," she lied kissing him slowly. "Let's go upstairs."

"As you wish," he grinned standing and lifting her into his arms.

"You enjoy carrying me," she smiled.

"Well, yeah, I kinda do," he shrugged. Soon they were in her room. He sat her on the bed. She slid the dress off finding herself shaking a little. "I'm going to ask this once and only once," Graverobber said. "Are you sure?"

"Positive," she smiled. He smiled and stripped his clothes off. "You are so hot."

He laughed. "You're not bad yourself, Shi," he said. He climbed over her and kissed her slowly. She wrapped her arms around his neck. Already his body was ready to take her. He had to resist the urge to skip to the main event. This was her first time, he would make it good.

He ran his hand down and cupped her breast tweaking the nipple. Shilo gasped arching her body into his. He broke the kiss and moved down to suckle her breasts. Shilo felt the pull all the way to her pelvis. "Grave..."

"Patience, babe." He nibbled his way down her flat stomach until he reached the juncture of her thighs. He licked and nibbled until she was thrashing and whimpering.

"Please, now!"

"What do you want, Shilo?" he asked climbing over her.

"I want you to fuck me," she repeated. "Now would be nice." He laughed. Watching her face carefully he slowly slid into her. She whimpered recoiling a bit.

"Shh," he said nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck. "It's going to hurt but I'm going to go slow. You just have to trust me. I'll make it up to you." Tears filled her eyes, he thought it was from the pain and kissed her tenderly as he broke through her hymen.

"Shit," she murmured.

"Fucking hell, Shi," he groaned. "You have no idea how good you feel." He nibbled on her earlobe. "You're so fucking tight."

"Do something," she ordered when he didn't move.

"Thank you," he said kissing her neck sweetly as he pulled out slowly and slid back into her.

"Oh," she murmured in surprise as the ache faded slightly.

"Fuck yes." He kept a steady pace despite wanting nothing more than to pound her into the mattress.

"More."

"More what?" he teased nibbling on her neck.

"Harder, faster, I don't care, just more."

He laughed, startled. "You are so amazing." He slid out and plunged back into her. She gasped wrapping her legs around him. Her hands roamed down his back before clutching his ass. He chuckled lowly. He adjusted his angle so he was hitting her clit with every thrust.

"Yes..."

"Fuck, Shi, I'm going to cum."

"Graverobber!" She clenched around him and he couldn't hold out any longer. He came with a groan.

"James," he said after rolling off of her.

"What?" she asked

"My name, is... or was James."

"James?" Shilo asked cocking her head to one side. James was so... ordinary.

"Yeah, not exactly scary, huh?"

"I like it," she grinned. "Can I tell you something without you getting all weird?"

"Go ahead."

"I love you, Gr- James."

He raised up slightly to look down at her. "You love me?"

"I do."

"I care about you a lot, Shilo. I just-"

She laughed softly cuddling up to his chest. "Don't ruin it. Accept that I love you and be quiet."

"Yes, ma'am. What happened tonight?"

"The usual Largo shit," she said and yawned.

"You are getting quite the mouth on you, Miss Wallace," he laughed. He settled back and closed his eyes. She nuzzled her face against his chest listening to the sound of his heart beating. Soon the sound of his soft snore began. She gently detangled herself from his arms and went into the bathroom cleaning herself up and getting dressed.

She packed a small bag and wrote out two notes. One for Graverobber and one for Amber. "I'm sorry," she whispered kissing him on the forehead and sitting the halowatch and the letters on the nightstand. Grabbing her emergency funds she left.