A/N: Takeuchi Naoko-sensei owns everything

Story6: When you let me love you

The mission was taking the most of our free time. A mission we hated. A mission that we were following so blindly that almost destroyed us both. I have been in love with you since the moment I lay my eyes on you. So handsome, so strong, so free.

The moment you kissed me for the first time, I was able to give you my all. But you told me to wait. That it was too soon to go further. The mission and all. That we had just met. I accepted it because I love you. Even if my body was longing for your touch. Even if I wanted you to let me love you.

When you were kissing me I could feel your warmth and your need for more. But when I was trying to go further you were stopping me every time. I couldn’t understand why. I couldn’t ask you why. I chose to wait for you to be ready.

I could see that you wanted me too. The way you were biting your lip, the way your always sparkling green eyes were becoming darker. Your shaking hands on my thighs. Your cut breath and your fast heart beat when I was caressing your skin under your shirt.

All my questions were answered earlier than I expected. The day that bitch called and told us that she had found the owners of the talismans.

You were sitting on the window’s frame gazing at the big city. I stepped closer to you as you looked at your hands.

I immediately knew what was bothering you. I knew you too well. The thing that you had to sacrifice someone for the talismans. Everyone thought that you were the strong one but I knew better, I knew your soft side too well.

I sat beside you and folded my fingers with your own. You giggled at my action, but I was serious. I didn’t want to waste our last opportunity to live with clean hands. I didn’t want to waste anymore time. I wanted you to be mine. I wanted you so bad. I leaned in and kissed you tenderly. You replied it and I was happy. I turned it more passionate and you accepted it. My hands moved to unbutton your shirt. And then again you stopped me. You broke the kiss and held my hands. I freed myself from your grip with a sudden move and stood up.

“Why?” I asked you

“I…um…” you mumbled.

“I love you dammit!” I snapped and felt your hands on my shoulders

“But…Michi… you don’t have to…” you managed but I cut you

“But I want to, can’t you see that?” I snapped once again as I turned and faced you.

“I…um…I don’t want to hurt you” your words along with your furious blushing softened me. I just realized that you were scared.

I caressed your redden cheeks and kissed you gently.

Then I parted from you and with one move I let my swimsuit to fall on the ground, exposing myself to your eyes.

You blushed even more and tried to keep your gaze on my eyes and not on my naked form. I thought you would explode in a moment if I wouldn’t act, if you would hold your breath for another second.

I threw myself in your arms forcing the air out of you. You seemed so troubled, haven’t you seen a naked girl before? Your trembling hands on my thighs, answered my question.

“Is it your first time too, isn’t it, my love?” I asked you seductively and you blushed even more than before.

“Don’t be scared, because I love you” I whispered as I caressed your cheek. You closed your eyes and let me unbutton your shirt finally.

You were so tense when the white fabric fell on the floor letting you only with your bra on.

I kissed you again and we both kneeled on the floor. I pushed you on your back.

You were so nervous. I freed you from your clothes and I stared at your perfect body. So strong yet so feminine.

Finally you let me love you, finally you let me touch you, caress you, feel the warmth of your body. You weren’t tense anymore, I knew it was your first time but you were so tender, you loved me the way I wanted you to love me. You were my first and you’ll be my last. Because I love you.

It’s been four years since that memory and I’m laying here beside you, watching you sleeping. Loving you more everyday.

I stroked your blond locks and you smiled. It seems that I woke you up. Your sleeping yet smiling eyes looked at me. You caressed my cheek lovingly as I leaned in to capture your dreamy lips with my own.

We were kissing for what it seemed to be an eternity. I never have enough of your kisses; I never have enough of those juicy lips that kissing me so gentle yet so passionately. Those lips that show me every single moment the love we share.

I broke the kiss only to whisper the magic words to you.

“Haruka, Aishiteru”

You smiled and you kissed me again. I closed my eyes to enjoy the feeling of being loved by you.

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footnote: "Aishiteru" means "I love you"