The last tear of expectation

Bella POV

Edward pulled me to the deep calm waters by my naked waist. His firm hands wrapping my heated body felt like perfection. All I could think about right now was his lips in mine. His lips in mine… His lips, his caramel eyes, his bronzed hair, his body. All I could think about was him. My fingers were intertwined in his hair and his hands were caressing my back. I could feel that this all I ever wanted. I wanted him for all eternity. My lungs were running out of hair.

- Bella, darling are you okay? – Edward asked me with the sweetest voice I had ever heard while he carried us both to the surface. I couldn’t feel the sand underneath my feet but since I was hugging him I felt safe. With him I felt safe no matter where I was. – Honey, I think you forgot to breathe. – That explained the lack of hair in my lungs. But I hadn’t forgotten to breathe. I didn’t need to breathe. Edward was my oxygen. Without him I would die. It was as simple as that.

He seemed worried but I couldn’t avoid blushing. I giggled before I kiss him again. I kissed his forehead, I kissed both of his eyelids, I kissed his nose, I kissed his top lip, I kissed his bottom lip… And then I did it all over again really slowly. We could take our time. We had plenty of time. And I wanted this to last forever.

Edward pulled over from me a little bit and contemplated me. He smiled is crocked smile and I almost melted. I look in does green pearls of his and my heart stopped beating. I felt I could die happy as long as I was in his arms.

- How I love you Bella. – Edward kissed my lips gently once.

- I love you too my Edward. – And that’s what he was. Mine. And I was his too, and he knew it.

I felt him pulling me to him for a hug. I rested my chin in his bare, white, perfect shoulder and placed a kiss in his skin.

- How did I get so lucky Bella? – He kissed my lips once more and I felt myself blushing.

- I ask myself that question every day since I met you. I would like you to know how I feel for just once. – I kissed him back.

Our bodies fitted perfectly in each other.

- I believe you my love.

I blushed.

- You should.

Edward caressed my face gently from my ear to my shin, he kissed my cheeks and then placed a soft kiss in my lips. His cold lips tasted so well. Edward tasted so good. I didn’t know that was even possible but I think I that for every second that passed I loved him more. For every beat of my heart I loved him more.

With his hand Edward caressed my neck, then my shoulder, then my arm… Where his fingers touched my skin, so did his lips. When he reached my hand he kissed the tip of every single finger of mine gently and then placed a kiss on my wedding ring. A tear fell down from my eye. His eyes were shinning more than ever. And so were mine. He looked at me and noticed the little drop of water.

- Bella what happened? Do you want to stop? Did I do something wrong? – He pulled away to see if I was fine.

- No, no Edward. It’s just that… You are so perfect. I don’t deserve this amount of perfection.

- Bella. – Edward sighed to my ear. – You are perfect. – He smiled. – And mine. Don’t you dear say that ever again.

And he kissed me again. This time more passionately. I could feel him in every single part of me. He kissed me and I kissed him. I felt him picking me up in his arms but I didn’t parted my lips from his and I didn’t opened my eyes to see what was going on. Suddenly we were out of the water and heading to the cabin I supposed. He started slowing down and I opened my eyes.

- Edward?

He stopped.

- Bella I love you and I always will. I would do anything for you.

- I hope so…

- Is this what you really want Isabella?

I looked him in the eyes. Dos buttered caramel eyes… and placed a gentle kiss in his lips.

- That’s all I want.

He didn’t seem so confident.

- But I won’t do anything that you don’t want to, although that was your part of the deal.

- Don’t be silly my Bella. I want you. More than you can ever imagine.

- So what’s wrong? – I kissed his cold perfect lips.

- I will die if I ever hurt you.

- You won’t. – I kissed him more passionately. – You could never hurt me. I trust you. – I said between kisses.

- Is this what you want my darling?

- More than anything.

- Me too. My eternal love

Eternal. That sounded perfect.

Edward headed to our room with me in hid cold perfect arms. Mine were around his neck and I was placing soft kisses in his perfect marble chest and was inhaling his scent.

He placed me gently in our bed and lay down next to me. Our intertwined hands were between us I felt that I needed him and always would even if just a little perfect part of him. He turned around and looked me in the eyes. My heart started to beat faster. He placed his gentle hands in my warm neck and started kissing it. A chill went throw all my entire body, but I didn’t mind. Then he started kissing my chin, then my ear and finally my lips. I held him closer to me. He didn’t resist but he slowed me down with all of his movements slow and soft.

- Bella are you sure?

- More than I ever had before.

With the sound of does words Edward pulled himself to me. He had supported all of his weight on both of my sides so he wouldn’t crush me. I felt comfortable underneath him. I felt comfortable in his arms. I felt comfortable in his lips. All my insecurities were gone. All of my thoughts before I got into the warm, calm, sea water were gone. Edward made me feel perfect. We were kissing harder and passionately now. I thought to myself “How stupid”. How could I ever doubt that I would feel good in Edward’s presence? I always did.

I made sure there was no space between us. Now I could feel Edward in my entire body. I was holding on to him for dear life. There was no space for hair.

How could I thought that I would feel uncomfortable in Edward’s presence? Does thoughts were no more than pure insane.

- I want to be with you forever Edward.

- I do too my Bella. For all eternity. My sweet, sweet love.

All Eternity. All Eternity with Edward. All Eternity with the love of my life. What else could I ask?

- Of course my love. We have all eternity. – I smiled to him. My warmest smile. I couldn’t be happier. Edward was my forever love. And I was his.