This is what I think could of happened between Carlisle and Edward after Carlisle agrees to change Bella in new moon. I wrote this to try and fight writers block :P. I've only written the first two chapters but if people like it than I will finish the story. The chapters are very short. This is my 2nd fiction- sorry for any grammer issues.

Disclamier: Everything belongs to SM, I own nothing. :(

Carlisle POV

He hates me. He has every right to, agreeing to change his human love into a bloodthirsty vampire is hardly the kind of thing that Edward admires me for. This was the only way though, the only way to keep our family safe, please the volturi and immortalise his Bella.

It had been two hours since Edward's return from Bella's house, I found myself brooding over Bella's meeting and my agreement. Had I done the right thing? Surely, I should have listened to what my son wanted. Am I a monster? Creating vampires to cure my loneliness, some accepting the change but others- like Rosalie who is strongly opposed to vampirism- rejecting it. What if Bella changed her views of immortals after she had become one? Would she hate me as well as Edward? That would be unbearable- my family splitting apart because of me.

"Speak to him." My wife, Esme whispered, breaking through my thoughts. "I've been watching you, questioning yourself. He needs you, go and talk to him,"

I nodded at her gentle encouragement. She was right. I should to talk to Edward.

Cautiously, I walked at a slow, human speed upstairs and towards his room. I paused outside his door, listening to the classical music flowing from inside.