Dear Diary,

Luna talked to me today. Not one of her usual talks where she tells me that have to be more observant and that I have to take more responsibility, but an actual real serious talk. She told me more about my mother. She told me how she was betrayed by an earth boy.

That was all that had told me, but it did help, a lot. It explained a lot of things to me, like why she didn’t trust me going to earth. Why she didn’t like the idea of me being with a boy who came from the earth. The whole thing made me feel uneasy, but I know that Endymion would never do that to me. He just couldn’t, he was too much of a gentleman.

I keep thinking about it, and now I’m starting to wonder, if that is possibly why he broke up with me. If he was sent to repeat what had happened with my mother and couldn’t go through with it. If this was all one big set up that he couldn’t see through. If that truly is the case, I respect him a lot more. I respect the fact that he felt too much for me and that he was too decent of a man to harm me or my family.

I am planning on going back down to earth to talk to him. I don’t care what any one says, I want the truth as to why he had left me so suddenly, and if he was hiding something, I want to know about it. There has to be a reason, and I want to know. There is no way possible that I am going to be able to just let this go, not when we got along like we did. Everything we had gone through was so significant to me, so special, that I cannot bring myself to simply move on from being with him. Nor can I ever be with another man with out missing his presence.

Also, I have been trying to gather the courage to go and ask my mother about her past. It is something that I have rarely asked, and something that had never brought up before. It is almost like she is ashamed of it. It would kill me to wipe the normal smile she has on her face with one painful question, but I have to know. I need to know what happened, and how it all happened. If anything, I can learn a great deal from her mistakes, or one mistake, depending on what had happened.

All I know about it at the moment is that she was betrayed and that it was set up so that the boy and his mother could get at the kingdom. I do not know anything of Endymion’s mother, but I have a feeling that she wasn’t planning on doing anything like that. I do not know if she is even alive.

Well, that is all I have time for right now. I should go and ask my mother about her past and then get down to earth. I just hope that everything works out.