A.N.: Written for MissMiako's Fic me contest on aarin, the second round. It can be regarded as sequell of Surrendering touch and Come to me (but it can also stand alone). There is also a third round in Fic me contest in which I would probably participate with the fanfiction about Dino and Hibari. A big probably.

Pairing: Dino/Hibari
Rating: T
Genre: Song-fic - I'm really not a fan of those, but I said, why not try it.
About: Dino got kidnapped and lost his memory and Hibari just can't take it.

Disclaimer: The characters aren't mine.

Betaed by LuciferxDamien

Captured

I wonder how you sleep
I wonder what you think of me

Hibari Kyoya stood at the door of the warehouse in semi-darkness, his gaze traveled over the broken bodies of his enemies, his body still buzzing with suppressed anger, and the thirst for blood still lingering in his veins. He hummed and stepped through the door, the comforting weight of his tonfas in his hands, his almond eyes searching the dark space with rows and rows of wooden boxes and long shadows.

If I could go back
Would you have ever been with me

Out of the corner of his eye he saw a group of men advancing on him. His fingers wrapped tighter around the steel and he swooshedwith them through the air, their cries marking every one of his hits as he moved across the room until he came to a cheap, brown door.

I want you to be uneased
I want you to remember

Hibari only need one kick to have it hanging from its’ hinges and out of the way.

He crossed the threshold and his eyes zoomed to the curled bundle of human flesh in corner on the floor, just a mess of dirty brownish hair peeking beneath the torn blanket.

Dino. He rushed forward, but with each step his legs grew heavier and heavier. Tonfas fell to the floor and Hibari slid down on his knees. Dino. He reached out and buried his fingers into the mop of hair, while the other slid around shoulders and pressed Dino's head against his chest. Aren't you supposed to be the strong one? Aren't you the one who should save me?

I want you to believe in me
I want you on my side

There was something wet under his fingers and as he untangled his hand from what used to be golden curls, something thick and dark-red dripped down his palm. His world stopped spinning.

Xxx

Come on and lay it down
I've always been with you

“Kyoya-san. Why don’t you go -”

Hibari turned his head, eyes narrowed at Tetsu Kusakabe, who at the weight of his gaze lifted his hands in surrender. Leaning on the window sill, Hibari resumed staring out of the window, because staring out the window was better than staring at Dino’s lifeless form.

Here and now
Give all that's within you

He heard footsteps, the door opened and closed and only when he was alone in the room did he dare to look at the metal bed beside the lemon-green wall. He pushed himself away from the window and made a small step toward the bed. Another one just as small as the first. And then another one, small step by a small step until his legs bumped against the metal and he leaned on the bed, his hands griping the metal rods on each side as he climbed up on the bed.

Be my savior
And I'll be your downfall

He leaned his forehead against Dino’s and closed his eyes. He already knew that he needed him to fill this emptiness inside him, knew that without Dino, he was nothing, just an empty shell. Dino thoroughly domesticated him. But he never knew that seeing Dino hurt would wake a raging beast in him, the beast that demanded blood, that demanded revenge and roared in need. “Dino, open your eyes.”

“Open your eyes.”

“Please.”

“Just wake up. Come back. ”

Here we go again
Ashamed of being broken in

“Come back.” Hibari’s hands now held the collar of Dino’s pajamas, shaking him, then releasing the lapels and smoothing the fabric. “Please. I promise I’ll let you bother me as much as you like. I’ll answer every call you make. I promise. And you can linger by my side as much as you want. Just don’t leave me alone.” He wrapped his arms around Dino’s neck and buried his face into the sunny hair. “I feel so cold without you. So broken. You can’t leave me on my own. No more than two weeks. You promised .”

We're getting off track
I wanna get you back again

Blonde eyelashes brushed against Hibari’s face and hands started to weakly push him away.

Hibari put a distance between them and looking down on the greenest of eyes, a smile started to bloom on his face. “Dino.”

“Who are you?”

Xxx

Hibari Kyoya pressed his hands against his temples, like that simple gesture could hush the storm that raged inside his head, like it could stop the flood that for the last month threatened to overflow him, to bring him down to his knees and break him.

I want you to trouble me
I wanted you to linger

“Is there something wrong?”

Hibari glared at the blonde stranger with Dino’s face who sat on the beige sofa in the apartment Dino bought for them. “Yes, you.”

I want you to agree with me
I want so much so bad

The blonde rolled his eyes and leaned his arms on the top of the sofa. “You should just tell me what’s wrong instead of making that face all the time. And I don’t know why you are baby-sitting me if it such a bother to you.”

Here and now
Give all that's within you

“Because the baby asked me to.” Hibari crossed his arms and leaned on the white wall. No, it was not a stranger with Dino’s face, it was Dino, it was still Dino, but it wasn’t his Dino. It wasn’t the Dino who said, ‘how should I tame you?’, it wasn’t the Dino who knew how to smooth down his ruffled feathers, or the Dino who could make him tremble and scream in pleasure until his throat was raw and he thought that he would never again be able to get up. And it certainly wasn’t the Dino who held him at night in a gentle and strong embrace, saying that he would always be with him. He wanted that Dino back. He wanted him to remember. He wanted… Why was he feeling so broken without him? He looked at Dino again, at the golden halo that the sun rays coming from the window behind the sofa made. His fingers itched, but he wasn’t exactly sure for what, for warm flesh or for hard steel. And since the hard steel was a safer choice, he pushed himself away from the wall and went out from the room. There were some crowds he needed to disperse.

Xxx

Be my savior
And I'll be your downfall

“Here we go again with your bad mood.” Dino waved Hibari off with his hand. “I don’t know why you insistent in being here.”

Lay it down
I've always been with you

“I live here, too. This is as much your place as it is mine and if you don’t like that, just go back to Italy. Can’t wait for you to be gone.” Hibari descended down into the armchair and curled into a ball.

Hear me now
With all that's within you

“I can even fathom why I choose to share an apartment with you.” Dino pushed the laptop that he had on his knees onto the wooden coffee table. “And you don’t have to worry. You will be rid of me soon enough.”

“What?” Hibari turned toward Dino.

“The doctors gave me the green light to travel, but to be safe, they said I should wait a day or two.”

“No.”

Dino frowned.

Hibari stood up. No, Dino can’t leave. He’s not going to be on his own again. He won’t allow it.

Be my savior
And I'll be your downfall

“Hibari.”

“Kyoya. “ Hibari stalked toward Dino. “You used to call me Kyoya.”

“What?” Dino stood up too.

Hibari shoved Dino backwards to fall back on the soft surface of the couch. “Nobody knew about us, except Romario and Kusakabe, because I wanted it to be a secret and to stay a secret. I hoped that you would remember on your own, so I forbade them to tell you. “

Now I'm back on my own
Lift my feet, feel like they're made of stone

“What are you talking about?” Dino pushed Hibari back and almost fell down on the sofa.

And I'll make you go where I go
It's killing me, can I take you home

“And I’m sorry.” Hibari used his weight to pin Dino under him. He loosened his necktie, pulled it down and wrapped it around Dino’s hands. It was sad that he was able to do that, because having a clumsy Dino on his hands meant he wasn’t important to him anymore. “I can’t let you go. I will make you remember.” He leaned down, pressed his lips against Dino’s cold ones. It had been more than a month since he touched him like that, and he needed him so much, so bad.

Xxx

“I only wanted you back at my side.” Hibari sat half naked, hugging his knees on the fluffy white carpet in the living room, his lips nibbling on his nails, while his eyes stared at swollen lips, at the curl of hair that fell over Dino’s eyes, which were filled with hatred and glaring back. They were broken, everything was wrong.

Well, I'm coming home on my path
Is it me or did she paint it black?

There were marks of bites and scratches on Dino’s body, Dino’s hands were still bound, but the worst of all, the thing that he couldn’t even force himself to look at was the steam of dried blood on Dino’s inner thigh.

She sings Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Let me be your downfall

He buried his face in his hands.

He did that.

He did that.

He did that.

And nothing could save them now.