|Harry's attempt on his own life
Author: Ac 3000 PM
Harry was not the golden boy everyone saw. He really had pure self hatred always focused on himself. One night he decides to end it all when he is saved by an unlikely person, Severus Snape. warning: Implied child abuse sucide attempt. up for adoptionRated: Fiction M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Harry P. & Severus S. - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,648 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 08-02-09 - Published: 07-31-09 - id: 5266033
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I don't own Harry Potter
I pray to Jesus for the kids who are like this.
A young sixteen year old by the name of Harry Potter was inside the castle of Hogwarts, in an empty classroom. He was holding the knife he had sharpened to his wrist. The demon inside his head was screaming " Do it! No one will care, and you'll get to see your family again" As Harry screamed back" Fine!" So the young wizard slit both of his wrists, and was about to slice his throat open, when Severus Snape walked in the room.
Severus was horrified, his true love had given her life for this boy, and here he was wasting it. Severus nearly shouted " Accio Knife." Potter looked at him weakly, Severus immediately used magic to heal the wounds. He started to yell at Potter" Potter you can consider yourself on probation for the rest of the year, 100 points will be taken from Gryffindor, and your guardian's will be notified!" Potter gave him a look, but before Severus could start again, Dumbledore walked down the stairs and nearly asked what had happened, when he saw the scars on Harry's wrist, the knife in Snape's hand, and the look of utter self-hatred on his face. Dumbledore immediately said in a tone that would scare Severus " Mr. Potter come with me, if you do not I will force you to do so. "
Harry Potter walked forward as Severus thought to himself " Good thing I left some personal potion supplies in here." He walked along, knowing Albus would want him to counsel Potter, much like every other suicidal student. All three of them got in their office when Dumbledore said in a venomous tone, " Potter, explain why you thought Suicide was the answer!"
Harry Potter said with hatred in his tone " like you care Headmaster!" He went to leave when Snape called him back. " Potter come back or I will make you come back!" Harry took no heed to Severus's warning, so Severus said calmly a stunning curse. Dumbledore knew Harry needed to get his emotions out, but he would never do so, so he told Snape " Severus, if you would use Legmency, and then you can take him down to your private quarters for therapy sessions." At the worried look on Potter's face Snape said " Do not worry Potter it is for your own good." He looked into Potter's eyes and saw, his own childhood without the addition of his mother. He realized he had been wrong about Harry, ( he knew he was jerk off for calling him Harry once he found out he had had a similar childhood.) and the final memories that played were of Cedric Diggory dying, and of Harry's Godfather going through the veil at the ministry of Magic. He picked up Potter, and realized he had forgotten to cast a feather weight charm, but he also realized Harry's height and little weight made him very easy to carry.
Harry was afraid. Snape had just carried him down into the dungeons. Snape laid Harry down on the couch, feed Harry a small bit of calming draught, and unstunned Harry. (Before this he had cast silencing charms around his room) " Now Potter, first of all I would like to apologize for all the things I have said to you over the years. Secondly, I would like you to release your emotions." Harry was startled, and immediately asked " What you mean cry?" Snape nodded. As Harry said " Like you really care." That had been a mistake. Snape immediately said " More of your cheek Mr. Potter and I will give you detention, which won't be so good with probation, would it?" Harry said nothing. Snape continued " Now Potter, you have two options. You either release all your emotions now, or I will give you a potion to do so." Harry said " You wouldn't dare." But he was blinking back tears. He realized he had to release some of his emotions now or Snape would make him. So he started to cry.
Severus came and picked the young wizard up. Harry struggled against him but was no match for his strength. He decided to say " Go ahead and cry Harry, it will not be held against you by anyone." So Harry used this once-in-a-lifetime moment, ( for him anyway) to cry as much as he wanted.