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Raiting: R...sexual content...if you don't like..just don't read!
A/N: Okay you guys...I was like seriously surprised by the feedback I got from you...It made me smile so much. So I decided to make this fic longer than I intended. I hope I will get around finishing it. I have a few ideas, but feel free to let me know if you have some too!
A/N 2: I hope you enjoy this...very fluffy I know...!
Flashback presented in italics!
"Hi...," Finn said quietly and looked at her. "I...gotta...uhm..can...we talk?" Rachel nodded and stepped aside, opening the door so Finn could enter.
"I'm sorry...I...just..stormed out and didn't call...I was just so confused...," he rambled as he walked into the house and towards the kitchen. Rachel followed him and shook her head.
"It's okay..you don't have to be sorry...I am sorry...I should have told you..." Finn stopped and turned around. He had a hurt expression on his face and he nodded.
"Why didn't you?" He asked and his voice filled with an angry undertone.
"I...you and Quinn..the two of you were so happy...you had a kid in your life...and I thought she was yours...I...didn't want to bother you..." Her voice was shaky and tears filled her eyes as Rachel lowered her gaze. Finn moved his finger underneath her chin and made her look up again. He sighed and brushed his thumb over her right cheek, wiping the tear away that was running down. She sobbed quietly and leaned into his touch, placing a kiss on his thumb as it brushed over her lips.
"I missed you Finn...all those years...and I'm really sorry...but I thought it was best when I was out of your life...," she whispered and closed her eyes.
"I loved you Rachel...so much...It killed me...cause I knew..once we part after the prom, I'd never see you again..." His voice was soft and a little shaky now and Rachel nodded her head.
"I know...that's why...it..happened...I felt the same way. I was so scared...I felt so lonely...but I knew it was a mistake...you were with Quinn...nevertheless...it...was the right thing to do that night..at least in my mind...I'll never regret what happened...even if it had a life long consequence for me..." Her voice was raked with emotion. She sobbed a little as more tears filled her eyes and a very life changing memory replayed itself on her mind.
"You know that this is our last night together...," Finn whispered into Rachels ear as they gently swayed over the floor in the choir room. Soft and quiet music was coming from the auditorium. She nodded her head and pressed her ear against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. Finn had found her earlier when she was crying in the hallway and led her into her favorite room: The choir room. A place they shared a lot of memories together. As soon as they had entered it, he pulled Rachel close and started dancing with her in a slow and comforting pace.
"I will miss you Rachel...," he admitted to her, causing Rachel to look up. Tears were yet again running down her cheeks and it tore his heart apart.
"Me too...," she replied in a soft voice, clutching his shirt with her hands.
"You know I love you...right?" Finn said in a very low voice, kissing the top of her head. She nodded her head and sighed, looking up into his eyes.
"I love you too..." They both stared at each other, before it overcame Finn and he leaned down to kiss Rachel. She didn't move as his lips brushed against hers and she hoped it would never end. Slowly his hands ran up her spine and to the back of her head, pressing her closer to his as he opened his mouth and his tongue slowly ran over her lips.
She didn't pull back like she should have. Instead she opened her mouth in response and kissed him deeply, her tongue battling his slowly. Their bodies moved closer together and the kiss grew more intense. Arms wrapped around each other bodies and lips sought the comfort of the other persons mouth. As Rachel felt her lungs burning and longing for air, she parted from Finn while his forehead was leaning against hers.
Their breathes were ragged and neither of them seemed to be able to get in control of it. Finn closed his eyes and followed his heart, ignoring the little voice in his head as he picked up Rachel and kissed her again. She didn't refuse and wrapped her arms tightly around his neck, kissing him back with equal passion.
He backed up until he hit the piano bench with the back of his legs, sitting down and pulling Rachel with him. The spilt of her dress parted as her legs moved apart, straddling his lap. The kiss grew more passionate and his hands gripped her hips tightly. Rachel let out a low moan when she grinded her hips against his lap, feeling Finn immediately react to her.
His cheeks started to burn and he broke the kiss, looking into her eyes. His hands caressed her sides and slid up to the zipper of her dress. He unzipped it slowly and pushed the straps off her shoulders. The dress pooled around her hips, leaving her upper body naked and exposed to his hungry eyes. Finn took in the image of half naked Rachel and sighed, his hands quickly finding her breasts.
"You're so beautiful...," he mumbled and let her undo the buttons of his shirt. His lips traced her collarbone while she took off his jacket and shirt. He quickly grabbed them and laid them down on the floor in front of them, moving over and lowering Rachel on it. He smiled a little and let his hand explore her legs and thighs, collecting a low moan from Rachel.
"Please Finn...," she moaned and raised her hips so Finn could push her dress down her legs, leaving her only clad in her panties.
"Please what?" He asked teasingly and shifted a little so Rachel was able to open his pants and zipper, pushing them past his hips along with his boxers.
"I need you...now...," she whispered in a low husky voice, laying down on her back and pulling him on top of her. His fingers found her panties and he pulled them past her hips and over her legs, gushing a little over the fact that Rachel was laying naked beneath him.
"Are..you sure...I know it's your first time...," he whispered into her ear and slowly settled himself between her legs. She nodded and kissed his lips softly.
"Yes...never been this sure in my life before..." Her voice was chocked with emotion and she wrapped her legs around his hip loosely.
"Be gentle...," she whispered and took a deep breath as Finn united her bodies in the most intimate way.
"I never regretted what happened that night...," Finn whispered into her ear and brought her back to reality. His arms were now tightly around her waist, his face buried in the crook of her neck.
"Neither did I...but...I still feel guilty...," she whispered into his shoulder and leaned her head closer to his. He pulled back a little and stared down at her face. He was only inches away from her lips and Rachel felt the sudden urge to kiss him, but she held back.
"Why? There's no need to..It's all the past...I know I was with Quinn but...," he said, but Rachel interrupted him.
"I meant that I didn't tell you about my daughter...our...daughter." Rachel's lower lip trembled a little when she finally spoke out what hadn't been said yet and Finn smiled down to her.
"I understand why you never told me...and I am sorry I left you alone with her...but I am here now...and I don't intend to leave anytime soon..." His voice was gentle and soothing, but most of all it sounded honest.
"Really?" Her eyes grew a little wider, a tad bit excitement shining in them. Finn nodded his head and leaned down to kiss her softly. She didn't see it coming, but she didn't pull back either.
"Yes...I still love you Rachel...and I wanna be part of your life...and the life of my daughter...This is going take some time to get used to...but I would love to get used to it..." A smile played around his lips and he kissed her lips for a second time.
"I...love you too...I mean... I never stopped...," she whispered against his lips and wrapped her arms tightly around his neck. Tears of relieve and happiness rolling down her face.
"Now...tell me everything about Fiona...that's her name right?" Rachel pulled away and nodded her head.
"I named her that, cause it is very similar to Finn. Somehow I wanted to include a memory of you in her life..." Finn's heart made a little jump and he felt her taking his hand to lead him into the living room, pulling out a stack of photo albums.
"My dads took picture of everything...and videos as a matter of fact...they love their granddaughter...another kid they can spoil rotten." She chuckled as she sat down next to Finn. He laughed at that and kissed the side of her head.
"They must love her...just as much as they love you..." She turned her head to him and smiled brightly.
"Yes...my dads were great...they supported me the entire time...I took a one year break after High School to take care of Fiona...and when I went back to school, my dad took a break from work to take care of her. Without their support...I wouldn't be where I am today...," she smiled and opened one of the photo albums, which showed a picture of her dads with the newborn Fiona.
"They sound amazing...I should thank them...for doing that...but...," he looked at her and takes a deep breath. "Fiona pretty much prevents you from fulfilling your dreams..."
"No...I chose not to follow my dreams...I had the opportunity after I gave birth...I love her so much and she was the best thing that has ever happened to me. She makes me just as happy as singing. That's why I decided I'll major in English and music and become a teacher..." A smile played around her lips and Finn returned it immediately.
"I'm glad...sounds like the little girl is perfect...I can't wait to really meet her and get to know her." He ran his finger over one of the pictures and smiled.
"She is...you'll love her...Now..this is her right after she was born...my dads were all crazy holding her and taking pictures..I think I didn't see her for the first 30 minutes of her life...," she chuckled and giggled at the memory, but it quickly subsided.
"To be honest while I was pregnant I wasn't very happy. I cried many times over the fact that I'm pregnant so young...and that I'll never achieve what I want to...I even played with the thought of abortion, but my dads were strictly against it...and than...she was born...and my daddy laid her in my arms...and...she cried so softly and her eyes opened...I just...knew it was right..." Tears were shining in her eyes and Finn wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
"I'm glad...," he whispered and kissed the top of her head. He loved how Rachel opened up to him, although the past they shared wasn't the best.
"Tell me more...I wanna know everything." Finn said and grinned at her.
"You sure? There is a lot to tell you...trust me...," she giggled and turned the page.
"Yes...," he whispered as he started at a picture. "She looks exactly like you. Big brown eyes, long brown hair...a smile that melts every heart..."
"And your nose...," Rachel chuckled and pressed the tip of her finger to his nose. "That was the first thing I noticed. She has your nose...and the shape of your face...and those really long toes that you always complain about"
They both broke out into laughter as they looked down at his feet. Finn realized just how much he had missed Rachel. Being close to her and this wonderful laugh. After all the hurt and struggle he had endured in his past, most of it caused by Quinn, seemed to have flown away. He finally felt happiness again and he was glad he found it with Rachel.
"Do you think...she'll accept me?" He asked out of the blue and Rachel looked at him for a couple of seconds
"Of course...She'll love you...I am sure about that...She talked a lot about you after we bumped into you at the supermarket..." Finn sighed in relieve and leaned back.
"What about your fathers? I mean they must hate me so much for what I did to you..." Rachel tilted her head to the side and raised her hand to touch his cheek.
"They were mad as hell at you...but they soon coped with it and I explained to them what happened was my fault too...and they should be mad at me too. I explained why I did what I did..not telling you and all...and trust me they'll be happy if you're finally around."
Another sigh left his mouth and he leaned into Rachels hand, closing his eyes and enjoying the warmth that was heating up his cheek.
"I'm glad I am back, Rachel...I really am...I missed this all so much...," he grinned and leaned over to kiss her forehead.
"There is one thing I missed is... is singing with you..." He leaned closer to her and pressed his lips to her cheek, feeling Rachel shiver a little under his touch.
"Well how about we sing a song?" Rachel suggested and Finn sat up straight, his face beaming.
THE END of part 2
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