Wow! Thanks for the wonderful amounts of love for the first chapter! Yes, to answer your question, I did write the poem myself. Probably the best poem I've ever done- and of course it was written at like 4 in the morning. Anyway, here you going!

Talking to the Ceiling

Bella held my hand as we drove towards her home. Though she hadn't really spent that much time there, it was still an important place from her past. I knew she'd miss it, in a way anyway. But, I also knew that she didn't feel exactly comfortable there anymore. Charlie wasn't exactly warm towards me and that upset Bella greatly. I couldn't blame him. I'd be upset if she was my daughter as well. If he only knew the half of it.

I ran my thumb over her knuckles, letting the low music in the car take me away as I drove. Bella looked out the window nervously, tapping her foot gently. I couldn't understand her sudden irritation. It literally came out of no where.

“What's the matter?” I asked quietly, hoping it was something I could actually fix. I was feeling pretty useless already tonight.

“Um, nothing...” she breathed, a heavy blush coming over her cheeks. It spread over her nose and down her neck. It was an interesting reaction to such a small question.

“You're lying,” I said with a raised eyebrow, curious to what would have her so flustered.

“It's okay. It's nothing,” she shook her head, biting her bottom lip. Bella couldn't seem to meet my eyes for some reason. It made me even more curious. She didn't know me very well if she thought I was going to let this go so easily.

“It's bothering you. I can't help if you don't tell me,” I said, keeping my eyes on the road. “What's the matter, my love?

“Do you really want to know?” She asked in a nervous voice.

“Yes, of course I do.”

Bella licked her lips slowly, like she was considering her words carefully. I never expected the words she chose though to come out though. “Edward, I'm horny. I'm very very horny. Like, I want you to pull over this car so I can do have my way with you kind of horny. I want to strip you naked and do dirty and fun things to you. That is my problem.”

I actually choked on my own venom. I coughed once, looking over at Bella as I gripped the steering wheel a little tighter. The plastic creaked under the strain. “Oh.”

“Oh? That's all you can say? Oh? I just confessed I want to jump you and you say oh,” she muttered, crossing her arms over her chest angrily. I had to remind myself that mood swings were a part of being pregnant. As was her... um, arousal.

“I'm sorry,” I sighed in embarrassment and frustration. I honestly didn't know what to say to her. Was there really anything else I could say?

“It's been since we found out that I was pregnant. You just can't cut a girl off,” she said in a soft whine, rubbing her thighs together. The fact that she was aroused right now was not lost on me at all- not one single bit. Her cheeks were flushed and her heart was beating a little faster. Her nipples were erect and straining against the thin white bra she was wearing. The soft musk wafted through the car, thicker than the scent of her blood.

“You act as if I were a drug. Do you need another hit?” I teased, trying to change the subject or at least lighten it. I had a very good reason for not being very sexual with her since we found out she was pregnant. I was terrified of hurting her or the baby, which was a huge possibility. I couldn't always control the responses my body had. One wrong move and I could crush her or the baby.

“As a matter of fact, I do!” She smirked at my teasing. She wasn't going to let this go right now. I should have known better. “I'd like two or three actually. Hopefully within a short period of time.”

“Bella,” I sighed but she shook her head, stopping me before I could even get started. She didn't want to hear my excuses. I knew she was getting tired of them very quickly.

“Never mind,” she pouted as she gazed out of the window. Her expression was hard and disappointed, a frown etched on her beautiful face. It didn't need to be there. I wasn't sure how I could fix it though.

“No, not never mind. I'm sorry. But you know why we can't fool around. I just don't want to hurt you. It's not that I don't want you. I'm just scared of hurting you and the baby now. It's not exactly easy for me either, you know. But, I know if we wait until after the baby is born it'll be worth it. We'll both be able to relax and enjoy it.”

“You can't help me out at all?” She looked at me with meaningful eyes. “We can't help each other out?”

“I-” I stopped. Damn, she might have had a point with that. She raised an eyebrow in my direction. She was so much smarter than me sometimes. But, we came from different times. I suppose that couldn't hurt anyone. We could at least try and see how it goes. I'm surprised she didn't bring it up sooner but it had only been a short while since she completely got over her morning sickness. “We'll see,” I sighed and Bella gave an excited little squeal. It was probably the most girly sound I'd ever heard from her.

“You're acting like I just agreed to do something amazing,” I teased her, unable to hide the small smile that broke at my lips.

“You are,” she giggled, her heartbeat increasing just slightly. Yes, she was really excited about this idea in more than one way.

“I said we'll see,” I said before she could get anymore excited than she already was. I didn't want to get her hopes up too much.

“Ah huh,” she smiled as she looked out of the window once again. It's like she knew something I didn't. I'm not sure I liked that or not.

We were silent until we reached her house. Her father was inside watching some sort of sport. Baseball, I think. He wasn't paying that much attention to it either. He was just waiting for Bella to get home before he went to bed. Charlie wanted to say goodnight to her for the last time.

Bella leaned over and pressed a firm kiss to my lips, running her fingers through my hair in a loving manner. “I'll see you in an hour?”

“If not sooner,” I breathed against her lips, feeling a little turned on myself. She was hard to resist and she knew that. “I'm going to take the car home and then run back. I'll bring my sleep pants,” I added as an after thought.

“You won't need those,” she wiggled her eyebrows in my direction, teasing me. “In fact, you won't need any clothing at all.”

“Bella, behave,” I said in a warning tone but she waved me off. Giving a little sigh, I whispered, “I love you.”

“I love you, too,” she smiled, pressing a final kiss on my cheek before climbing out of the car.

I don't think I'd ever driven so fast before. I was already antsy being away from her. And after that little conversation in the car, I was aching. When I pulled up to the house Jasper was packing up the garage. He raised an eyebrow in my direction, pretty amused by my current situation. “What did Bella do to you?”

“She didn't do anything,” I muttered, slamming the door closed.

He flicked his eyes downwards before looking quickly up. “Well, that much is obvious. Or, at least, she didn't finish the job.”

“Don't be crude,” I snapped. Jasper smirked a little more, rolling his eyes before going back to his work.

I hope she does finish the job. I like you better when you're getting laid.

“Keep your thoughts to yourself,” I growled. He chuckled quietly. Before he could torture me anymore, I ran up towards my room to pack up a pair of sleep pants and a shirt in a backpack to take with me. I'd have to run home to get the car in the morning to 'pick Bella up' so Alice could do her hair before the ceremony most likely. Bella's mother would be flying up in the morning, Charlie going to pick her up around ten, or at least that was the plan. Alice insisted for some reason that Bella needed to be at the house by eight. I pitied Bella for whatever Alice was going to do to her.

I grabbed my things quickly, trying to avoid the rest of my family. I didn't want to talk about anything else tonight. I didn't want to be made fun of either.

I ran through the forest towards Bella's home. When I arrived the lights were off in the entire house, Charlie already sleep. I had only been gone thirty eight minutes to be exact. I went to Bella's window to see if she was already asleep but she wasn't there. Climbing inside, I saw a sliver of light coming from the bathroom. I heard a soft splashing noise, the tub most likely filled with water. Bella was taking a bath.

Well, since she was getting ready for bed, I guess I should as well.

As I began to take off my shoes and socks I heard the faintest sound. “Ugh, Edward...” Bella whimpered from the bathroom. This alerted me right away. I began to walk towards the door, looking around slowly at what was causing her distress. “Oh, yes...” I heard murmured again.

Wait... that wasn't distress at all.

“Uh! Yes,” I heard a faint bit of splashing from the bathroom. Stopping dead in my tracks, I listened as still as a statue. “Edward... there... right there...”

“Jesus Christ. Lord, why do you test me so?” I asked the ceiling in frustration. My body was for sure reacting without my permission. I looked down at my waist. “Don't you even think about it. Her father is home.”

I tried to ignore what Bella was doing just across from me in the bathroom and decided to finish getting changed. That took all of three seconds. With a huff, I sat in her rocking chair and closed my eyes as I waited.

The splashing became a little louder and I could tell she shifted in the tub. I could just imagine her spreading her legs wide as she brought her fingers down between her-

I shook my head quickly, stopping myself. I needed to behave.

Bella and I had talked about this before and Bella agreed that it probably be for the best that we didn't engage fully in sexual intercourse. We had no idea what it would do to the baby and there was no reason to take the chance. Bella had actually been really good about it until tonight. It was obvious that she had been thinking of this for a while though. I suppose I should have considered it too but I never thought of it as an option. Mutual masturbation and pleasure without penetration would be ideal, I suppose.

Ideal for both of us. Bella wasn't the only one that was sexually frustrated.

“Oh, my! Yes!” I heard after a loud splash. I bit my lip, closing my eyes as I took in a deep breath. She was trying to kill me. Did she even realize I was here? If she did, then she was being mean and teasing me. It was just plain cruel. “Edward!”

“You are a cruel god,” I breathed to the ceiling again as I heard the water begin to drain out of the tub. I could also hear Bella humming to herself as she brushed her hair and teeth. She seemed in a much better mood now than she was before.

She continued to hum as she came into the bedroom in her sleep clothes. Her hair was still wet, only patted dry and sticking to the side of her neck and face. A small smile graced her lips, her hands swaying to her side as she walked to the bed. I don't think she even noticed me in the rocker across the room so I decided to let my presence be known in my own special way.

In a blink of an eye, I came behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. I brought my lips to her ear, “it's cruel to tease me, my love.”

Bella squeaked loudly, turning in my arms. Her eyes were wide and her skin was flushed with embarrassment as her heart rate increased. I brought my fingers to her lips, hushing her with a chuckle. “Edward!” She whisper yelled. “You scared me!”

“And you tortured me,” I said softly as my hands traveled from her waist to her hips. Pulling her closer, I gazed into her eyes through the darkness.

“And how exactly did I torture you?” Bella smirked, her arms crossing awkwardly over her chest.

I brought my lips to her ear and in a low whisper I teased her. “Oh, yes... Edward. Oh, my... Edward,” I breathed and then pulled back with a raised eyebrow. Bella's blush became brighter.

“You heard that?”

“Of course I did,” I said as I brought my lips to her neck. Lightly I kissed a trail to her ear, lapping at her skin. My erection was taking the lead here, not my brain. “And I quite liked it.”

“I thought you said an hour,” she whimpered.

“I said not even an hour,” I corrected to her. “And I thought you wanted to play with me, not alone,” I said with a slight pout. “I guess you don't anymore.”

“Yes, I do! I am still so...” Bella whimpered, shaking her head as she looked up at me through her thick eyelashes. “If you heard me, you should have came and help.”

“And miss out on hearing you pleasure yourself in that way? The only way it could have been better is if I could have watched you... completely into it. Completely into your work without a single thought about anything else.”

“Trust me, I was thinking a lot,” Bella blurted out before flushing even brighter. She was going to turn into a tomato.

“And what exactly were you thinking about?” I asked as I brought my hands underneath her shirt. Her skin was ultra warm and soft with tiny droplets of water still clinging to her skin. Goose bumps raised on her skin in my path until I reached her rib cage just below her breast. Her back arched slightly and I knew she wanted me to keep going. “I won't move until you tell me.”

“Edward,” she whimpered but I shook my head. “I was...I was thinking about you.”

“I figured as much,” I said, brushing my thumbs over the underside of the soft globes of flesh. “More details please.”

“I was thinking about... um... I was thinking about you and I, together and completely alone. Our wedding night, actually,” she mumbled. I pushed my hands upwards to encourage her to keep talking. “And a-and-d-d oh,” she whimpered as she sank into my touch slightly. Her nipples hardened against my palms.

“And what?” I asked as squeezed her breasts slightly, just once to tease her.

“I was thinking about you taking me on the bed. From behind with me and my hands and knees,” she gasped out as I brought her nipples between my thumb and forefinger. I began to tweak them gently, rolling them as I continued to palm her flesh. This reaction was amazing. It was so much of a turn on for me. That, mixed with her words, was going to make me lose it.

“On your hands and knees? Really?” I purred, leaning down to kiss her neck. “Would you really like that? For me to grab your hips and force myself deep within you?”

“Yes! Right now! Please!” She begged, going limp against me. I wrapped one arm around her waist while the other forced her shirt from her body. “Take me, Edward.”

“You know I can't do that,” I breathed as I leaned down to take her nipple into my mouth. Walking us backwards, I laid her down on the bed and hovered over her body. I lapped at the pink puckered flesh, teasing it into a stiffened peak before going to the other one. “But I can still give you pleasure. Do you want that?”

“Yes!” She all but yelled.

I placed a hand over her mouth. “But you have to be quiet. I'll have to stop if you can't be quiet.”

“I'll be quiet,” she murmured against my hand. “Just don't stop.”

Once I removed my hand I kissed her lips firmly once, twice, then once again. Her back arched off the bed, my knee between her legs. She ground herself against me, trying to relieve some of the pressure she felt. That wouldn't do.

I moved off the bed and quickly removed her pants and panties, dropping them to the floor. When I stood at the end of the bed, as I looked at her completely nude body, it was so easy to see the curve of her belly. It reminded me to be gentle, that I needed to keep a tight control on myself. But, I could still make her feel good. I could still make her feel desired.

With a single hand, I spread her legs wide to admire the view. “Touch yourself again,” I breathed. “I want to see you do it.”

Without a single blush or objection, Bella's hand went between her legs. At first she used a single finger to massage the bud of flesh between her legs but as it went along, it wasn't enough for her. She added another finger before using her whole palm, dipping her fingers inside of her. She was completely soaked, covering her hand in glistening in juices. “Oh, Edward...”

“And I'm not even touching you,” I breathed. “Do I have such an effect on you?” I asked as I brought my hand up her thigh to the junction between her legs.

“Yes!” She moaned, focusing her attention on her clit. Sweeping my fingers between her lips to make them moist, I then pressed two inside of her. Bella gasped loudly, throwing her head back against the bed. “Edward!”

“That's it. Relax. Let go,” I breathed, moving my fingers in and out slowly, twirling and twisting them within her. Leaning forward slightly, I took in a deep breath to take in the sweet scent of her arousal. I blew out a gentle breath across her flesh, watching as goose flesh formed where ever my breath touched. “Does that feel good?”

“Yes,” Bella gasped as I blew out another breath. She was so close, I could feel it. I could feel myself getting closer without a single touch as well. It had been far too long since Bella had touched me in that way. I was going to lose it at a single rub or touch. “Edward! I'm... oh, yes! There!” She gasped again, her back going off the mattress by at least a foot. Her toes curled as her hands flew to her breast to massage them. Her mouth opened wide as her eyes fluttered closed.

I moaned as I felt her tightened around me, imagining that it wasn't my fingers inside of her but something else. Something that was actually causing me a little bit of pain. When she was completely spent, I slowly pulled my fingers from her and brought them to my lips for a taste after I came to lay down beside her. Her eyes came open, landing on my fingers. Instead of letting me bring them to my mouth, Bella leaned forward and brought my them into her mouth. It was my turn to gasp.

“Oh, god,” I breathed as she began to lick and suck at my fingers, moving her head up and down on the digits. My eyes rolled back into my head and I fell back against the mattress. Bella held my hand in place with one of her own, her fingers around my wrist, as she continued to suckle while her other hand found their way to the front of my tented sleep pants.

Her mouth worked my fingers as her hand worked me through the fabric. I felt my bottom lip quiver as I brought in a sharp breath. I could almost imagine her lips wrapped around me, doing the same things she was doing to my fingers to my hard length. That's all I needed to think about to lose it.

I hissed loudly, the front of my sleep pants getting soaked. When I finally stopped twitching, Bella released my fingers and leaned down to kiss my lips. I pulled her on top of me, wrapping my arms around her waist as I sought out her lips for a kiss. “Too good,” I whimpered against her lips, kissing her over and over again.

“I didn't even touch you without clothing,” Bella giggled, rolling her eyes slightly. “I can do better than that, I think.”

“I have no doubt but we need to get you to sleep. We have a big day tomorrow,” I smiled, pressing my forehead against hers. She nodded her head, grabbing the blanket without even bothering to get dressed. Though I was slightly uncomfortable with my damp pants, I'd just deal with it. Bella snuggled against me, laying her head against my chest.

“I love you,” she said as she kissed my chest. And within moments she was asleep, leaving me alone with my thoughts.

That was never a good thing.

Ummmm I never meant to write this. I swear the characters just took over and went 'we want to play, damn you!' I think Edward needed a distraction and Bella... well, she's pregnant. That's just her excuse. That and she's probably nervous about the next day. And apparently Eddie wanted to dirty talk just a little bit. Not sure why...

Anyway lol

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Ed and Bella were using sex as a distraction. Have you ever used it as a distraction?