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Series of one shots. Judes gone and Tommy is trying to deal. Jude regrets leaving and tries to handle it the best she can. Disclamer on profile page
Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Tommy Q. & Jude H. - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,106 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11-17-09 - Status: Complete - id: 5517325
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She found it, his journal, she found the song he wrote about Jude.

To say she wasn't happy, would be a big understatment.

Saying she understood, would be a lie, she left him. Yeah, Sammy was gone now to.

They fought about it, and Tommy finely told her that he still had feelings for Jude.

He tried to get her to understand that he probebly always would, but he really did love her to.

She told him she knew he loved her, but he just loved Jude more, and when he didn't say anything back, she left.

The funny thing is, he had forgotten all about the song, it had been in the back of his journal for about six months, then she needed some paper and he said to get a page from his journal.

What's even crazier than that, is Jude showed up about a month later.

She told everyone that it wasn't going to work out with chris.

Her and Sadie had been in touch for awhile, but things were still strained between them.

After being back a month, he'd seen her three times, and only talked to her once, for about two seconds.

Now all of the sudden, she started coming to the studio with Sadie, and just hanging out.

Everybody can tell she feels bad about how she did, and they are all starting to warm back up to her after she apologized to them all one on one.

Tommy on the other hand, is keeping his destance.

It's like that old saying, once burned, twice shy.

So you could say he was pretty suprised when she walked into studio A one day, saying she wanted to talk to him.

He tried to play it off, like her being there wasn't bothering him.

What suprised him even more, was when she told him that one reason her marrige didn't work out, was because she was still in love with him, and wished she had never left.

He told her, he wasn't going to take her back, that to much had happened for that. She told him she understood what he was saying, but that she wasn't going to stop trying.

That was three months ago, and she was telling the truth, she never has stoped, and she's gotten him to be her friend again at least.

She told him she knew he still loved her, and that she was just waiting for him to tell her the truth, she said it would change everything then.

She also said she could tell she was wearing him down, then she laughed, and he smiled.


desperate for changing,

starving for truth,

i'm closer to where i started,

chasing after you


They did everything together now, it was like when they were friends, before they got together in the first place.

It was nice, is what it was, he had his best friend back.

Then one day she looked at him and smiled, and when he asked her what she was smilling about, she said "I'm happy, I know I never should have left, but I'm kind glad I did." He looked confused "Why are you glad about that?" Jude smiled and shrugged "Because now, I'm even more in love with you then I was before, and now I want to do it right, and let go of all the fear I was holding in the last time. And I know, you said we weren't getting back together, but I know we will, because I'm not going anywhere unless you make me, I'm going to keep hanging on." Then she just turned and walked away from him, leaving him standing there shocked.


i'm falling even more in love with you,

letting go of all i held onto,

i'm standing here

untill you make me move,

just hanging by a moment here with you


She had gotten her job back, but she was on probation, so she didn't really have a contract yet.

Tommy told her he wold help her get back to where she was before, if she wanted him to, and what else could she say? She told him yes and they got right to work.


forgetting all i'm lacking,

completely incomplete,

i'll take your invitation,

and you take all of me.

now i'm falling

even more in love with you,

letting go of all i held onto,

i'm standing here

untill you make me move,

just hanging by a moment

here with you


She's been back about five months now, and still hasn't given up on him, she's still convenced that they will get back together.

She's almost got him believing it also.

He almost let himself get cought up in the moment, when she told him that she didn't really know what she was doing, but that she did know that he was the one thing she was living for.

She told him that she didn't know where they would go, but that she knew it would be right to be together.


i'm living for the

only thing i know,

i'm running and not quite

sure where to go,

and i don't know

what i'm diving into,

just hanging by a moment

here with you


He asked her, what made her so sure she would change her mind again? And she told him, that nothing in this world would make her do that again, that if she had him, there was nothing else out there for her to find, so she didn't have to go anywhere.


there's nothing else to lose,

there's nothing else to fine,

there's nothing in this world,

that can change my mind,

there is nothing else

there is nothing else

there is nothing else


She asked him to go to diner with her, not as a friend, but as her date. When he hesitated, she sighed, and looked him in the eye "Aren't you tired of this, don't you think it's time we changed something here?"

He didn't answer her, he just looked at her, and she said, "Please just tell me the truth."

He thought about what to say for a minute, then smiled and nodded his head. "Yeah, I am tired of this, and think it's time for a change."


desperate for changing,

starving for truth,

i'm closer to where i started,

chasing after you


He walked into the studio, and watched her in the booth, she had her guitar in her hands and was singing a song she had writen.

He smiled as she sang it.


i'm falling even more

in love with you,

letting go of all i held onto,

i'm standing here,

untill you make me move,

just hanging by a moment

here with you

i'm living for the

only thing i know,

i'm running and

not quite sure where to go,

and i don't know

what i'm diving into,

just hanging by a moment

here with you

just hanging by a moment

hanging by a moment

hanging by a moment

hanging by a moment

here with you


When she was done singing, she walked out of th booth and saw him smilling, and she smiled back at him. "Hey, when did you get here?" He waked up to her and put his arms around her. "Just now, I liked the song." She leaned in and gave him a kiss, and smiled again. "Thanks, I wrote it about us ya know?" He smirked "I had a feeling. Now let's get out of here for now, OK?"

Jude nodded her head. "Yeah let's go."

They start to walk out of the door, but Jude stoped him. He looked at her, waiting to see why she stoped.

She suprised him when she asked "Why did you finely take me back?" He smiled and told her it was because he had never stoped loving her.

Then as they walked out he smiled, thing to himself, and because, she's more.

THE END

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