Author: blkfriday16 PM
A girl is waking up from a near death suside attempt . From an accident that can not be forgotten while her rapest still walks the streets of the city ,and when and old Bf comes along can her current relationship with Josh still work and move forwardRated: Fiction T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,050 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12-25-12 - Published: 01-29-10 - id: 5704549
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WHY IS IT SO QUIET WHY AM I SO COLD WHY IS IT DARK .
"J wake up wake up you can't leave you promised me you wouldn't leave stay alive stay alive for me please "
WHO COULD POSIBBLY BE SOBBING FOR ME I DIDN'T MATTER TO ANYONE ,WHO COULD BE SHEDDING TEARS FOR ME .
Ugh " J come on stay alive the police and the paramedics are here "
I KNOW THAT VOICE NOW IT WAS JOSH OH JOSH IM SO STUPID .I'M SO SORRY I MADE A PROMISE AND I BROKE IT . WHY IS IT SO BRIGHT .
" Her pulse ... she may not make ." SAID UNFIMULAR VOICE .
"J don't go into the light don't leave me ok "
JOSH HE SOUNDS SO DESPERATE . I FINALLY FEEL LIKE I CAN TALK .
"Josh I'm so sorry I hope u can forgive me ."
THEN EVERYTHING WENT BLACK .
WHEN I WAKE UP ...........
When I wake up finally I feel a warm body around me when I shift around in the bed Josh got immeadly.
" J J WHAT HURTS WANT ME TO MOVE J YOU STAYED !!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Breath Josh I'm fine but you didn't have to stay here . I'm fine it was just an accident ."
"No J if that were an acident I wouldn't have found with a gun in your hand and you bleeding to death on the floor your just lucky you missed "
"HHHHow did you -"
"Know . I found a letter on my doorstep to me saying not to open till after school but recongized the hand writing and opened , after reading callled the pilice and sprinted to your house just a few minutes after your you pulled the trigger . "
"I'm so sorry Josh i didn't mean to -"
" Don't worry but I brought the letter soo you could read it .I gotta go I'll be back later today."
After Josh left I turned around in the hospital bed and saw the letter . I decided i would open it and read .
Dear Josh by the time you've read this letter I'll be gone you know that at this point I'm tired of fighting .I know I made a promise to keep myself here for you but it getting harder everyday to look into the mirror and see me and see the happy girl that you have always said I was .Put yourself in my place you know me just as well as know you we've shared so many experinces together but this one we can't share . Please for me tell everyone goodbye and that I'm sorry . Goodbye my one and only love .