After the walk, we drove back to town to the ice cream shop called "Sweet Paradise" then we went to the local park. As we walked towards the gazebo my mind was in a different world. I couldn't stop thinking about Justin and the way he kept looking at me with those eyes. They were seductive and intense. It was as if he had reached into my soul, held me close to his body, caressed me softly making me tingle in pleasure and melt on his lips as he kissed my neck. Oh Gosh! What is wrong with me, I never ever met this guy before and already I'm already day dreaming about him. I was so into my day dream that I wasn't paying any attention to what was in front of me until I walk straight into a light post…HARD!. As I fell to the ground, I dropped my ice cream landing on my jeans. Today is so not my day.

"Dang it, first I got scratches on my hands and knees, now I have a big bump on my forehead and to top it all off, I spilled my ice cream on my jeans" I said as I stood up whipping my jeans clean. All I heard from Matt and Becky was their laughter. Sarcastically I said to them: "Oh guys don't worry at all about me, I'll be fine it's only a mild concussion, but I'll live" I continued to clean my jeans, as they kept on laughing.

"Oh come on Sam don't get so emotional, we do care about you but it was just too funny and since you are alright there is no harm in laughing about the situation" Becky said between giggles. "Loosen up a little will you, ever since we left the hills you've been quiet" she continued.

"Yeah, what's going on with you?" Matt asked.

I didn't know how to answer that. How could I tell them that I'm day dreaming about a guy I met today and that the only thing I know about him is his name. I could tell Matt that ever since we left I was thinking about that guy and not very good girl things either. What was wrong with me?

"Anyways what were you thinking about that made you walk into the post?" Becky said interrupting my thoughts. I couldn't tell her the real reason why I was so caught up in my thoughts. Well at least not now, not until I figure this out.

"Nothing something caught my attention by the gazebo. It was a dog and you know how much I love dogs." I answered hoping she would forget about it and move on. She just looked at me knowing I was lying, but dropped the issue. I know all too well that she will ask again at a later time.

"What I did see a dog, look I'm going back to the ice cream shop to get another one" I said as I started walking back to the shop.

"Wait I'll go with you" Matt yelled running towards me.

"Yeah yeah I'll meet you guys at the gazebo, don't take too long k? Becky said walking towards the gazebo. We both yelled "yeah" back to her as me and Matt ran towards the shop. Matt bought me the ice cream since I was the one who won the race. We were on our way out but Matt grabs my arm and walks me to a table.

"Becky is waiting for us we need to leave" I told him walking back towards the door, but again he grabbed my arm making me stay in place.

"She can wait a few minutes I just wanted to have a moment alone with you" he told me "please sit, let's talk"

"Ok, what do you want to talk about exactly?" I asked sitting down "if it's about what happened at the park I told you guys I saw a dog and it distracted me"

"No it's not about that, it about you and how do you feel" Matt looked at me with concern in his eyes and tenderness. "It's been 3 months since the accident and I was worried for you not knowing if you were ok"

"I'm fine, a bit shaking up but getting better. Before I called you guys I had woken up sweating and trying to catch my breath" I couldn't look at him as I told him what's going on. It's been a while since I last talked to him "I was having a nightmare from that night, actually every night I've been having that nightmare and it always ended the same" at this point I began crying and I could feel matt getting closer to me wrapping his arms around me.

"How does it end?" Matt asked me.

"With these glowing red eyes staring at me, I would touch my head and would be drenched in blood" I couldn't stop from crying harder. I buried my face in his shoulder "and when I would look back at where the thing was staring at me, it would be gone." All Matt could do was to hold me closer and to my surprise he was crying along with me. I was touched and thankful that I have Matt to talk too. Sure I have my parents and Becky but none had the courage to ask me how I was. I felt relived once I told him and let go of this feeling of being scared and alone. We spent a few more minutes like that till I realized that Becky is waiting for us at the gazebo.

"Crap, Becky we kept her waiting for too long and you know your sister when she is kept waiting" I quickly got up, whipped my tear away, grabbed my ice cream and walked out the door with matt right behind me.