This is an outtake about Edward and Bella's wedding night. This is my first time ever to write M-rated chapter and I need help for that. Thank you so much to my beta, xx-twilight7-xx (Anita), for her patience to edit this chapter and suggested the title for the outtake.

If the preparation with Alice for my wedding was exhausting, the journey back to the beach house was more than just exhausting. I didn't know whether it was because of the long journey or because I couldn't sleep last night, thinking of my wedding night. I shuddered slightly. I knew that I will give myself to Edward. I wanted to give him myself, and now there's nothing that held us from doing just that. I was his and he was mine. We had the journey to Florida in silence. We rent a car on the airport and now we were on the road to beach house. I glanced at Edward several times and sometimes I found him running his hand through his hair or just clutching the steering wheel tightly. I knew he was just as anxious as I was. I mean, we nearly did it in some occasions, but we never got through to the physical step yet.

I was exhausted, but surprisingly I didn't feel sleepy. I was anxious. This moment was just the beginning of our lives together and honestly, I wanted to do this right. I wanted to please him and give him my darkest desire. I swallowed hard. Not good, Bella!

The long journey seemed so short. We soon arrived at the border of Florida and Edward turned and drove to the beach area. After several moments, I could see the white beach house. I remembered the last time we spent our holiday here, before the things with...Tanya. I frowned inwardly. She didn't attend our wedding, not that Edward and I minded. She just said her wishes to Carlisle by phone and I wished I never had to see her again. She almost ruined the both Edward and I.

Edward parked the car in the garage and we sat there in silence. I felt he took my hand and I looked at him. He stared at me deeply and raised my hand to his lips. My heart drummed loudly in my chest.

"We're here, my dear wife," He said in husky voice.

I shivered and he smirked when he noticed my reaction. It won't be long until I gave myself to him.

He unbuckled his seat belt and got out of car. I shook my head briefly before he opened my door. I rose from the car seat, but before I could take my step, he suddenly picked me up in his arms.

"Hey!"

He chuckled. "You don't think I will let you walk to the front door, do you?"

I giggled and gave him a chaste kiss. His eyes were already slightly darker when I broke the kiss.

"You are mine now," He said sternly.

I smiled to him and whispered in his ear. "Yes, I am."

His eyes narrowed and he growled at me. "You will pay for that, Mrs. Cullen."

I giggled again and he began to carry me to the front door. He opened the door and kicked it wider with his foot.

"Impatient, aren't we?" I asked seductively while he continued to carry me into the living room.

"You bet I am. You don't know how long I've been waiting for this moment."

I repressed the shudder when I saw his eyes. Possessiveness, love, desire...everything. "Then, what are you waiting for?"

I could feel his muscles tensed and I felt the desire surged to my body. He put me down on my feet and kissed me fiercely. Wow, we are doing this now?

He broke the kiss and our foreheads touched. "I'll...go get the bags..." He quickly turned around before I could say anything.

I blinked several times and lowered myself lowly on the couch in the living room. I began to take deep breaths. Okay, we will do this tonight and you can do it, Bella! Don't be a coward! He's your husband now.

But, as much as excited I was, I was worried. I've never done this before. How will I supposed to do? I don't know how to...please a man. I ran my hands through my hair nervously. I heard footsteps on the front door and I quickly composed my face. I didn't want Edward to see my confused expression. He appeared on the living room with one big suitcase and a smaller bag. I jumped from my seat and quickly grabbed the bag from his hand. I gave him a long kiss before I whispered in his ear. "I'll be right back, dear husband."

His eyes were completely dark now and my stomach knotted in anticipation. I smiled sweetly and walked into the large, decorated bathroom. I closed the door behind me and leaned against the door. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes briefly before I opened the bag. It was a bag that Alice had prepared for me as a honeymoon gift. She forbad me to look inside the bag until I arrived at my honeymoon destination. My eyes widened when I saw a...night gown...or lingerie...or whatever...in the bag.

"Alice, I'm going to kill you," I muttered to myself.

I found a folded paper inside the bag with the word 'Bella'. I furrowed my eyebrows and unfolded the paper.

No, Bella, you're not going to kill me *wink* Just trust me, OK! Enjoy your honeymoon and congratulations! Perhaps you can give me some advice for my wedding night with Jasper. LOL.

I rolled my eyes. Alice had planned to marry with Jasper three months after my wedding. They could have gotten married first, but Alice said it will be better if I were the one who walked to the altar before her. She said both Edward and I deserved it.

I exhaled and looked over to the..uhm...night gown. It was a midnight blue and I was sure Edward won't take too long to rip it off of my body. I shivered again and I felt a strange sensation between my legs. Even the thought of him ripping the night gown turned me on.

I swallowed hard and quickly drawn a glass of warm water. I wanted to feel fresh in front of my husband. After taking a hot, steaming shower, I looked over at the night gown again and exhaled. I grimaced when I felt the silk gown touched my skin. I looked over to the mirror and gulped. Will Edward like it? I've never attempted to look sexy in front of him and suddenly I felt nervous. What if he didn't like it?

A soft knock startled me and I jumped at my own feet.

"Bella? Are you alright? You've been there in a while," Edward asked from the other side of the bathroom door.

I cleared my throat. "Um...yeah, I'm alright."

"You don't want to stay there all night, do you?"

I chuckled nervously. "Of course not, silly. Um...will you please wait for me in living room and closed your eyes? Don't open them until I said so."

He didn't answer for a moment, but finally he spoke, "Alright."

I heard his footsteps fade and I counted to ten before I opened the bathroom door timidly. I walked slowly to the living room and gasped when I took in my surroundings. Candles were everywhere and a sensual scent filled the room. But, the one thing that made me gasped was my husband. He was wearing only a pair of cotton pants. No shirt. He stood in the middle of the room with his eyes closed. He was beautiful and I felt insignificant. But, I didn't care. I wanted to give myself to him tonight. I will work with my insecurities later.

I exhaled slowly and stood few steps in front of him. "You can open your eyes now," I said in low, quiet voice.

He slowly opened his eyes and finally our gaze met. This was the first time I stood in front of him and I was ready to bare my body and soul to him; to my husband. I bit my lip unconsciously.

His gaze didn't leave mine as he closed the gap between us. He stroked my hair and I bowed my head; not having the courage to look into his eyes. He lifted my chin and I stared into his black eyes. His eyes were hungry and full with...lust. I almost fell down on my knees.

"Don't look away from me tonight, love. You are beautiful."

I nodded helplessly.

"We will take this slowly, alright. I don't want to hurt you," He whispered.

I nodded again.

Slowly, he leaned down and kissed me. I kissed him back and knotted my fingers in his unruly hair. His hands were roaming my body now and I felt the lust slowly taking control of my brain. I moaned lightly when I felt his hands touch my breasts and gave them a gentle squeeze.

"Unh, God!" I moaned slightly.

"Do I please you, my love?" He whispered in my ear while his hands still playing with my breasts.

I bit my lip and closed my eyes from the overriding sensation. "Yes," I answered breathlessly.

He chuckled and lifted my waist so I was straddling him. He attacked my lips again and we both fell back onto the couch. This time I knew there was nothing that can stop us. I gave myself to the desire and the lust. I hissed when I felt his hand touch my inner thighs and brush my womanhood.

"You are beautiful and you are mine, forever" He said in my ear while I was struggling to control my breathing from his touches.

"I am yours forever. Now, take me!" I said fiercely.

He growled at me and slid down one of my gown's strap and began to kiss my bare shoulder. His hands were suddenly on my breasts again and I involuntarily moved on his lap. I could feel the bulge on his pants and it made me wanted him more. If that were possible.

"Let's take this to the bedroom, shall we?"

I nodded weakly and he stood from the couch with me still straddling him. He walked down the hallway until he reached a door. He nudged the door slightly to open it and kicked it shut behind us with his foot. He walked as I was attached to his waist until we both fell onto the king size bed. He connected his lips to mine again and began to kiss me. I touched him greedily while he was doing the same thing. After kissing me, he lifted me up to a sitting position and we stared at each other with haggard breathing.

"Do you like your night gown?" He asked me in rough voice.

"No..not really."

"Good!"

With one swift movement, he ripped the night gown from my body and left me bare in front of him. I blushed hard, knowing this was the first time for him to see me like this. He caressed my cheek and kissed it. "Don't be ashamed, Bella. You are beautiful."

He kissed me again before I could say anything. I wrapped my arms to his neck while his hands eagerly touched my body. I moaned loudly as he massaged both of my breasts.

"So beautiful," he murmured in sultry voice. He began to suck my one of my nipples and I whimpered in pleasure. He laid me back into the bed and I surrendered to the lust on my body.

One of his hands slowly travelled down to my lower body and I stiffened when I heard a distance tearing sound. He had torn away my barely-there panties and now I was stark naked in front of him. He continued to kiss me, devouring me body and soul, thrusting his tongue hungrily into my mouth while I moaned shamelessly and knotted my fingers on his hair as I kissed him back with just as much enthusiasm. He broke the kiss and looked at me lovingly while one of his hands tugged on his cotton pants and boxers. Now, we were both completely naked.

I stroked his hair while he gazed at me deeply. And then he kissed me again and entering my core with his index finger. I gasped in surprise, but seconds later I was lost again in ecstasy. I could feel the wetness between my thighs and I couldn't think while Edward continued his ministrations and added his middle fingers. My fingers moved from his hair and now I clutched the sheets tightly. I whimpered and moaned while he continued kissing me and roamed my body with his other hand. And then I felt something twist in my stomach and seconds later I screamed his name and got lost in my first orgasm. I lay still with my eyes closed and tried to control my breathing. I felt him remove his fingers and when I opened my eyes, I discovered him to be hovering over me. His eyes were completely dark and lust controlled my brain once again.

"I want you," He said to me in voice full with lust.

I nodded helplessly. "You can have me now."

He smirked and slowly parted my legs gently. I bit my lip, preparing to feel the pain for my first time love making. He cupped my face and kissed me softly. I could feel his wedding band and it felt cold against my flushed skin. "I love you."

"I love you."

And then he slowly entered me and I closed my eyes when I felt the sharp pain. I could feel him stop and he began to stroke my hair. "Are you alright, love?"

I took deep breaths and the pain subsided. I nodded. He entered me deeply and the pain intensified again. I almost gasped when I felt he was completely inside of me.

"Bella, open your eyes," he said in low voice.

My eyes fluttered open and I could see dark orbs looking at me with love and passion. We didn't say anything and he began moved slowly inside of me. I still felt pain for a moment before the overriding sensation took control all of my senses. All my sane thoughts were slowly disappeared along with his movements inside me.

The sensation was mind blowing and I began to move my hips to meet his. He grunted along with his thrusts. His movements were getting faster and I was completely lost to the passion.

"God, Bella. You're so warm and tight," he said to me between his thrusts.

I clutched his neck and then travelled my hands to his hair again. We were both panting and slick with sweat. We seemed to move in this way for what seemed like hours before finally he whispered in my ear, "Come with me, love. I'm so near."

He didn't have to tell me twice.

"Edward!" I screamed his name when I reached my climax.

He thrusted again several times before grunted my name and emptied himself inside of me.

He collapsed on top of me. The room was silent except for our hard breathing. We lay like that until our breathing was back to normal and he raised his head to look at me. He smiled dreamily and kissed me softly. "You are amazing, Bella."

I smiled softly and stroked his bare back. His strong body, his perfect muscles and his love are all mine. I kissed his shoulder and then his lips. "You are magnificent, dear husband."

He chuckled and pulled himself off of me and covered both our bodies with the comforter. I leaned my head to his chest and he kissed the top of my head. "I love you, Bella."

I smiled. "I love you, Edward."

We both fell asleep afterwards and I don't know how long I had been sleeping when I felt someone kiss me sweetly. My eyes fluttered open to see Edward hovered over me again and the comforter was gone. I kissed him back automatically before he entered me again and we both groaned to the sensation. There was a hint of pain and soreness before my head rolled back. He sucked and nibbled at my neck. Before my sanity left me, I thought briefly that Edward won't let me out of the bed for the entire duration of our honeymoon and apparently I was right.

I hope I'm doing fine for my first time M-rated ever ^^

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