|i didn't think, but now I do
Author: MoonSparrow PM
just another poem that popped up in my mind. t jus' 'cause.Rated: Fiction T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Ichigo M. - Words: 544 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10-04-10 - Status: Complete - id: 6374650
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MoonSparrow: Hiya guys! I'm back! I have something that I'd like to ask y'all. I really want to write another fanfic, I just dunno what it should be about. So, I was wondering what I should write it on. I mean like, MR, Percy Jackson, Fruba, ect. If you got any ideas, I'd greatly appreciate it. So review or pm me and I can get this show on the road! Thanks bunches guys! And I love you all for reviewing and reading and staying with me through it all. Thanks so much!
(Well, I just thought of this poem I guess I thought it would've been stupid to just publish my plea. Well here ya' go. This is: I didn't think, but now I do. From Ichigo's POV)
I didn't know how risky it was.
I didn't think it through.
I guess I wasn't paying much attention,
When I gave my heart away to you.
I loved your smile,
Your love, your care.
I didn't know then that
I was loving qualities that weren't really there.
I thought I felt your heart's warmth,
But really it was stale and old.
I know now that you would've
Just as quickly, left me in the cold.
I thought you'd leave me
When you found I was a freak.
You couldn't find the "right words" to say.
You just stared and didn't speak.
You said you'd protect me,
You'd take care of me in bad health
Too bad you could never
Protect me from yourself.
My father was right.
He didn't like you one bit.
Until I mistakenly fought for you.
Though you're still not a big hit.
I realize now
That I had a real man.
I was his love, his only obsession.
He was my biggest fan.
He had real love in his heart.
The purest there can be.
There was no contest,
His intentions were pure,
Even if he thought of lust.
At least he wouldn't kick me
When I was down in the dust.
You gave me a collar
And strung it with a bell.
It made my heart hurt went you'd call my name
And every time you fell.
My comrades and best friends
They helped me and were there through it all.
From every rise to
You actually turned on me.
Back then I though that was the worst day of my life.
Way back in those dark days
Of pain, death, fighting, and strife.
I'm stronger now.
I finally have the want and will to fight on.
Now, though I am still weak, with my real man by my side
I'll forever be strong.
So, Masaya, wherever you are,
I thought I should let you know
Living my life
Full and true.
I'm doing it all
And it's all without you.
Now if you'll excuse me please.
My kids are squealing,
My husband is reeling and,
My friends are waiting for me.
Sorry if it's still a little rough. And I know I need more imagery in it but, I workin' on it