|All that I Need
Author: xCxBubblezx PM
Sophia Torres Grey needs one thing. To find her father. And she wants nothing to do with Shane Grey. Unfortunatly there may be a problem with that. NAITLYN JANIELLE possible SMITCHIERated: Fiction T - English - Shane G. & Mitchie T. - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,105 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 12-27-10 - Published: 11-02-10 - id: 6446465
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So here it is, the next chapter :) 3,198 words! longest yet! Sorry i have not updated in so long. My laptop needs a new batery so it cannot be used so i am on my computer. Unfortunatly i cannot post my new story untill i can use my laptop agian... anywho... Chatpter 5:)
The way home was filled with awkward silences. I had nothing left to say to him and he had no idea what to say to me. The only talking that went on was me giving him directions to the house.
When we got there he gave a confused look and turned to me.
"You live here?" I could hear the surprise in his voice.
"Um, yeah why?"
"Well, this is like a really high end apartment building. How could your mom afford this?" The way he said this made me kind of mad. Like he was so much better and he was looking down upon my mother.
"Well she had some help with the place and with the tuition to my school." He was giving me the look to explain so I went on. "Uncle Nate, Uncle Jason, Grandma and Grandpa."
"And before you say anything she did not want the money. She tried to tell them that I was her responsibility and that she could find a way to be a single parent at 19. However the insisted saying that normally there are two parents and that since you would not help they thought of it as their responsibility to make sure we were healthy and safe."
"Well, you should probably get home. I bet you are stressing Nate out. That's not good for diabetics. Besides, I have to meet with my manager and then I have a date with Ashley. So any day now."
Well, I have to say as I watched Shane speed off, even though as it turns out he really does not regret no knowing me, I cannot help but to be happy. I have found and talked to my dad. I can now close this chapter on my life.
Or so I thought.
I sped off and left Sophia to go inside before Nate goes into a diabetic coma. To say I was surprised when I found out that beautiful, smart child was my little Sophia was… wow. I cannot even explain it.
You see, I was very scared when I found out that Mitchie's eggo was preggo. I really did love Mitchie and all but damn. I was not anywhere near ready to be a father.
I stayed with Mitchie all through pregnancy and the birth. I even got to hold her in my arms. Eventually, I would show up to help Mitchie less and less as times went on. Then a tour came up with my brothers after about a month so I left. I never came back nor looked back.
Mitchie did not understand how I could go without seeing her. She loved every bone in her body. I guess it is true. Mothers just have that special bond with the baby from the beginning. I mean, the little creature did live inside her for 9 months and three days.
It was different for me though. I was a young rock star. I had no time for babies. So I just left them. I think that was what put my brothers over the edge with me. We fought constantly, me mad at them for not minding their own business and them for getting fed up with my horrible attitude.
About two years after her birth we broke up. I found a new manager—Bobby and went solo. They took the other route and focused on family.
Speaking of Bobby, I just arrived at his office.
When I walked in, I went right passed Holly, the receptionist.
"Mr. Gray! You cannot walk in there just yet. Mr. Conrad is not ready for you."
Without stopping and looking back I said, more like shouted, "Well, he told me to come in now, I am coming. I don't care if he is ready or not."
When I stormed in I noticed Taylor Swift was in there talking to him. I smirked at her and she gave me a dirty look back. Still not too happy about the break up. Ha. They must be talking about her new album that is coming out.
Soon she left and it was just me with Bobby Conrad.
"You may take a seat now"
"Listen, I am just going to get right to the point. A lot of reporters say you arguing with a teenaged girl back stage. I will be honest with you. It does not look good. It is time for damage control."
"And what do you have in mind?"
"Show you are keeping no secrets. Take her out tomorrow morning and spend the whole day with her."
"No way in hell would Mitchie let me. Let alone Sophia agree to it."
"Who are they?"
"Mitchie is an old… family friend and Sophia is her daughter." I did not want him to know the truth. If he did, and then the media found out I was having a screaming match with my estranged daughter… let's just say it would not be good. Not only that but they would find my purity ring is now just for show.
"I do not care. If you do not do this tomorrow, then I will cancel every show you have until you do so. It may not seem like it but I really am looking out for you."
"Whatever, I am going. This is Ashley's only night in the City."
Not too long after I found myself at Ashley's hotel suite. I swiped the card she gave me and I went right in.
"Hey baby. Listen, instead of going out let's just stay here." I turned and took in her appearance. She had some green lacy bra with a matching g- string on and a see though robe.
It showed off her long, tanned legs. Damn, how lucky can I get? Let's just say I got hard… fast. Without even saying a word I walked up to her and kissed her hard. Letting my lower half rub up against her warm middle.
We continued kissing and moaning as we made our way to her bed. My clothes were taken off as we went. Not too long after we were both naked and in bed with me thrusting in and out of her.
After we were done I left and headed back to my hotel room. It was not like I had to stay, it was just a good fuck; nothing more.
Once I got back to my hotel room I went straight to bed. One concert, one meeting with Sophia and Bobby, and a great fuck, man I was tired.
When I woke up I could hear my mom talking to someone. When I got out of bed I pressed my ear up to me door. I recognized that voice. It was Shane. Fuck. I ran out of the room as fast as I could into the living room where Shane and Mom were.
"How do you even know were we live Shane?" Mom asked. Shane looked down, up to me, and back at my mom.
She then tuned to me looking confused. I broke down crying.
"I'm sorry mommy, I am so so so sorry. I just wanted to meet him. Face to face one time. For some closure. He drove me home last night, that's how he knows were we live. I'm sorry. I knew it was a mistake."
"It's ok baby. Don't worry; I am not mad at you." Then she gave a stern look to Shane.
"Now what do you want?" He continued by saying all this shit his manager told him ending in him asking if we could spend the day together so the press do not get the wrong idea.
"No. I do not want to spend the day with him. Please mommy." I gave her the puppy dog look that always cracks her.
"One day cannot hurt. Put on a fake smile and the day will fly by. Then he can be out of your life forever."
I gave this idea some thought. I was still not all too happy with it but I was the one that went to him in the first place. Not to mention the fact that after today he can be out of my life forever. That did seem pretty good.
I am sure it must seem odd that I made such a big deal about meeting him in the first place and now I do not want anything to do with him but I realized that I really do not need a dad for my life to be complete. Not to mention said dad is an asshole.
I mumble an 'I guess' and went back to my room to get ready.
Right now I am in the car with "dad" heading to go knows where. One of his songs came onto the radio and out of habit I changed it.
"Not a fan of my music I see?" he said with some humor to his voice.
I looked at him sheepishly, "Honestly, maybe I would think it was ok but the fact that it's you kind of ruins it for me."
He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "You may not understand it now but I really was doing what was best for you."
I just looked out the window. Before I know it the car stopped and we were a bit out of the city at a cozy looking diner. I turned to Shane.
"They have the best food here. Come on, I bet you will love it."
I followed him out of the car and into the diner.
"Shane, is that you?" A lady came out of the kitchen wearing an apron. I can only assume that she is one of the waitresses.
"Hey Sherri, long time to see eh?"
She ushered us to a small table away from view so people would not notice and handed out menus.
"And who do we have here?" She asked me.
"Hello, my name is Sophia." I said with a sweet smile, "and I am forced to spend the day with him." By the time I finished the sentence my sweet smile was gone replaced by a glare aimed at my father.
Shane gave out a chuckle and replied "Cute little thing, huh?"
"So what can I get you guys?"
"I will have eggs sunny side up with home fries."
"And for you sweetie?"
"I will have the triple chocolate chip pancakes and a chocolate milk please."
She was about to walk away when Shane "dad" stopped her.
"No way, try again. You are not having that much sugar before 10am." Sure, he picks now to act like a dad.
I gave him the best puppy pout I could that makes everyone go weak at the knees. Sherri just started to laugh.
"Aw, Shane, she looks just like you when you were younger."
"Not going to work Soph. Place a different order." Ok, now he is just getting on my nerves.
"No. You cannot tell me what to do. I am not 5. I can order what I like."
"Well, I am paying for it so I say pick something else."
"You are not my mom nor Uncle Nate or Uncle Jason. You cannot tell me what to do."
"Well guess what, I am in charge today and what I say goes. She will have the same as me Sherri."
"Are you trying to kill me? I am allergic to potatoes… and you."
"Ok, that is enough Sophia Catherine Gray. Stop causing a scene."
"Oh that's rich," I laughed without humor, "it is because of you causing a scene last night that I have to be with you today." Just then Sherri came out with our food. I did not even notice she left.
"Gee Sophia, PMS much?" My jaw dropped. I cannot believe he just said that to me. I was just about to say something smart back to him when I had the best idea ever. I just smirked and finished my meal.
Once we both finished eating I was walking towards the car when I over heard Sherri and Shane talking.
"Just give her some time Shane, she will warm up to you."
"We do not have time. This is a one time thing to get Bobby off my back. I mean, she is a great girl but we were not meant to be family.
"But you do love her. I can see it in your eyes."
I continued walking trying not to over-analyze what Sherri said.
Once again we were in the car going god knows where again when I decided to put my next plan into action.
He replied with a humf.
"I was just thinking about what you said about me PMSing and you are so right. I forgot it was close to that time. I left my wristlet at home with my tampons in them. Can we stop by the store and you pick up some for me?"
I could tell he was uncomfortable and I tried to hide my smirk. He muttered a yes.
We stopped by the store and he handed me some money. He said he would wait in the car.
"Oh well, I have bad craps and if I get up they will be worse… can you go in and get them?" I asked with a puppy dog pout.
"Sure… what um… brand?" He was so uncomfortable. It was funny.
Once he was out of the car I followed him in, making sure he could not see me. I was not going to miss this.
Once he got to the isle he just kind of stared at it for a few seconds like he was mentally preparing himself for it. Once he did go down the isle he looked so lost. He randomly grabbed a box and went to pay for it. I ran back into the car before he came out.
That was horrible. I never, ever want to have to be subjected to that horror ever again. When I got to the isle I was so lost. Who knew there were so many different types? I sure didn't.
All I know is that I have to get out of here… fast. I grabbed the box that was right next to me. It said Playtex Sport. Well I do have to admit. Now that it is all over I have to say it was not all that bad.
When I went to pay the man behind the counter gave me the man-she's-got-you-whipped look.
When I got back to my car I handed her over the idem. She took one look at me and then one look at the box, and then back to me.
"You got the wrong box."
"These are too big. Go back and get me the box that says regular."
Being the good person I am I did. Not without the cashier laughing a bit at me.
Once I got back to the car she just started laughing at me.
"What?" sometimes Sophia just really confuses me.
"I do not need them."
"I'm not PMSing and I don't have my period. I just wanted to see you look so uncomfortable… and you did!
Ha! I Have finally gotten back at him for his little comment at the diner.
"So where to next?"
"Laser tag." He replied. Huh… maybe he really is not so bed. He really does seem to be able to have a good time when he wants to.
Laser tag was awesome and so was this day. But, now the day is over and it is time to go home, back to my normal life.
"I was thinking, well, your manager did say you had to spend the whole day with me and since it is only 5, can you come in and hang out a bit. This is my only day to have a father, I want to make the best of it."
I looked up at him hopefully. I was kind of scared he would say no.
But he didn't. He smiled back at me and said sure.
So that is how we found ourselves a few hours later sitting on the coach watching the ridiculous reports on HotTunes.
Since Shane was in the popular celebrity crowd he tended to know just about all of the stories they were reporting and he told me how much they were exaggerating. It was very funny.
He was having fun and laughing to until a report about him came up.
Earlier today, cameras spotted Shane Gray at a CVS just outside of NYC. However, what is most surprising was what he bought. No, it was not Condoms or pregnancy tests. It was tampons for a younger girl. Witnesses say she was just giving him a hard time and messing with him. But now, this has us wondering. Could this possibly be a part of Shane's past?
To say he was mad would be an understatement. He went storming out of the apartment and towards his car.
"Look, I am sorry but relax, can't you take a joke?"
"A joke? No, I am going to be the laughing stock of all of my friends and the media until something more interesting pops up. Not to mention this whole day was supposed to be a way to get the media to forget about you. Not to give them ideas to dig deeper! I hope you have enjoyed having a father for the day but time's up. I am gone."
I did not even notice that I started crying, or that mom witnessed the whole thing and was trying to get me inside. I do not know why I am so upset. I do not really care about him in the first place.
"Shh, it's ok. Don't worry baby. He is just a bit cranky. By the way, nice job getting him to buy you tampons." And with that we both started laughing.
Later that night Shane called up and apologized for acting the way he did. I forgave him and we stayed on the phone for a bit longer.
We were kind of acting like friends. It was nice. But time was up. Shane was now back to being out of my life. Not that I minded. I got the exact closure I wished for. I did not want a dad and he did not want a daughter.
It was not until a few weeks later that I learned I did have a bigger impact on his life than just being the cause of one embarrassing report.
So i hoped you all liked it. I normally stay in Sophia's pov but i added Shane in as well. How did you like it? Feel free to leave me a review. They make my day and really do help me to write faster.
Thankyou so much to all the wonderful reveiwers :) i love u guys 3
And i am very sorry it took me so long to update this. I told myself i was not going to do this chapter until my new story was ready to post and i got like 3/4 of the way through the first chapter and everything is saved on my laptop which cannot be used right now so i updated this instead.
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