It eats away at me. This feeling...

I can't escape it, its trigger never far away from me. I try with every fiber in my being to reject it, knowing the potential damage it could cause should it ever surface to the world... but I don't have the strength.

It's stronger than me.

Yet I try and fight it, doing my best to keep it in the darkest corner of my sanity. I can't keep this up, though. I know eventually it will overpower me...

...and that scares me, more than anything in the world.

I've come so far, with so many people depending on me, and I know that this has the potential to destroy everything that means anything to me.

...this was just a little snippet to arouse some excitement. Let me know if you're interested in me continuing. R&R.