Souls have been crushed because secrets that were never meant to be known were found out.

I am one of these souls who have been crushed because I found out some thing I should not of found out.

when I was seven I found my father on top of a another woman.

that night I stopped trusting men and I never told him I knew.

It has been seven years since then and I am on the plain with my father.

I would not o gone with him except because it was "mothers orders".

my father had stop being "dad" on my sixth birthday.

that day my mother and father had an argument.

my mother was crying and my father looked ashamed.

after that argument my father looked at me as though I was a stranger.

I hate my father, but for my own survival I have to live with it.

If only I knew I would regret thinking this, would I of stop myself thinking ill of my father...