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"Edward," her eyes were downcast as he walked into the room, he paused and looked back at the open door wondering whether or not he should close it or leave it open, she stole the choice from him and pushed the heavy wooden door closed to the outside world. She walked back across the floor and stared out the window. Her profile set off by the setting sun, her face turned from him.

"Isabella," his soft voice pulled her out of the black Abase that had become her mind in the last few days.

"Yes," the word was barley a whisper but he heard it. She heard his footfalls against the floor and sensed his ever growing closeness. Her none existent breath caught in her throat as she felt his touch against her face and she unconsciously turned her cheek into his palm.

Edward let out an almost inaudible gasp when he felt her move into his hand. A shock reverberated through is system, it was like nothing he had ever felt before, neither spoke, she seemed to take comfort from his touch and, he seemed content to just stare upon her face. The setting sun cast a glow against their backs bathing them in an almost halo like glow. "Bella," her name falling sweetly from his lips caused her eyes to open and look into his own. "You have to stop this none of this was your fault nothing about this was your fault stop blaming yourself." Every word that fell from his perfectly crafted lips was spoken in a whisper for her ears only.

His words caused her to close her eyes, once again being assailed by the images of fire and ash.

"Isabella, Isabella," his words now held a frantic edge to them as he watched the distress pour across her delicate features. Her eyes flew open and he could see the terror that resided in there depths. He pulled his hand from her face and placed both hands firmly on her arms. He pulled her to his chest and held her tightly. He felt the hot venomy tears against his chest. It was rare for a vampire to cry and when they did it was of course venom that poured forth from their eyes. He held her and wished to consume all of her pain within himself. He whispered nonsensical words trying to calm her shaking body.

She let herself come loose in his arms. Let all the heartbreak and condemnation she felt pour from her body. She felt herself being lifted and then set gently down on her bed, she felt his weight meeting her there but his arms never left her. He rocked with gently almost as if she were a distressed babe crying in the night. Finally after what felt like a millennia she pulled away and he swiped the venom from her cheeks.

"Can I tell you something," he whispered and she nodded her head. Her skin itchy with the residue of the venom. I don't know if you've ever heard the tails of me in the late 20's before you were even born actually," this " this caused Bella to chuckle slightly. "After Carlisle found Esme we were a family for a bit, I played Carlisle brother at that point, after a while I lost all hope I didn't believe I had a soul, I went off on my own and I killed I killed rapist and murders sure but I still killed humans no matter who they were obviously I came back to Carlisle and Esme but to this day that time period in my life still haunts me."

Bella had listened to his tale in silence and she took in every word he spoke. She saw he to had demons and she remembered Rose's tale of her own attack, she realized that if Rose and Edward could both get over their pasts and live in the future so could she. She took his hand gently in hers and held it. "Thank you Edward for sharing that with me," her whispered words and the look her eyes held spurned him to do something he'd never before in his life done, he cupped her cheek in his hands and looked into her eyes letting his eyes wonder down to her pretty pink lips, he leaned in closer and closer until he was millimeter's from her, giving her a chance to pull away if she wanted and finally he fully leaned into her and kissed her. His lips moved against hers as Electricity shot through both their bodies.

A/N thanks for all the reviews. So yes I'm evil but if you want to know what's going to happen you must review, reviews are the only thing that will get me to update.