Missed Tears

Faye was crying, with the gun in her hand. She could not finally stop him. She knew what would happend, that Spike would die. She had found the love again, and she lost it, again.

-Calm down, dolly- said finally Jet- But what the hell, you´re crying!! You hated Spike.. didn´t you?

Faye drew a little smile in her face, that inmediately got erased.

-That was before.. yesterday- she said.
-But yesterday you were on the old Earth... How do you say..
- Yeah, I went back to the old Earth, to my Earth, to remeber who I am,and now I Know, but, while i was liying on the floor of what my beautiful bedroom was... (she took air, to don´t cry anymore. That glorious past...)I was thinking also in Spike. I don´t know why, but, he came to my mind. And I saw that I didn´t hate him. I was afraid. You know, when i came to life again when I was Criogenized, that guy teased me, he left me alone, and with all those dues... I didn´t want to love again, if all the men were that way. But Spike, Spike is not that way... I saw the way he thinks on Julia, the way he loves her... and I wanted to be loved by him that way and... - she started to cry again.

Jet hugged her with a paternal love. She looked so young, and innocent in that moment. "poor old-young woman" thought.

- At night, when I finay came here again, I went to his place and confessed him about this. - continued Faye- and, he, that was like in his own world while I was talking to him, sat on that old sofa, slowly turned his head to me, and that eyes so natural and artificial at the same time looked at me. I saw sadness. He looked worried about something. It was like it were his last day. And he said, and didn´t kow what to do ot what to think. He kindly asked me to sit with him. Oh My god, he were so gentle, so sweet, so...
- Hey Faye, are you saying he were kind with you?
-Yes!! and when I finnally got the sit, he.. he did the same.
- WHAT!! - exclaimed Jet, releasig her finally from that paternal hug.- What the hell you´re saying that...
- I remeber everything he said. He exactly said: I know I've been so "bad" with you but I didn´t want to admit that I loved you. At the begginig i though you were just sexy. But a Stupid sexy girl, you know what I mean I got a little annoyned, but he wanted me to stay and listen. And then I made him shut up.
- Oh My god Faye!!
- And then he didn´t make anything to evit my kiss. He kissed me again, and again. He undressed me, and I undressed him and..
- Hey girl, don´t talk about what you did if you don´t want me to get sick right here. You two did it!!

Faye started to cry again.

- But he has left me, and he has left you, he went to die!! don´t you uderstand?? He just enjoyed his lats night with me. I´ll never know if he really loved me. Yo see the way he has passed of me right now. I couldn´t stop...

In that same moment, She felt like a big punch in her heart. The impression made her shut up, open her eyes in an horror expression, and fall to the floor. She started to feel cold, to feel ill. In a few seconds she started to sweat, to cry like a child. Jet,scared of what had happened to her, went down to her same level, claping twice triying to make her come back to the wave. But he just saw two big tears that were different from he rest, like if they were fatter, running by Faye's face.

- Spike...-she said- rest in peace...- Then she closed her eyes forever, as his lover did.