David's Soundtrack

First of all I'm literally dying of joy every time I watch the video of Max sing. What a voice!

Anyhoo, I'm still working on Everything More, but Dave called to me when I was listening to my 30STM cd in the car yesterday. This doesn't fit in that great in that story, so I decided to put it here.

The Story

It was the night before the first day of Senior Year. This summer had been life changing for me, but now as I sat in my car in the dark the past came back.

All my life I had thought I wanted my life to be a certain way. I was going to go to college on a football (or hockey) scholarship, be some kind of great businessman, get married and have kids. I had planned on the whole picket fence thing. But it seemed like someone had a different plan in mind.

I fought so hard to keep to my plan. I lied. I built up a character – the role I was 'supposed' to be. If I couldn't have it for real, then I'd just pretend that's who I was. I hid behind that façade and set out to break anyone who tried to see behind it. I cut myself off from anyone who tried to get close to me. But then again, no one was close to the 'real' me. Everyone only knew the lies.

Except one person. One single person was able to break a crack in my wall – Kurt Hummel. And now I sat outside his house. I had planned on coming over before school started to tell him about my summer… to tell him how I had changed… how I had finally found and accepted myself. And how, with the help of a great guy, I found out my plan didn't have to change that much. I could still have the scholarship… the picket fence… the family.

A/N – Yeah… really short. It kind of fits in with Everything More, but it wouldn't really fit in the flow. And I decided not to name Declan, so it could stand alone.

Lyrics

I've been thinking of everything
I used to want to be
I've been thinking of everything
Of me, of you and me

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)

I'm in the middle of nothing
And it's where I want to be
I'm at the bottom of everything
And I finally start to leave

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
(I've created...)

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end
In the end

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end

In the end [x4]

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created
This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created
(I've created)
This is the story of my life
(whispers)
These are the lies I have created...