Good, Maeve thought. He should be sorry.

His face grew red and blotchy, and he pinched the bridge of his nose fiercely, staring down at the ground to hide his emotions. When it came, his voice was a whine, and he seemed to be repeating the excuse to convince himself more than for Maeve's benefit. "Gorem says women are crafty. You've got to use a firm hand to keep them in their place. It's a man's duty."

So he knew that what he had done was wrong. It was not enough. Maeve cut quick and deep. "You mean, like your father did with you?"

"Not like my father." He met her eyes again, angry. "My father was a beast."

Maeve pressed on, feeling vicious, but unable to stop herself. "You're twice the beast your father was! His wife and children are still alive!"

Behind him, a cloud slid over the moon, casting them into utter darkness. Aldek's ragged breathing accompanied the nervous bleating of sheep in the background.

Although she couldn't see him, Maeve was not afraid. She did not flinch, when he reached out and took her hand.

His grip was gentle, pleading with her. "When I drink too much, I swear, a demon gets in me. I don't know what I'm doing. My little sister--" he struggled to get the words out,"--had to lock me out of my mother's house last night."

The moon reappeared, and Maeve found herself staring straight into the face of regret.

He squeezed her hand, pleading with her, addressing her as if she were the representative for all women. "This morning, I swore I would never drink again. Tonight, Gorem told me he wants me to manage the farm, come planting. I'm going to inherit. I want to do the best I can, better than he has, even. Do right by everyone. And I'll never touch spirits again."

Maeve shook her head. A part of her wanted to forgive him, but she simply couldn't. It wasn't her debt to forgive. "It's just not enough."

He clung to her hand, not understanding, needing absolution so badly.

"Nothing you can do will bring her back."

"Don't you think I know that?!" he burst out. His eyes were wide with terror, as he grabbed her by the shoulders.

Behind the wall, the entire flock of sheep fled his voice. Maeve held the knife out in front of her, frightened of what he would do.

"She follows me everywhere! Her eyes--always accusing me!" His eyes searched the darkness frantically, expecting his wife's ghost to materialise at any moment. "I won't stay in that house alone! I can't sleep anymore!" He was shaking her with every word, mad with fear.

"You're hurting me!" Maeve struggled to get free. The panicked sheep bleated an alarm.

Lost in his guilt-ridden torment, Aldek could not hear her. A sudden movement in the dark was too much for him. "There she is!" He threw his arms around Maeve for protection, and crushed her against him.

Hot blood sprayed out over Maeve's arm and dripped down her tunic. In shock, she let go of the knife, and grabbed Aldek, as his weight slumped against her.

He looked into her face, seeing someone else there. "Jenna," he gasped.

Maeve fell to the ground with him, unable to support his dead weight. The distressed sheep were making a terrible racket. Maeve did not stay to examine what had frightened Aldek so. She scrambled to her feet, grabbed her knife, and ran.

*

Camwren's mother was an irritating taskmaster. Just as she would finish one chore, her mother would invent three more, and think of something else Camwren needed to run out and collect for her. Camwren must have gone to the trader's ten times today.

Gathering extra firewood in the pitch black was the last straw. After this, she was going to bed, whether her mother liked it or not. Camwren managed to open the back door using just her knee. She dumped her last pile of wood in the nook, with the rest, and locked the door behind her.

Ilyana lay in the front room next to the fire, where she'd been all day. It had not been easy to drag her mattress out here.

Camwren cleared her throat to get her mother's attention away from her embroidery. "Can I make you some tea, before I go to bed?"

To her relief, her mother merely replied, "That would be nice of you, Pet."Camwren emptied the sleeping mixture the herb-witch had given her into the cup with the tea leaves. "You should go to sleep soon, too, Mother." Camwren hung a pot of water over the fire.

She almost burned herself, as there came a loud knock on the door. Her mother looked up from her needlepoint, apprehensive. She and Camwren stared at one another in silence. Their visitor pounded harder the second time.

"Well, open the door," her mother told her.

As she approached the door, Camwren could hear Jorgen arguing with someone outside. "...capable of no such thing. This is ridiculous!"

Camwren opened the door on four men. Her neighbor from across the road pointed, as if she weren't in plain sight, and cried, "There she is!"

Camwren backed away from the door in confusion, as Headman Gorem and Thom the Sheepherd stepped menacingly forward. The headman grabbed her roughly by the arm, and Thom moved to the opposite side and took hold of her other arm. Before Camwren could process what was happening, they began to drag her outside.

"Ye can not do this!" Jorgen blocked the door. "Are ye daft, Man? She's just a child! She could not have done this!"

"Done what?" Ilyana shrilled in the background. "What on earth is going on?" She struggled to stand, making a racket with her crutch.

The men ignored her. "I heard her say she would kill him. I heard it with my own ears," the neighbor told Jorgen.

"And she did," Gorem finished. "I hold you partly to blame in this, Blacksmith."

As they continued to argue, Camwren clutched Thom's hand on her arm. "Who's dead?" she demanded. "What's happened?"

Though a competent sheepherd, Thom's mind was slow. He was Aldek's age, but his understanding of the world was that of a small child. "Mistress Camwren, you killed your brother, don't you remember?

"I saw him outside the sheep pen, when I went to find the dogs." He shook his head, sadly. "He were all quiet, just like when I found the lambs in the snow last spring."

Camwren started to cry. Somehow, she had known the answer before she'd asked. Dek was dead. These men thought she had killed him. Her brain struggled to catch up. Someone had murdered her brother.

Camwren's fingers went numb, and she felt a deathly calm overcome her. The shouting receded, as if she were falling down inside herself. A sudden, stabbing pain shot through her temples, from one side of her head to the other. She cried out and lost consciousness for the length of time it took her to slump to her knees in her captors' grip. When she could feel her body again, there was a loud buzzing that distracted from the speech around her.

The headman shook her, mercilessly. "Your woman's tricks won't work on me, Girl. You're not getting out of this."

As Camwren looked up at him, words emerged from the buzzing in her ears.

::…filling her head with thoughts unfit for a woman, and building up her muscles…::

::…not my boy!::, a different voice superimposed itself.

Someone grabbed Camwren by her collar and yanked her back away from the two men. "Camwren, what have you done?" Ilyana turned Camwren to face her. Her mother's emaciated frame shook with grief and accusation.

::What will I do now? Who will take care of me?:::

Camwren spoke over the voice in her head, "Mother--" She reached out for comfort, trying to explain.

Ilyana smacked her across the face.

::…never have let her take me to that witch! This is what comes of private matters being brought outside the family…::

The voice continued, as Ilyana threw her crutch across the room and collapsed on the floor in hysterics. "How could you murder your own brother?!" she raved.

::…no wonder…::

::…demon-child should be burned…::

::...so young and capable of…::

::…lunatic! How embarrassing…::

::Hungry. Want milk and some toasted…::

The voices swam in and out of the buzzing, performing an unintelligible gibberish-dance in Camwren's mind. Her head was starting to pound. "I didn't kill anybody!" she shouted at the voices.

"Lie all you like, you little misfit!" the headman told her. "You can tell your story a hundred times, if you like, to the walls of the gaol at Forst Reach, until the Heralds come."

Camwren glared up at him with utter hatred, and the voices receded for a moment. She considered spitting in his face.

::Gaol? My daughter?::

Ilyana paused in the midst of her fit to plead with the headman. "Please, Gorem, must you take her now?"

::…be swayed by no whiney…::

::...had enough of this!::

Jorgen stepped in front of the headman and leaned forward until he was nose to nose with him. "She'll not be going to Forst Reach," he boomed. "You've proved nothing, and I'll have no more of this talk."

The two men began a staring duel. They were matched in height, and both large in girth. Ten years ago, Gorem might have been a match for Jorgen, but it had been that long since he'd done any of his own work on his farm. The blacksmith had the advantage of youth, and he was solid muscle and bone.

The buzzing inside Camwren screeched with violence.

"No! Don't!" Camwren squeezed her aching head, feeling as if it would burst if she took her hands away.

Gorem swung at Jorgen, hitting the blacksmith at the temple. The blow had been hard, but Jorgen did not move an inch. He caught the headman's second punch in one large hand. The headman grunted in pain as Jorgen squeezed his fist in an iron grip. Gorem threw himself at the blacksmith, and the two men tumbled to the floor, where the fight continued.

Thom bent over them, looking totally perplexed. He was not sure whom to help. Ilyana scooted across the floor, away from the two men, trying not to get tangled in the brawl.

Camwren saw her chance and ran. Near blind with pain, she couldn't see if anyone noticed her escape. She had to concentrate just to leave through the door instead of the wall.

When the cold night air hit her face, and she was sure she was outside, Camwren sprinted into the darkness, trusting her feet to remember the layout of the farm and find the cover of the forest. Her vision returned, when she was close enough to identify individual trees. Camwren discovered the buzzing was gone.

She turned back to look at the house where she'd been born. No pursuing figures obscured the weak light in the distance. Camwren sighed. She didn't know where she would go now, but something in her told her she would never go back.

Once within the protection of the trees, the heady scent of pine drew her exhaustion out. When she realised her limbs could carry her no farther, Camwren had the sense to climb a tree and nestle in the highest branch that would hold her, before she fell asleep.

She awoke suddenly in that blackest part of night closest to dawn. Certain that she had heard something, her eyes searched for the source down below.

"Camwren!" There it was again, a whispered call. Were they searching the forest for her already? Abruptly, the buzzing in her mind returned.

::…smart girl. She must be out here somewhere.::

"Cammie!" a real voice interrupted. The silhouette of a hulking figure tip-toed onto the pine needle mat below. It was Jorgen! Camwren nearly called out to him, before she remembered he might not be alone. She covered her mouth with one hand, sure she would betray herself with the sheer relief of seeing him all right.

::…never think of her coming here. She'll be safe enough until the Heralds come.::

The voice in Camwren's head was loud enough to interrupt her own thoughts, but she could hardly hear Jorgen's loud whisper beneath her. "Lass, if ye can hear me, I've brought ye some edibles. I'll hang them right here on this branch." He looked everywhere around him but up. Camwren wanted so much to speak to him, but her sense of self-preservation held. His search having proved fruitless, Jorgen shook his head and began to walk away.

::…probably daft. She could be anywhere. Well, mayhap a bear will get a good meal out of this. Now to lock up and find those blasted…::

The buzzing disappeared as Jorgen receded into the distance. Now that Camwren was out of danger for the moment, her mind was beginning to work. This time, there had been only one buzzing voice, and it had sounded exactly like Jorgen. Could she have been overhearing his thoughts? You are going mad, she told herself. But she was not convinced. The voice had paralleled what Jorgen had said out loud.

Camwren got the funny tingle in her chest she sometimes experienced in Wyrfen alone. She gripped her branch, afraid of eyes watching her. But how could a forest demon mimic Jorgen's speech pattern so precisely? And what was it trying to trick her into doing? Her horse sense forced her to discard her fear along with that explanation.

Didn't Heralds have a mind-speaking power? Camwren tried to remember the stories about Heralds she had been told as a little. She had always thought it had meant Heralds could carry on conversations with one another in their heads, not listen to other people's random thoughts. Even so, that was well enough for them, but Camwren was no Herald, and she had no wish to be.

Camwren had stopped daydreaming about becoming a Herald long before the other children her age had. When she had been seven, her father had had one of his big episodes just days before the circuit Heralds had ridden into town. Camwren had secretly rejoiced at the state in which he'd left her mother and Dek, for surely the Heralds would look at their injuries and see her father was a bad man.

For the Heralds' entire stay, Ilyana had discovered chores for Dek, despite his broken nose and fingers, which kept him well out of their sight. When they finally noticed her mother's black eye and bruises, Camwren waited for the Heralds to take her father away. But they hadn't. The Queen's Heralds had accepted the excuse of an accident and had questioned no one in Camwren's family any further.

Heralds were not supposed to be just like all the other villagers. Heralds were supposed to know the truth the moment they saw her mother. They were supposed to know Dek was injured, even though they couldn't see him, and send for him. They were not supposed to fall for the same old lies. Heralds were just supposed to know. And they had not known.

Little Camwren had been crushed. She'd lost all interest in Heralds from that point on. When they had come to town in following years, Camwren had found better things to do than gather around them, as the other children did.

She had stopped expecting deliverance from them, therefore, she was not disappointed.

Her mind was moving enough now to shake off sleep, but there were many things Camwren did not want to think about just yet. She climbed down from her perch and retrieved the food Jorgen had brought. As the wind picked up, Camwren wished he had brought her a cloak or a sweater instead. She stuck her hands under her arms for warmth, and walked quickly, moving further away from the village, as the sky began its eerie glow toward sunrise.

The wind quieted, eventually, and the forest warmed up to a tolerable level by noon. When her stomach started to rumble for food, Camwren realised she was further in the wood than she could remember having been before. She knew which direction the village lay, but not where the main road was, and she wanted to be sure to avoid both. Leaning against a gigantic fallen tree, trying to picture a map of the area, it suddenly occurred to Camwren that she had no water.

She dug through the contents of Jorgen's bag and confirmed her fears. Hoping that her panic came partially from hunger, Camwren shoved the first thing she grabbed from the bag into her mouth. Goat cheese. Not her favourite thing in the world. Fortunately, her stomach did not seem to mind, and Camwren tore off a chunk of bread to go with it.

Just as eating began to distract her thoughts beyond fear and panic, a dog barked in the distance. Her mouth hugely full, Camwren looked around for a place to hide. The trees here were too tall to climb without special equipment. She scrambled over the fallen trunk behind her. Near the tangle of arm-width roots lay a hole that she might be able to squeeze into.

The barking was closer and more frequent. Camwren lay down and threw her bag inside. It was deeper than she'd first thought, as if an animal had dug out the space. She closed her eyes and crawled in, hoping she would be the only occupant. It was a tight fit, and there was a strange dip in the middle. Camwren was forced to huddle in a weird position, with her rear end in the dip and her knees almost in her face. She held still and listened. The buzzing filled her head once more.

::…they'll see, when I'm the one that finds her. Call me stupid, the…::

::…know how to slow that bitch down. There's a good one.::

Camwren listened hard, trying to see if she could tell whether it was one person or more. There did seem to be a distinctive tone to the separate buzzing, but it was so loud, it was difficult to tell. Closer still, the dog yelped sharply in pain.

"Damnit, Boy, what did I tell you about throwing rocks at the dog? She needs to concentrate on the trail!" Camwren heard the dog panting on the other side of the fallen tree, but the voice was still faint.

"That dumb dog couldn't track her own dam. She's just after squirrels." Camwren recognised Bede's voice.

::…smarter than you, old man.::

The dog they spoke of must be Red, Bede's father's dog. Camwren would never have thought Red was a tracker, either. Just to prove her wrong, the dog's glossy, sorrel snout appeared at the hole.

::Now where's she got to?::

"Don't talk back to me."

"Ow! That hurt!"

::…stupid, old…::

"Find the dog! Now!"

As Red's snout was quickly followed by the rest of her, Camwren concentrated on the dog, to see if she could hear her thoughts.

::…should have thrown that dog in the river, when I had the chance…::

Red crawled up to Camwren on her belly and licked her mercilessly, knowing somehow that Camwren could not push her away.

It seemed the buzzing could not be directed. That, or animals did not have thoughts, which was a rather disappointing idea.

Bede's boots stomped through the leaves nearby, and Camwren grabbed Red's muzzle to keep her from barking. The dog regarded her with frightened, dark eyes. Hearing the curses falling like rain from Bede's mouth, and knowing the things he was thinking to do to Red when he found her, Camwren could not blame her. When Bede's footsteps retreated somewhat, Camwren fumbled in her bag and pulled out a roasted chicken, which she shared with a very eager Red.

They stayed that way, eating and listening for what Camwren guessed to be at least a candlemark. The two men searched near and far for either girl or dog, and finally gave up.

"Just leave her. She'll come home when she's hungry."

::…try to tell your mother the same thing about you.::

"I won't leave her. At her age, she belongs home by the fire."

::…don't understand why that dog's allowed inside the house. He'd sooner have me sleep outside…hope she rots out here.::

"Well, I've had enough. I'm hungry."

::Go on home, you ungrateful lout.::

Camwren had been careful to take the bones away from Red, so that they would not splinter inside her mouth. When Bede's father whistled for her one last time, she and Camwren were wrestling for the last wing bone. Red won and took off for her master.

"What's this you have, then, Girl?"

::A bone. Damn, the boy was right. Good that he's gone home already, so I won't have to hear his mouth.::

"You let me down. If you'd rather eat a rabbit in the forest than help your master, to hell with ya then. No supper for you tonight."

Camwren listened to Red whine at her master's heels until they were out of range. She heaved a sigh of relief, and shook her head sadly. It seemed neither family nor cherished animal companions were safe from the anger the men in her village nurtured.

She climbed out of her hiding place and walked on. It took the rest of the day to pop her joints back into place, after sitting cramped for so long. That night, she climbed another tree and slept fitfully, dreaming of water on her dry throat.

Around mid-morning the next day, she stumbled upon a good-sized stream. As Camwren bent down to splash water on her face, trying not to think of the cold, she heard hoof-beats in the distance. The adrenaline rush that hit her at the thought of a possible capture woke her for the first time since she'd set off that morning. Looking more closely at her surroundings, she saw that what she had taken for a clear patch of forest was actually the main road. Cursing her foolishness, she dove behind the biggest bush she could find and buried herself with leaves.

The riders passed by quickly, and no buzzing disturbed her. Camwren picked herself up and brushed futilely at the bits and pieces of dead leaves clinging to her. All this running and hiding was getting depressing. She hadn't even decided on a place to go, and the forest wasn't big enough that she could walk forever. Sooner or later, she would come out on Forst Reach lands, and then what would she do? She had to gather her thoughts together and conceive a plan.

Unwilling to give up her water supply, Camwren followed the stream away from the road until sundown. When she reached what she considered a comfortable distance from the path, she decided to make camp until she could think of where to go. Dragging several large, fallen branches together, she formed the skeleton of a lean-to. After she covered it with twigs and leaves, the wind was not quite so bad.

When she was finished, it was too dark to do much else. She climbed inside the temporary dwelling and ate more of Jorgen's food. Listening to the sounds of the forest at night, Camwren shivered in the fast-cooling air. She considered lighting a fire, and then remembered she had no tinder with her.

Camwren decided she hated being cold. Whatever she was going to do, it would have to be indoors, at least until spring.

A predator's howl sounded in the distance, and Camwren burrowed into her bed of dead leaves. Now that she was full, she was too tired to make plans. Promising herself she would find a solution in the morning, Camwren curled up and went to sleep.

She awoke at dawn, the hesitant autumn birdsong making a pleasant wake up call. Camwren promised her heavy eyelids that she would go back to bed as soon as she got home from the forge. Jorgen would certainly need her today, after she'd been gone all this time, taking care of her mother.

The image of her mother, crutch, sling, and all, brought Camwren's memory back with a painful jerk. With the events of the past week returned to the front of her mind, Camwren tried to picture Dek's face, twisted with drunken anger, as it had been the last night she'd seen him. The only pictures that would come were from her earliest childhood memories. Dek bracing her, as she climbed her first tree. Dek carrying her on his back all the way to the faire at Forst Reach. Dek laughing, when he'd seen what a horrible job she'd done the first time she cut his hair.

Camwren's mind could not connect the two conflicting images of Dek the youth and Dek the man. They were two completely different people. She could not begin to imagine how anyone could think of harming the young Dek, but she had threatened to kill the old Dek herself.

The one fact these two people had in common was that they were both gone forever. Camwren swallowed hard, facing the truth at last. Dek was dead.

She felt frozen where she sat, unable to cry or even to brush the hair out of her eyes. She stared blankly at the stream tumbling by several steps away.

Finally, an urgent need to relieve herself distracted her enough from her depression. Still feeling hollow, she crawled out of the lean-to and walked to the base of a large tree which had served the same purpose the night before.

Having to urinate in the woods was almost as unpleasant as being cold. As she supported herself at an awkward angle, so as not to damage her shoes, Camwren wished that she could become a man for just a moment.

While tucking herself back together, she heard riders in the distance. Camwren ran back to her camp and scrambled into the lean-to. She snatched up her food bag and glanced around, frantically, trying to decide whether she should run or hide.

She stopped to listen. The horsemen were almost upon her. There was no way she could outrun them on foot. Camwren curled up in a ball and lay on her side, thankful that she had been unable to make a fire last night. Hopefully, her pursuers would ride on, mistaking her shelter for mere deadfall.

The horses slowed to a trot, as they neared. A single horse crossed the camp at a slow walk. Camwren watched its fine-boned, white legs pass by, and breathed a sigh of relief. When it returned a moment later, she stopped breathing all together.

The rider, still invisible to Camwren at this angle, stopped the horse between Camwren and the stream and turned his mount in a slow, searching circle. The horse stopped facing her, and Camwren gathered herself to run for her life. The horse bent one knee and poked its head in to look at her. Camwren was so surprised that the horse should discover her, and not the rider, she forgot to run. She was comforted by the fact that she had never seen this horse before. At least it had not been one of her village neighbors who'd hunted her down. The horse was very beautiful. The span of its skull from ear to ear was quite wide, confirming the intelligence in the blue eyes which peered in at Camwren. In the false twilight of the lean-to, its white coat had a silvery sheen, which flowed down its muzzle into a soft pink nose and lips. No one in the village could ever afford a horse like this one. Camwren reached out to touch the fine, dyed leather of its bitless bridle and ran her hands around to the reins, which had been embroidered, as well.

The horse startled her by leaping back out of the shelter. Curious, Camwren stuck her head out to get a look at the owner of this lovely animal. She was boggled to find just the horse, riderless, in full dress tack, breast collar, bells, and all, prancing around the clearing.

::I found you! I found you! I found you!:: A child-like voice sang in her head to the beat of the horse's hooves. The horse, a mare, now that Camwren could see all of her, bucked and trotted back and forth along the streambed, as the voice continued.

Camwren placed a curious hand to her temple, surprised that no painful buzzing accompanied this voice. Could it belong to the horse? Perhaps animals' thoughts were more gentle than those of humans. But, if the voice did belong to the horse, why hadn't Camwren been able to hear Red's thoughts two days ago? And why had the horse been looking for her?

Camwren climbed all the way out of the lean-to and approached the mare slowly. "Well, you certainly did find me," she said, more to herself than the mare.

The horse stopped her prancing and came straight to Camwren. ::Would you like to go home first and say good-bye to your family?::

Camwren was not about to turn herself over to a horse, no matter how beautiful it was. "Where's your master?" Camwren asked, stalling.The mare tossed her head and snorted indignantly. ::I have no master.::

Were horses capable of lying? What purpose could it possibly serve? Camwren felt the need to point out the obvious. "Then why are you wearing a saddle?"

::It's for you,:: the mare replied, kindly, in a manner most villagers reserved for addressing Thom the sheepherd.

The mare's attitude and utter insensitivity to Camwren's plight was making her cross. "Well, I'm not going," Camwren told her, firmly. "This may seem like a game of hide-and-seek to you, but this is my life we're talking about." She strode back to her shelter and picked up her food bag.

::Of course,:: the mare replied slowly. Camwren heard in her tone that she had hurt the horse's feelings. ::But why don't you want to come?::

"Because I didn't do it!" Camwren started to walk away. She was sorry that she had hurt the mare's feelings, but the horse obviously did not understand the levity of the situation. Before she had gone three steps, the mare blocked her path.

::Just a moment. What are you talking about?::

Camwren was tired of this, and she was getting scared that her human pursuers were catching up. "You stupid horse! Get out of my way!" She pushed past the mare and walked on.

::Wait. You think I'm a horse?::

Camwren felt a strange tickle in her mind, as the horse giggled. Bit by bit, more laughter followed, until the horse's voice in Camwren's head howled with laughter.

Behind her the mare snorted aloud with equine laughter, quite out of breath.

Angry at being laughed at by a horse, Camwren turned around. "What are you, then? A duck?"

The mare's mental laughter reached a hysterical pitch, and Camwren could not help joining in. This horse was a complete lunatic.

It took quite some time for both of them to regain control. By then, Camwren was sitting on the ground, facing the horse, who was lying down. ::I'm sorry,:: the mare apologised. ::This isn't at all how I'd always imagined this moment would go. Lets just start over again.::

She turned her head away for a moment, and then turned back, fixing Camwren with her amazing, blue eyes. ::Hello. I'm a Companion. My name is Fiora.::

Camwren felt silly for suggesting Fiora was a duck. "Oh." She thought for a moment. "Companions aren't horses?"

::Horse-shaped, perhaps, but no more,:: Fiora responded without criticism.

"I'm sorry about what just happened. But I really do have to go, before your Herald returns."

::Actually, I came here to ask you to be my Herald.::

Her answer totally threw Camwren for a loop. "What? You didn't come with the Heralds who were summoned to find my brother's murderer?"

::No.:: Fiora answered before she had totally processed Camwren's question. ::What?::

Camwren sighed. She supposed she owed the Companion an explanation for being so rude earlier. "The villagers think I killed my brother."

Fiora's answer was immediate and certain. ::But you didn't.::

Camwren was surprised at her certainty. "You believe me?"

Fiora leaned in close to show Camwren the sincerity in her eyes. ::Companions do not Choose murderers.::

It was strange that the one person, besides Jorgen, who believed in her had never met her before. Camwren started to cry. "I don't know what to do. Even my mother thinks I did it."

::What nonsense,:: Fiora told her. ::Come here and tell me what happened. We'll think of a solution together.::

Camwren crawled into the warm arc of Fiora's legs and belly and put her arms around the Companion's neck. Fiora's horsey smell was comforting, and the steady rhythm of her breathing calmed Camwren's tears. She took a deep breath, and the story poured out of her, from her father and the village bullies, to Headman Gorem and Jenna's death. She finished with the healer, and told how Jorgen had sneaked her some food.

Fiora was quiet for a long time afterwards. Camwren sat back and looked at her. The mare gazed into the distance, as if she could see something Camwren could not. She held her peace while the Companion digested her story.

At last, Fiora blinked once, twice, and stood up. ::Well, that's it. We have to go back to the village.::

"What?!" Camwren panicked. "Didn't you hear a word I said? They think I did it!"

The Companion bent her neck and looked Camwren square in the eye. ::But you didn't do it.::

"But--"

::And how will they ever know that, if you don't go back and tell them?::

Camwren could tell there was no arguing with Fiora. For half a moment, she contemplated running away from the Companion. Camwren was surprised to find that she didn't want to.

::All right, now. Up you go.:: The mare offered her a stirrup. Camwren mounted with some difficulty. Fiora was taller than the workhorses she was used to.

As they set off for the road, she tried one more time. "What if they still don't believe me?"

The Companion answered with absolute certainty. :: Don't be afraid, Chosen. If anyone even thinks about hurting you, I'll stomp them flat..::

On the ride back to the village, Fiora distracted Camwren from her apprehension by making her practice speaking mind to mind. Once Camwren had gotten the knack, Fiora told her, ::It's more complicated than this, but that's for later lessons. For now, just remember that you won't have to hear anyone else's thoughts, as long as you're touching me.::

"Why only if I'm touching you?"

::Because I can't shield you from a distance yet.::

"Oh." Camwren didn't understand at all, but decided to stop asking questions. They were approaching the market square, and Camwren could hear the noise of a crowd. As they rounded the bend, Camwren saw the whole village had gathered in the square. In the center, stood a hastily-erected platform, on which two people sat behind a table. One wore the white uniform of a Herald, and the other wore the gray of a Herald-trainee. Their Companions stood to one side of the platform, keeping a close eye on the crowd.

Camwren did not have time to notice more, before someone in the crowd spotted her. "There she is!" Heads turned, all over the small square.

"Witch!" Her own neighbors were pointing and backing away from her.

"Murderer!"

"Stone her!" A deafening chaos erupted in front of her.

Camwren screamed and yanked Fiora's mane, as the mob swarmed toward them. The Companion's eyes rolled in fear, and she danced away from the threatening mob, kicking any who came too close. The first stone hit Camwren on the side of the head. Dazed, she would have fallen out of the saddle, had Fiora not shifted her weight beneath Camwren just in time. As it was, she slid off Fiora's back and landed on her feet, the Companion's body blocking her from a rain of stones.

::Save my Chosen!:: Fiora's piercing whinny shrieked for help. Several blooms of crimson sprang up on her white coat, where the rocks hit hard enough to draw blood.

Camwren heard the chime of silver hooves on cobblestone, as the two distant Companions charged through the crowd. In no time, she was surrounded by Companions, who lashed out at the crowd on all sides.

::You never could make a quiet entrance, could you, Fiora?:: Camwren was clinging to her Companion, but she still heard the teasing, male voice in her mind.

::Shut up, Rowan, and make yourself useful,:: Fiora shot back.

The Companion on Camwren's right kicked the miller's son, a particularly large, belligerent member of the mob, several lengths back into the crowd. ::How's that for useful?:: Rowan asked.

Confronted with three Companions, the crowd began to back down. They calmed enough for the Herald to shove her way through the throng. "That's enough!" she shouted. Up close, Camwren could see the Herald was a plump woman in mid-life, but no less intimidating because of it.

"No one here moves a muscle without my permission; is that clear?" A vein was standing out in her forehead, right below where a streak of gray started in her hair. She walked over to the Companion stallion whom Camwren had not heard speak. He nuzzled the Herald's cheek, and Camwren got the impression they were speaking, privately.

The Herald turned on the crowd. "You should all be ashamed of yourselves! Trying to kill a child!"

"She murdered her brother!" a man's voice yelled.

"She bewitched her mother!" This last accusation was followed by shouts of agreement.

"She drove her own mother to hang herself!" a woman's voice cried.

Camwren felt as if she'd been punched by some invisible hand. ::Gods, no!:: She buried her face in Fiora's mane. ::It can't be true!::

::Don't you listen to a word they say,:: Fiora told her. ::They're caught up in the mob fever.::

"I have heard enough!" the Herald bellowed. "I want you all to return to your homes immediately. No one is to set foot outside, unless called for questioning."

The crowd hesitated, wondering if they had to obey the lone woman. "Anyone who leaves his home, even to use the outhouse, without a Herald's permission will have to answer to me. Now MOVE!" On her final word, the two Companion stallions reared up on their hind legs and trumpeted an equine battle cry.

Most of the villagers could not get away fast enough. Two, however, remained. Jorgen ran straight toward them. "Cammie! Thank the gods you're all right!" The Companions would not let him past, and he stared at them in confusion.

The Herald gripped his shoulder and pulled him back. "Where do you think you're going?"

"It's all right," Camwren explained. "I'm his apprentice."

::He's the one who brought you food?:: Fiora asked. She was taking no chances.

::Yes,:: Camwren confirmed.

"Wait a moment," the Herald demanded, as Fiora let Jorgen by, and he lifted Camwren off the ground in a great hug. "You knew where she was all this time, and didn't tell us?!"

Jorgen let go of Camwren and turned to face the Herald. "I di'not know until this moment that you would defend her."

Before the Herald could yell at him, the headman arrived along with the Herald-trainee, a youth only a few years older than Camwren. The trainee looked very put-upon, but seemed unable to rid himself of Gorem.

"Excuse me, my lady," the headman's voice dripped poison. " But young Danforth here seems to think you meant me to return to my home as well."

The trainee's eyes pleaded with the Herald. "He won't take no for an answer."

Gorem turned on the young man. "Listen, Boy, I don't have to take orders from a stripling like you! I was head of this village before you were an itch in your father's groin!"

The Herald confronted the headman with a toothy smile. "Are you implying that the queen made a mistake, when she chose this young man to represent her? Are you questioning the trials he's endured and the rigorous training he's been through in order to wear this uniform? Or do you just enjoy spitting on the hallowed traditions of your country?"

Gorem stared at her and his face grew dark red, starting at his neck and working up to his hairline. Camwren recognised the pattern in his rising anger, and gripped Fiora's mane. ::He's going to hit her!:: she cried.

::I'd like to see him try,:: a younger-sounding male voice answered. Camwren turned and met the sapphire eyes of the stallion who flanked the Herald. The Companion nodded his head, in acknowledgement of her connecting him with the voice.

"I don't take orders from a woman, either." The headman's voice was strangled with the effort it took not to lash out physically.

"I'll wager ye can take orders from my fist in your face, you cur!"

Jorgen rushed at Gorem with said fist ready, but the Herald stopped him. Restrained, Jorgen could only shout his threat. "That's no way to speak to a lady or a Herald!"

The headman's eyes mocked the blacksmith, knowing that he was safe from attack.

The Herald addressed the two Companions. "You heard him, boys. It sounds like the headman is requesting that you escort him home."

::I think a few good bites out of his hide would work wonders,:: Rowan responded with devilish glee.

The two stallions walked forward together and stopped, one on either side of a suddenly nervous-looking headman. "If that's how you're going to be, fine." He turned on his heel, careful not to touch either of his escorts and stalked off up the hill toward his home. The Companions followed close behind. Gorem lagged once, to glare back at Herald and trainee, and one of the stallions shot forward and bit him in the arse. He did not lag again.

Camwren giggled, as Fiora snickered in her head.

After a moment of restraint, the trainee burst into laughter.

"Serves the old bastard right!" the Herald exclaimed. "But enough of this tomfoolery. Who's for some hot tea?"

"That sounds wonderful," Camwren spoke for the first time. "But what I could really use is a hot bath."

*

They retired to Jorgen's house, where Camwren felt infinitely better after a bath and clean clothes. Jorgen served them a hot meal of sausage and roast onions, which they all ate ravenously. After dinner, Danforth helped Jorgen with the dishes, and the Herald beckoned Camwren over to the hearth.

"I imagine you've guessed I'd have a few questions for you."

Camwren nodded, solemn. The Herald chuckled. "There's no need to be afraid. I assure you, I'm a very different person in front of an angry mob."

Camwren tried to smile, but the best she could get was a twitch. The Herald offered her hand. "I'm Marta."

Camwren shook her hand gingerly. "I'm Camwren."

Marta smiled encouragingly. "I hear you've been through a lot lately, Camwren."

Camwren nodded and burst out with the question that had been plaguing her for the last candlemark. "Is it true that my mother is dead? That she hung herself?"

The smile left Marta's eyes. "I'm afraid so. I'm very sorry."

Camwren stared at the floor and wrapped her arms around herself.

"There's no shame in crying, when you need to," Marta comforted. "I'll leave, if you like."

Camwren shook her head and began to rock back and forth.

Marta watched in silence for a few moments. "It's not her death that's upsetting you, is it?"

Camwren shook her head, and it was hard to speak at first. "Maybe I did kill her. I saw that it was going to happen, and I didn't stop it."

"Do you think you could have stopped it, just because you knew?"

Camwren shrugged.

Marta's voice was so kind, tears began to slip from Camwren's eyes. "That's a question everyone with Foresight has to struggle with. It's not easy, but you can't blame yourself, if you expect to get anywhere."

Camwren felt a gentle hand on her shoulder. "Don't torture yourself." She glanced behind her to see Danforth had joined the conversation. "It's not worth it."

They stood in silence for a few moments. "What I really want to ask you about, Camwren," Marta said, "is what you see going on in the village. Before your brother was killed, did things seem normal to you?"

Danforth pulled up a chair, and Camwren told them about the strange circumstances surrounding Jenna's death, and how Dek had hit their mother, afterwards.

"Do you know if anyone else had your brother's…problem?" Danforth asked.

"My father did," Camwren answered. "Headman Gorem's wife falls down a lot, too, but I haven't heard of anyone else." Herald and trainee nodded, as if this information was not new to them.

"Do you know the widow Mercy at all, Camwren?" There was a strained look on Marta's face, as if she were suppressing tears or rage.

"I never see her, really," Camwren answered truthfully. "I don't remember seeing her at all, since the Harvest Faire. She seems very nice."

"Did your brother know her?"

Camwren had a feeling she did not want to know why they were asking her this. "No. Most men in the village have nothing nice to say about her. Dek told me once he thought she was pretty, but he stayed away from her, like everyone else."

"One more question," Marta changed the subject, "Did you see the healer, after the night you took your mother to see her?"

"No," Camwren replied, confused. "Why?"

Just then, there came the sound of hooves on cobblestone from the street outside. Marta jumped from her seat. "If that's that blasted headman again, I'll have his hide!" Marta, Danforth, and Jorgen ran for the door, to see who it was.

"Well I'll be damned," Marta said.

"But I don't understand," Danforth said. "Why did she come back?"

"Looks as if we're about to find out," Jorgen answered.

Camwren went to see what they were all looking at. Marta and Danforth stepped out into the street, in view of the square. Peeking around Jorgen's bulk, Camwren saw the herb-witch approaching with a stranger. Spotting the Herald's uniform, they rode straight toward the smithy.

At the last, the stranger dropped back, while the herb-witch did not rein in her mount until she was right in front of Marta. Her eyes met the older woman's steadily. "You've been expecting me," the healer said. It was a statement, not a question, and clearly surprised Marta out of whatever cutting remark she had been about to make.

"Well, not exactly. To be honest, I thought we were going to have to come find you," the Herald replied.

The herb-witch blinked, keeping her eyes closed a moment longer than normal, as a pained expression crossed her face. When she opened them again, her eyes were clear. "We understand each other."

Camwren looked at Jorgen and Danforth. They didn't seem to have the foggiest what was transpiring between the two women, either.

"I think so," Marta replied with regret.

The healer turned behind her and beckoned her companion forward. The man's forehead and mouth were creased with frown lines, but otherwise, he didn't look much older than his traveling companion. "This is Filip, my lawyer."

"I see." Danforth seemed to understand now, and he did not look pleased. Marta looked disappointed.

When the lawyer spoke, Camwren was surprised by his deep, rich voice. "Maeve and I agree that a truth spell would be the most benificial here. I assume that meets with your approval?"

Both Herald and trainee looked totally surprised. Before they could recover enough to speak, Maeve said,"I want to speak to the family, first."

Filip frowned a most disapproving frown, but said nothing.

"Of course. Why don't we all go inside?" Marta suggested.

"I'll see to the horses." Jorgen walked out and helped Maeve dismount. He and Filip walked the mounts around to the stable.

Maeve looked inside and noticed Camwren for the first time. Her eyes were like deep tunnels of grief, and Camwren shrank from her stare. Maeve's chin trembled for a moment, but she clenched her jaw and regained control. "I'd like to have a moment alone with you, Camwren, if that's all right."

Camwren nodded and stepped across the threshold, outside. The healer looked meaningfully at Herald and trainee, who went back inside and shut the door.

Alone with the herb-witch, Camwren began to feel afraid.

Fiora appeared at her side, materialising like a ghost. Afraid to meet the healer's eyes, Camwren turned to Fiora and stroked her muzzle.

Maeve was thrown by the Companion's presence, but only for a moment. She sighed deeply. "Camwren, I killed your brother."

Camwren looked up sharply, and clenched her fists.

::Easy, Chosen,:: Fiora soothed. ::Let her speak.::

"When it happened, it was an accident," Maeve went on. "but I sought him out that night to kill him."

Camwren felt betrayed. "I thought you were a good person."

The herb-witch could not look at her. "As you get older, I think you'll find that even the best people are capable of the worst deeds."

She glanced up, and Camwren looked deep into her guilt-tortured eyes. She had to look away.

"Think what Aldek did to your mother, and to his wife," Maeve offered.

Camwren didn't want to agree, but she had to. She tried to make it sound as if it didn't matter. "I know."

"I'll bet there were times you could even see the good in your father." Camwren didn't want to think about that. Memories of her father were buried too deeply.

"You can't lose your faith in someone or in a group of people just because something bad happens. Because, inside, we're all the same." The healer smoothed her straight, blond hair and wiped a teary eye. "I've learned that much from this experience, if nothing else."

Maeve caught Camwren's gaze and held it. "I suppose what I'm really trying to say is I hope you'll be able to forgive me someday. That's all."

She went inside and closed the door behind her, leaving Camwren to her thoughts.

::If it helps at all, I believe she honestly regrets what she's done.::

"I know," Camwren replied. But it was little comfort. She patted Fiora on the withers and followed the healer inside.

*

Marta put the herb-witch in some sort of trance, where an eerie blue light shone on her face and hair, as she told what had happened. Her description of the event was exact, like a play being performed by one actor.

When Maeve got to the part about Dek resolving to change, Camwren started to cry. The herb-witch had captured Dek's earnest facial expression perfectly, and Camwren suddenly realised how much she missed him.

Jorgen wrapped one arm around her shoulders. His face was very serious, and he kept shaking his head.

While the herb-witch talked, Danforth took notes. Marta and the lawyer stood by and watched, with steel expressions. Outside, the village was so quiet, you could have heard a copper piece drop. When Maeve finished telling about her flight to Highjorune, Marta took her out of the trance.

"I trust that's enough," the lawyer said.

"About the killing," Marta answered, "yes. But I have some unrelated questions I'd like to ask."

The lawyer looked at Maeve as if to say, "I told you so."

"You don't have to answer any questions," he told her.

"Let's hear what they are, first, Filip," she replied, steadily.

He shrugged, and they both turned expectantly to the Herald. Marta asked the herb-witch similar questions to the ones she'd asked Camwren. The healer's answers were much more knowledgeable and detailed than Camwren's had been.

Marta did not flinch at Maeve's tally of all the abusive men in town. Danforth faithfully wrote down every name, beginning with Gorem. When they began to talk in detail about Jenna and Mercy, Camwren started to get sick. She slipped out of Jorgen's embrace and stepped outside.

Freezing cold air filled her lungs, making them ache. Fiora was instantly at her side. ::I'm sorry you had to hear that, Chosen. Will you be all right?::

Camwren leaned her head against the Companion's neck. ::I think so.::

They stood that way for a few moments. ::Dek hurt a lot of people.:: It was hard for Camwren to admit.

::The part of him that was let loose by drink and by anger. The part that learned from your father's example. But you know that's not who your brother really was, anymore than a wasp is just a mean insect that goes around stinging people.::

Camwren nodded as if she understood, but her mind was too full to contemplate "why" right now. She stored Fiora's words away for later.

::I believe what the healer said, that it was an accident. In her own way, she was trying to help us. I can't hate her for that.::

::That's very wise, Chosen.::

:: Fiora, what do you think will happen to Maeve?:: She was a good person, and Camwren didn't think she deserved to be put in prison.

::I think they'll take her to Haven, where she can train her Healing Gift and spend some time healing herself. She's got a lot of pain in her, that one.::

::Do you think maybe someone hurt her, when she was younger?:: Camwren asked.

Fiora pulled back and looked Camwren in the eye. ::Are you sure you're not an oldster masquerading as a twelve-year-old?::

Camwren smiled sadly and shook her head. ::Yes. But all this has made me feel a whole lot older.::

Fiora looked up at the crescent moon, which had climbed high in the night sky. ::I never did get a chance to ask you if you wanted to be my Herald.::

Camwren could feel the Companion's uncertainty. ::I used to hate Heralds for being human, just like everyone else. When I was a little, I expected them to ride into town and right all the wrongs of the world. When they didn't, I never forgave them.::

::Righting all the wrongs in the world is a tall order.::

::Especially for a mere mortal. Marta and Danforth are good people. They do the best they can with what they know. But they don't know everything.::

::No one knows everything, Chosen.::

::Now that I'm older, I realise that. Being a Herald is accepting a lot of responsibility. For people's lives. To serve justice. For children's hopes, that expect too much of you. And for your own actions, which can affect all of those and more. I don't think it's a job many would want, if they really knew what it involved.::

::I can't fault your logic.:: Fiora's mind-voice was understanding, but sad.

Camwren threw her arms around the strong neck. ::You silly horse! How could I ever give you up?::

::You're willing to accept that responsibility?:: Fiora asked.

::If I can keep what happened to Jenna and my mother from happening to one woman, I'd accept the responsibility 100 times.::

Fiora backed away and fixed Camwren with a hypnotic, azure stare. ::The queen will be so proud to have a Herald like you, Camwren. Of all the people in the world, I am proud to Choose you.::

Camwren blinked sleepily, feeling that something had been done in her that she would never quite understand.

Fiora nudged her awake. ::I'll bet I know what will make you feel young again, Chosen.::

Camwren smiled at the mischievous sparkle in Fiora's eyes. ::Have you ever ridden the wind?:: Camwren shook her head.

::Come with us,:: The two stallions appeared out of the darkness, encouraging.

Camwren had to climb the platform in the square to mount Fiora without stirrups. Before she knew it, they were galloping across farmland, the three Companions running faster than any horse Camwren had ever seen.

They flew through Wyrfen Wood, racing, the stallions right on Fiora's heels. Camwren could hardly breathe with the wind whipping her face. She screamed, half afraid, half delighted. It felt like a dream.

Camwren couldn't believe it, when they left the forest behind, whipping through fields and past farmhouses. Suddenly, the ancient walls of Forst Reach loomed before them. Fiora wasn't even sweating.

At the last minute, the stallions turned, and the chase continued back to the village. Fiora's bulk was steady beneath her, or Camwren might have believed she was flying. She squeezed tight with her legs, and threw her arms wide to the magic of the night. All doubts about becoming a Herald fled before her joy.

The Companions were breathing hard, when they stopped outside Jorgen's door. Camwren slid gratefully off Fiora's back, and gave each of the Companions a hug, before she went inside.

The adults were still deep in conversation, deciding the fate of the village. Camwren gave herself a break from weighty decisions for the night, and sneaked into Jorgen's bedroom to lie down. Wrapped tight in Jorgen's heavy wool blankets, Camwren slept the best she had in weeks. She had her whole life ahead of her.