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XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
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I walked along the bank of the Hudson River wondering what could have happened if it didn’t happen. This place brought back so many memories of her and I could almost feel her right beside me. She’d told me she didn’t love me anymore, but I knew that was just a lie. She was only trying to protect me; my hero.
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I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
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I tried to move on with my life. I really did. But I couldn’t, that’s why I’m back. I miss her too much. I now know how my father had felt when my mother died. She was ripped away from me as my mother from my father. Goddess, I miss her so much! Why did she have to go? Why am I suffering for something I’ve never done?
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Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
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You know, there actually were people after her. I actually even liked one or two. But I lived through that time as an empty shell of a man I used to be. They weren’t like her. She was one of a kind. She was a strong and beautiful. She thrived for what her heart believed in. I guess even if it wasn’t true.
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I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be
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There were also a few before her. At the time, they seemed wonderful. When I met her, I knew I’d never forget her. I knew that I was lucky enough she even smiled at me. Goddess, she was the most wonderful person I’ve ever known, and she loved me. Sometimes she’d be unsure of me, but I caught her and I never let go. I’d never let go of her until the fateful day she told me she didn’t love me anymore.
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You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
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Oh, how I wish she were still here. She was my life. I didn’t know how to go on, but I knew I had to. I had to, for her. I wish so much to open up a bith dearc. I want to call up her spirit and tell her how much I missed her, how much I love her, but I knew I couldn’t.
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I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be
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She did what she did because she wanted to protect me. I knew I had tears running down my cheeks now. She’d hold me she didn’t love me anymore to keep me from being hurt. I wonder if she knows the pain in my heart right now. This hurt more than anything ever could. I wonder if she hurt as much after, because I knew she wasn’t telling the truth then. I loved her so much. I love her more than life itself; I wonder if she still feels the same…
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A part of me will always be with you...
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