|Just Pick Me
Author: Can't Decode Me PM
boy meets girl, boy and girl fall in love, boy and girl live happily ever after-yeah right I wish. That is so not how life is turning out for me, that is what is happening to my best friend and I can't help but feel jealous about it for so many reasons.Rated: Fiction M - English - Romance/Friendship - Bella - Chapters: 14 - Words: 24,121 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 08-10-11 - Published: 05-11-11 - id: 6983076
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Here you guys go! I hope you enjoy it! I'm sorry if has taken me so long to update, I've been all over the place this summer and I just haven't gotten around it updating this story. Please forgive me? Again, I hope you guys enjoy this...
I can't believe this is happening. Tears are rushing down my face as I stared back at Alice whose face almost matched mine, but instead of sadness hers held anger. "I can't believe you!" she yelled at me. "How could you do this to me?"
"Alice it was an accident, nothing barely happened!" I cried as I sat across from her on the couch.
She rose quickly. "Nothing happened?" she roared. "You kissed my fiance! My fiance!"
"Ali, I didn't mean for it to happen. He kissed me!" I tried to explain. "Ali you have to believe me it meant nothing!"
This is what I arrived back to. Jasper dropped me off at my apartment because he had to rush to work and when I walked in, Ali unleashed everything on me. On her little break with Edward, instead of bonding he came clean and told her about our kiss. Our awful meaningless kiss. She is on the verge of canceling the wedding and unfriending me for eternity. Tears were streaming down my face as she yelled at me.
"Why can't you just let me be happy?" she yelled. "Why do you have to pull me down? You did it in high school and you've done it now! You try to steal everything from me! And it's because you're jealous!"
My tears now, after what she just said, were not sadness-they are tears of anger. How dare she. "I try to steal everything form you? When were you going to tell me about Jasper? When were you ever going to tell me you tried to fuck him after you knew I wanted him? When do I ever not give you everything?"
Ali glared at me. "Why are you bringing Jasper into this? He means nothing! You've almost destroyed my wedding!"
"Ali!" I shouted. "Edward was drunk, I was drunk. It meant nothing! He loves you! Leave it at that. And I have never been jealous of you, no matter how hard you tried to make me be."
"You were my best friend Bella! And I can't believe you did this to me! I can't believe you would be so selfish! Don't talk to me, ever! We are done!" She shouted back before racing to my door.
The slamming of my door ended everything and silenced everything. I put a hand of my heart, feeling it beating out of my chest, and collapsed on the floor. I cried and cried resting up against the couch. I don't know how long it was that I sat there but it felt like an eternity, and all that kept happening was my head repeating that argument over and over again.
I can't believe she said those things to me. Did she really mean and believe all the things she said to me? How did this happen? It's only five days before the wedding and all Hell has broken loose. I don't know how long I stayed there and cried but it felt like an eternity. Soon, I heard the door open and Jasper's voice rung out. "Bella?"
I sniffed and attempted to speak but my throat was sore from my yelling and crying. It broke mid sentence and Jasper rushed to me. "Baby, what happened?" he asked as he dropped to the floor next to me. "Bella, what is it?"
I shook my head and cried into his chest. I've lost my best friend and she hates me. She'll hate me forever. Japer stroked my hair until I was calm enough to talk and when I did tell him I felt his anger vibrate through his body.
"I've lost her. She hates me and she made it clear. All because I'm a fucking idiot."
Jasper shook his head and hugged me close. "She's the idiot Bella. I promise you that. She has no idea what she's doing. Baby, I am so sorry. Everything will work itself out."
This is one of the only times I ever doubted Jasper's words to be true. This will never work itself out and even if it did, Alice wouldn't let it.
Thank you guys so so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed it! Please let me know what you think and review! Sorry for any mistakes that I missed. And if you haven't, please check my new story written with SiempreCrystalClear called Save Me :) Thank you guys!