3:30 in the morning

By: Kennedy's Friday Night.

A/N: Follow up to rainy day sex games. I only own Ajay and Joey who is mentioned. Aiden belongs to cherrybomb13. Thanks to cherrybomb13 for all her help.

Chris was laying spread eagle on the bed snoring slightly having been thoughly worn out by both of his girlfriends. Ajay on the other hand couldn't sleep no matter how worn out she felt. She looked around for something to cover up with.

Her eyes landed on one of the shirts Chris and Alex wore down to the ring. She got out of bed and went down the stairs. Stopping twice once for her pack of smokes that she carried for moments like this and again for the bottle of vodka that Alex had bought for when she came over.

She stepped onto the deck and took a seat in the rocking chair. She lit up the cigarette shivering slightly hoping it hope calm her down. Her anxiety had been so high all night. She didn't think that it would bother her as much as it did to see her boyfriend and Aiden together.

She twisted the cap off of the vodka and took a swig of it letting it burn as it went down her throat. "You know it's never good to drink and smoke alone Mistress." Ajay turned and looked over her shoulder, " what are you doing up?"

"I saw the light on in the kitchen. What are you doing up?" "I couldn't sleep." "Between Chris and me we should have worn you out. Aiden is out cold."

Alex answered sitting next to her. Ajay shrugged and blew a ring of smoke out of her mouth. "What's going on with you Punk?" he asked, "I saw a look in your eyes tonight that I have never seen before. What was going on?" Ajay sighed, "It was anxiety."

"Anxiety why you are the most ultra confident sexy woman other then my wife I know." Alex said. Ajay took a shaky drag on her smoke her eyes on the tree filled backyard.

"Ajay talk to me." He prodded softly. "I thought I was okay with what they did. But I am not my fear of not being good enough for Chris and the broken promise turned into this anxiety that he isn't going to want me anymore, that I am not good for him anymore" she finally answered, "my fear turned into this anxiety." Alex stared at the blonde who took another sip of the vodka.

"You know tonight was the first time he showed interest in having sex in a month?' Ajay questioned, "My own fucking boyfriend doesn't want to have sex with me and he didn't even want sex from me, he wanted it from Aiden. What is wrong with me?"

"Wait you have gone a month without sex?" "Not so much as a real sexual touch." Ajay answered, 'he will hug me and places kisses on me like he would do with his mother. To be honest I think it's just show our son that he is still happy with mommy."

Alex shook his head, "that's not true.' 'Yeah it is Alex. Who could ever be happy with someone fucked up like me?" she questioned tears coming down her face, "I am too loud, I am not all that pretty, I can't cook, I am not organized, I am always late, I can't seem to anything right. Why would he want to be with me? Let's face it Lex, I can't do half the stuff Aiden can do in bed. I am bland and boring why have sex with boring old me when you can do it with Aiden."

Alex stared at the blonde for a few minutes trying to think of what he could say to her. He reached over and took the cigarette from her and took a drag of it. Ajay pulled her knees to her chest and hugged them tightly shivering slightly in the cold night air.

Alex shifted his position trying to think of what to say to Ajay, he knew he had to tend lightly with it so it didn't hurt her anymore then she already was. "Just forget it." She whispered going to stand up. Alex grabbed her wrist and stopped her from going inside; he pulled her onto his lap. He rubbed her arms trying to keep her warm.

"I won't forget it, this is serious Ajay. You are freaking out. I am not letting you go back inside in like this. Just relax for a second, help keep me warm, let me try and figure this out for a minute. And it help me if I can see how good you look in my old ring shirt.' Alex said.

Ajay nodded her head and wiped her face off on the side of the shirt. He rubbed her back as he started rocking the chair back and forth. How was he going to help her? He wasn't good at this kind of stuff, he rarely talked about his feelings he only really knew how to handle Aiden when she got like this.

This was a whole new ballpark for him and he just hoped he could make Ajay feel better and not make her feel any worse then she already. After a few minutes Alex finally spoke his fingers trailing up and down her bare thigh.

"You know I don't know what's going on with him. Or why he is acting like that. He does love you more then I think you realize sometimes. And you don't have to worry about Aiden; she loves me too much to leave me. I am over what they did. You need to be able to move past this so you can be happy again. I kind of miss the Ajay that could laugh over everything and anything.' Alex said.

Ajay chewed on her lower lip, "Will you help me?" "Of course I will baby. And I don't think he is bored of you in bed. To be honest it would be like comparing Apples and Oranges trying to compare you two. Aiden has her little things she does, and you have yours."

A little smirk formed on Ajay's face, "And I know one thing that you like that I do." Alex glanced down and then back up at her and smirked, "when are you going to give me a repeat performance of that?' "Hmm maybe if we ever switch again or if you talk me into it"

Chris jerked awake when he went to roll over and snuggle with Ajay only to get an empty space. Where the hell did she go? He got out of the bed and pulled his boxers on and went into the hallway. Aiden was coming out of her and Alex's room at the same time.

"Ajay gone too?" she asked. Chris nodded his head, "She was there when I went to sleep." "Do you think she knows about the condom?" "No she would have thrown a fit and stormed out of here." He answered as they walked down the stairs.

The game room and living room was empty. "I wonder if they are outside." Aiden wondered. "In this weather I don't think so. Ajay isn't a fan of the rain." Chris said. "Let's go check." With that the woman walked outside, the first thing she was hit with was the smell of cigarette smoke.

"What is going on out here?" she asked, "who was smoking?" 'I was sorry." Ajay answered quickly standing up from where she had been on Alex's lap. "I know you hate it. I only do it when I have a lot on my mind, it's better for me to do that then to run off when this happens."

Chris stepped outside, "What's going on?" "Ajay was out here smoking." "It's nothing you have to worry about. Here if it makes you feel any better you can take them and break them up. It's a nasty habit and I know it" Ajay said handing her the pack.

Aiden nodded her head, "Why are you out here for?" "I was just thinking is all' "I came down to make sure everything was locked up and saw her out here. So I came out here to talk to her." Their partner exchanged a look and nodded their heads.

"Come on babe lets go to bed, I need you to snuggle with me." Chris said. Ajay nodded her head as she leaned over and hugged Alex before whispering, "Please don't say anything." "I won't.' he whispered back, "Now give me a kiss and go to bed I will talk to you in the morning" Ajay pulled back and kissed him nipping at his bottom lip as she pulled back.

Alex grinned at her as she went over to her boyfriend; she pecked Aiden's lips before letting Chris pull her into him then into the house. Aiden turned to her husband then, "Are you sure everything is okay?"

Alex smirked and stood up, "everything is fine, Ajay was just having a talk with her lover." "At 3:30 in the morning?" Alex nodded. Aiden sighed and nodded her head before going into the house. Ajay's whimper filled the house.

Alex shook his head; he just hoped he could help Ajay out. Even if they had to have talks like they just did at 3:30 in the morning.