|Death in a messed up family
Author: fairychix26 PM
I want to hate you so much-Gaz, Please Gaz come back-Dib, But your daughter is dead-Prof Membrane, But she wasted her own greatness-Zim, - Gaz kills her self the first part is a letter and her final thoughts then everyone else finds out T for DeathRated: Fiction T - English - Angst - Dib & Zim - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,083 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 07-01-11 - Published: 05-29-11 - Status: Complete - id: 7031972
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AN – thoughts
Dib speeking durring other people's parts
Gaz's note and the computer speaking
I can't believe you
You took my word
After everything that's happened
You would so willing believe that I was going to dance class
I thought you were observant
I mean you saw Zim for what he was
Oh that's right
You care about Zim
You never cared for me
Dad was never home
Then when mom left I had no one
You ask why I am absorbed in my game
When I don't answer it is because I can't hurt you
Even after you abandoned me I can't stop caring about you
You forget who I am
I never forget that you are my brother
I love you
Even though it doesn't seem so
I really do
But I am absorbed because I can't stop loving you
I want to hate you
I mean you care more for an alien then your own little sister
You're in love with him aren't you?
I want to hate you so much
But you are all I have left
So I want to hate you
But I keep loving you
And because I can't hate you I hate the rest of the world
But you believed me
I told you lies all year
Went and got drunk at parties
I even did drugs
I've been hurting other children too
Oh and I slept around
You didn't even pay attention then
You just followed Zim around
So I can't keep doing this
I hate the world
Dib you are so stupid
Why would I take a dance class with people I hate?
There is no dance class
But there is a knife
I made sure you won't come looking for me till it is too late
I will be dead ten minutes from now
It is finally over
I did it
I am gone
I finally beat you Dib
You can't make me stay
Why do I feel this way?
I – I don't want to die
Dib save me
Dib I don't hate you
Someone save me
I was wrong
I – I want to live
Come home early
Z – Zim let Dib go
Someone, anyone save me
I planed this too well
No one is here
And Dib won't be home in time
I was stupid
I want my life back
Please someone help
Mom? Is that you?
No I have to hold on
I want to live
"R – r – robots…"
"Gaz I'm home"
"Where are you?"
"Gaz – oh no what did you do?"
"No you can't be dead
Y – y – you were at dance
That's what you said
You said a friend had invited you
I was so excited for you
I never had friends but you
You could fit in
Why Gaz, why?
I – I loved you
I should have paid attention to you
I – I'm sorry
I wish I had been here for you
Gaz please forgive me
I – I will try to do better if you just come back
Please Gaz come back
I'll miss you"
"Kids I'm home"
"I finished the cure I was working on"
"Do you want to go out together"
"Kids where are you?"
"Son what have you done to your sister?"
"N – nothing dad she killed herself"
"Son I knew you were crazy
But I never expected this
How could you do this?
She all we have left of your mother"
Oh May I'm so sorry I let him take care of her
He was supposed to keep her safe
But your daughter is dead
May, please forgive me
"Dib come with me NOW"
"Where are we going dad?"
"I'm locking you up so you can't hurt anyone else"
"Dad no, I didn't do it I promise"
"Son I can't deal with this"
"Dad please believe me
She must have left a note I'll check her room"
"No son you will come with me you will not cause anymore trouble"
"Dad let go of me please
Master there is an incoming transmission
"Computer put it on the screen"
"Zim? Zim are you there?
I can't see anything so I'm just gonna keep talking and hopefully you will receive this
Zim my sister killed herself and my dad blames me I've been put in the mental hostiple
Please save me I can't stay here
Zim I – I love you
I tried to say it earlier but got afraid you would hate me
We've come so far since we were in 7th grade
And I love you
Please help me
No get away I'm not crazy
Dib – the Dib monkey loves me?
I have to help and his sister killed herself
Why would a human do that?
Why would anyone do that?
To kill one's self is to admit weakness
The Gaz human was not weak
She was scary even to me THE GREASTEST INVADER IN THE WORLD!
Stupid humans they are so stupid
She could have been great
But she wasted her own greatness
AN - okay so this was day one if you like it please review. I tried to font it for who was talking now we will see if FF keeps it this way. So this will maybe be a multi chapter I haven't decided yet but your reviews will help. I have only written one-shots in the past so what do you guys think? That's it please give me your thoughts.
PS - FF got rid of the fonts so i used the top key