Don't Judge a Gang Member by his Colors

Summary:

Kind of like the real perfect chemistry, but Colin is abusive to Brittney, and Alex finds out. PLOT TWIST! I suck at summaries guys sorry! But I hope you like the story, and give it a chance, it will get better and better. I have done many re-do's on this, so if you're rereading there have been many changes.

Chapter 1

And so it begins

Alex POV

Lying in bed before I have to get up and get ready for another year of high school…I'm stuck thinking…

I'm Alex Funtes

Bad boy Mexicano, in the Latin blood, my second "familia" . Its not that I want to be in a gang, it's that I have too. I'd never admit it, but I'm scared to death of dying, and leaving my family with nothing.

I'm a good fighter, and I worked for my respect. Most fear me, like mi papi.

I'm starting my senior year today, Nobody in the Funtes family has made it this far, but I'm no idiota. I get good enough grades. I will graduate. Sometimes I don't want this year to end. Now I'll actually have to grow up even though I had to grow up fast, now it's real…

Since I'm the oldest I am now the man of the house, I have two hermanos. Carlos and Luis. I'm in the game for them, to protect them so they won't have to go through what I went through. They won't need to join the LB because I did. It's like taking one for the team, but possibly taking my life too…

I feel water splash all over my back, Luis threw a bucket of water all over me, I'll get that mierda poco later, I have to hurry and get ready.

Carlos is hogging the bathroom, "I gotta take a piss, let's get goin" Carlos is doing this to piss me off, and its working. Forget the bathroom.

I go outside to see my ex Carmen sitting on my bike Julio. Carmen is sexy; she's dark beautiful and definitely no the innocent type. No baggage, just the way I like it. "Hola Alex, give me a ride to school? Por Favor?" She says in a seductive voice. I don't think this through, and I shouldn't let her.

"Sure" We ride to school in silence, and that's a good thing. I don't think I could handle her teasing me anymore. Not after what she did. I pull into a

parking spot. Near the back of the parking lot with all the mexicanos. Carmen is getting off and whispering something in my ear but I get distracted by the BMW that almost destroyed my bike. Oh and almost hit Carmen and me. Look who it is little miss perfection. The rage is running through my blood

stream. Julio is my pride and joy. This chica almost destroyed him, my baby. Anger was going to take the best of me, and I was thinking about pulling

my gun out, right here, right now…just to scare the living shit out of her…to bad I'm not stupid enough to carry a gun around. "Learn how to drive

nieve chica, por favor. Gracias" I say sharply. She's lucky I don't do what I wanna. She looks like a scared little puppy. Guilt shoots through my body,

but I will not let it take over, she deserved it. Little . Me and my amigos, head into the school. Here we go…

-AFTER LUNCH-

Here I am, sitting in a classroom full of people who all think there better than me. Petersons class. I gotta few amigos in the room, in the back,

what a surprise. She thinks we'd cause problemas if were all together, what a Smart women. Glad I gotta hard ass as a teacher I think to myself.

Life seems to be against me. "Take the bandana off; gang related attire in my classroom is prohibited!" Mrs. Peterson says. We just shake our heads

and laugh, and whisper mindless things in Spanish, since no one knows anything were saying. I'm sure they think were planning a bank rob, or a drug

deal. These people are loco. Peterson assigns our chemistry partners; she goes through them all and one by one, and I still haven't been called and

then...I look over next to me, Brittany Ellis. Ms. Perfecta, My new Chem. partner. She was the complete snow girl. Blonde hair, perfect make up.

Look at her designer top. I bet she has designer underwear. Hmm…I wonder.. She huffs in disgust at me like I am trash. She puts up a good show,

I know somewhere behind this chica that hates me, is someone dying to get out of her perfect life, and I'll be the hombre to do it. Burro face in the

front. Collin Adams, yanno football star. He glares my way, as if to say she's mine. Oh this is going to be a fun. I'm going to get under her skin.

Make her want me. Gusta un reto de…

Game on…

Brittney:

"BRIT!" I hear my mothers voice, it's to early for this. "Yes, Mom?" I know what she is going to say, 'you need to get up early to do your hair and make up you don't want to look bad do you? Colin likes pretty girls' and she would, really she would. "Time to get up!"

Is that it? Well that was better than expected, but I knew what she meant. I walk to my mirror, and just look at myself for a minute.

I don't see pretty, I see fake. I see ugly staring back at me. I wished it didn't matter what I looked like, sometimes I wish I was just a shadow.

As if no one could see me, they'd just think it's the wind blowing by, but everyone judges everything about me. My appearance: hair, make up,

if I lost weight or gained it..either way that's bad. I haven't always been like this, I was happy, and I thought I was pretty, but things just

don't work out the way I want them to...EVER. I decide to straighten my hair today: simplest way to style it. I don't want to go all fancy, and I know Colin won't like that, but I just don't want to. I know I shouldn't make him mad, but I'm only human. "BWIE! BWIE!" I look over at my older sister Shelly,

sitting in the room across the hall, she is just so fragile, and cute. I wish things were different, I wish she didn't have to go through all that she does, I wish I could understand all she feels, and everything she says, it would make things easier on her. Sometimes, I wish we could switch places, just for a day

. I want to put light make up on, but enough for people to know it's on. I picked out my clothes last night, my Gucci shoes look fabulous so I hope I work it.

I don't even like all the designer crap. I do it for the image that I created, it's a good one, don't you think? I've kept this mask up for so long, to take it

down would be defeating. This Is how my life is, don't you see…I'm perfect …right? My mom and I had a fight this morning on what I was wearing, apparently I needed some new clothes, I've worn this twice already. I do not need anymore clothes; I could have my own store. She thinks it's trashy

to wear clothes more than once. I am driving to pick up my best friend Sierra, she has been my best friend since forever and she lives close by,

She jumps in my BMW while she tells me all about her latest gossip. Who hooked up with who, who dated whoever. Things I didn't really care about,

but were important in social status. I couldn't help but have my mind on other things. "Brit, lets open the sun roof." She starts to open it, and I freak

out a little bit, "SIERRA, my hair, please not this morning. I can't have my hair be all messed up." She just looks at me like I'm crazy. "Your always hot, Brit." She just doesn't understand. "Colin says that all the time, you're his prize he says. So cute!" She just smirks at me. Only if she knew the truth, as

I pull into the parking lot, I believe that I see an open spot but it's not, and I find out the hard way. I almost ran right into two people on motorcycles.

I almost KILLED two people and I haven't even made it to homeroom. Worst part about this situation, is that I almost ran into Alex Funtes, a gang banger. "Oh my god, Sierra! Oh my god." "Brit, back up, BACK UP..NOW! That's Alex Funtes, bad boy gang banger. He'll kill us."

I look at her with wide eyes and she looks into her purse for nothing. "Watch it, Bitch!" says the girl on the arm of Alex.

I couldn't figure out how to back up, my mind went completely blank, Alex andhis friends, watch and glare as i pull into another parking spot.

Sierra jumps out of the car, and i take a deep breathe as I think to myself. Wouldn't that just be my luck? Sierra is messing around in her purse,

and I look at her, slowly starting to freak out and say "What could you possibly be looking for at the moment?" She whispers "nothing, I just don't need them to remember my face. Hurry and get out of here." Now if I could've gotten out of here like minutes ago, I totally would've. Alex gets off the bike

and says "Watch where you're driving, chica. You can't handle big cars? Hmmm… I could show you how to drive. "He says with a cute smirk.

Did I just say he was cute? Oh no. I cringe at him, while I have an internal conflict with myself. He's making my stomach turn and flop and make

knots that it's starting to hurt. " A couple more feet, and YOU would be dead." Carmen says glaring at me. Nope that's it, I'm going to be sick or die if I

don't get out of here. After I break out of slow motion, I finally get into a parking spot. I look over and Alex and his friends are laughing at me. I know it.

Me and Sierra head into the school to start the day. Here we go…

Chapter 2

Don't Judge a Gang Member by his Colors:

ALEX:

"Alright Class, I want you to look to your lab partner, I want you to ask them 5 questions. Only APPROPRIATE questions, please. This is a "get to know

your partner" exercise. READY, GO!" says aloud to the class. Appropriate, I think ha she was looking right at mis amigos, she knew they had dirty minds

and would ask there partners "inappropriate" questions, we all laugh, and then they'd blame her, so good she got that out there ahead of time. So I do

as told and look to my partner and say "alright chica, you go first. Ask away." I say with my 'you know you can't resist me smile' and she doesn't seem fazed. What a bummer. I'm waiting for her to ask me a question but she looks like she's hiding something, I mean almost every teenager does, but

she's hiding something, a big secret and it's eating away at her "What's behind those beautiful eyes of yours?" I say in a whisper, whoa man I

cant be saying that shit out loud. She wasn't asking me anything, so I decided I'd go first but she whispered " Wh-what?" She looks startled. I chuckle

I said, "I have that effect on people." I wasn't going to tell her what I really said. She blushes. I'm winning this game already. She looks me dead on

with the most piercing blue eyes I've ever seen and says "That's not funny." I was taken aback by that, what does she mean, she knows she is beautiful. She has too. She was looking at me so seriously, it was kid of freaky. She truly didn't believe it, or she was talking about my cockiness. Ha that's

funny. "I...uh...wasn't kidding.*Cough* I was dead serious." I'm brushing my hair back out of my face with my hand, and I realize my hands are

sweating. What? She just looks up through her long full eye lashes. Man, she is beautiful. Wait, did I just say that. Oh man ¿Qué está ocultando? I want to find out so bad. "Alright, how about, what did you do this summer?" Instantly she says "Shopped." all too quickly, and darts her eyes to burro face to look for something like approval. "Brittney are you aright? It's your turn to ask a question." "Um…fine…what …did y-you do this summer?" She choked out.

Why was this so hard for her? It's just fucking questions. "I worked at a car garage." Well it might not be fun, or gang related, but it's better than

her answer, and it's the truth. I'm tired of this already and she is lying about everything I ask, I can tell. "How bout you try and tell me the truth ?

Cause I'm not buying it." She just stared at me, and said "Sorry I don't want to talk about my personal life with a gang banger." I just looked at her, I was mad, she's just a sadistic bitch. I hissed at her in Spanish, and then mis amigos jumped up to defend me, but I just put my hand up to signal them to

sit. I can handle myself. I froze as I heard "CLASS, I have assigned each of your groups a project to do. I will pass out the papers. This is 50% of your grade, I hope you take this very seriously."Mrs. Peterson says while looking directly at me. What, why does everyone think I don't care. That's so

annoying. Lucky, this got Brittney out of my way. She walks up to Brittney and I at our table and hands her the papers "Hand warmers?" I look

up at Peterson with a confused look. She rolls her eyes and says "Heat energy, Alex. Look it up." I say "Oh, alright then." I look at Brittney and

say, "hmmm…we could heat up a different way, yanno its already hot over here but you and I, naked…hot sex this weekend would be even better."

I laugh at the look on her boyfriends face, and I look at mis amigos who were howling in the back of the room. I said that loud enough for Colin to

hear. He looked like he was choking on his polla. Burro face needed to be knocked down a peg or two…or three. He didn't look shocked anymore,

he looked angry. The anger wasn't even towards me but it looked as if he was going to jump down Brittneys throat. I was the one he should be pissed

at. That's what I wanted. "You're sick! I would never!" She hisses at me. "Don't say things like that, not that loud…not ever! Please!" She begs,

and I'm actually shocked. She's whispering this all in my ear, up close and personal and Colin is getting up as we speak. I see fear creep up in her eyes but she looked relieved when the bell rang. I pull her arm and say, "Meet me after school to work on the project. Here 3:30."I didn't give her time to

respond nor did she deserve it and I was out the door with my mejor amigo Paco like lightning.

Paco was looking at me like I have completely lost my mind. "What?" I say simply. He rolls his eyes and runs a hand through his hair and says

matter of factly " She doesn't go for guys like us, Alex. You know that be smart. I'm seeing the way your looking at her. You're a gang member. She's a

snow girl. You see the difference, hermano?" Paco is loco if he really thinks I, ALEX FUNTES have a thing for her BRITTNEY ELLIS. He has lost it. I don't look

at her differently…he's pissing me off. "Paco, lay off..now." He doesn't take my threat seriously and just laughs at me and that makes me even

madder. Paco chuckles "You should focus more on getting out of this town and doing something with your life than getting angry , You have the brains to

do it. I don't. Your lucky!" He doesn't get it. I have ties here. I can't leave. "Paco, don't go there. Not now. You know I can't leave. We have had this

talk over and over. This is the end of it. Were DONE talking about it, and if we do again you will end up in the hospital, ok?" Paco just shakes his head at me, he's disappointed, but he knows my situation and I will not feel guilty about that situation. Then I'd be being selfish to my ma'ma and hermanos.

We head off to next period. Paco heading off clueless, and me heading of pissed off. Dios mios. This is going to be a long year.

Brittney:

Alex was going to be the death of me, and I know it. That smile was just killing me, it looked so..ughh I should hate him, and I just couldn't believe he

said that to me, right there with Colin sitting feet away. I mean…oh my goodness. I know I shouldn't be shocked, but I completely was. That was just

as much embarrassing as extremely bad. As soon as the bell rang, I wanted to run to my next class, to avoid Colin as much as possible, but Alex

grabbed my arm. I looked up at him with scared eyes, I didn't mean too, it just happened, I usually never slip up my facade, but I really wanted to cry

and run. "Meet me after school to work on the project. Here 3:30." Before I could politely say no, he just runs out the door. I stare at him wonderful muscles clenching and bulging out of his shirt. They were the perfect size. Oh god, what am I thinking. I wanted to yell at him or hit him, I should have

too before when he said those vial things. If it were anywhere else, I don't even think I would care, but I guess I had to. Colin was right there. I try to

follow suit and leave too, but Colin grabs my arm and says, "come with me NOW." He drags me down the hallway, but he makes it look as if he's being sweet and taking me to a picnic or something. So everyone is blind to him being…well him. He sounded so mad, and I could smell alcohol on his breathe. Already? Its only 9am and he was drinking. Oh I knew by now exactly what was going to happen, and now I'm shaking. "Are you cold, Brit?" Colin asks me in that fake sweet voice. The one any girl would fall for. Yep, I'm sure you know that smile. He knows exactly why I'm shaking. "No..." He looks at me and smiles, his eyes tell a different story , but I can see right through him. His eyes are glazed over, and he's just been getting worse. He hangs out

with the wrong people now, he left the country for the summer, and comes back corrupted. He's pissed I let Alex say those things to me, it's not

like I could do anything. I wish Alex was here right now. Wait why did I just think that, no I didn't, he's in a gang, I should be terrified of him, I should

feel safe and secure with Colin but I feel something when I'm with Alex. Like an electric current. I see him, and I want to yell, scream anything to get

away from Colin, so I did what any normal teenage girl would do. "Colin I have to go to the bathroom, I just started my period." I blame mother nature.

He looks at me so mad, he knows I'm lying but he says "Sure Brit, I'll be waiting hunnie." He grips my arm a little bit tighter, just to leave a mark and I

want to yelp in pain but I don't, it's right where he left the last mark, and I still have a bruise. I hope he's wrong there, about waiting...I don't want everyone to be in class, and to have just Colin and I alone, anything could happen…anything. walks up and says "No, my boy you're going to head to

class, let the lady do her business." Colin doesn't object, but he doesn't respond either. He just stalks off to class, grumbling to himself, I slightly hear

'your gonna get it, don't worry.' and Harris is staring him down the whole way to his class. Everyone is staring at me, I feel all the eyes on me and it

make me nervous. run into the girls bathroom and sit in the stall, and I can finally breathe easy again, I swear my face could've turned purple I was

holding my breath so long. My head hurt so bad and my head was spinning in circle and I start to cry. I just can't do it anymore I thought, sometimes I

just don't want to handle it, I want to let go and I think well maybe I deserve it. I'm not the perfect daughter, I'm not the perfect girlfriend, I don't get perfect grades. I'm failing at being what everyone wants me to be but I'm trying so hard…I fall to the ground and just cry. I cry for myself, I cry for not

being good enough for everyone. I know I probably sound selfish and I just want everything to stop… I want time to stop so when I heard the door of the bathroom open , I could feel my heart stop and I froze…

Brittney:

"I want time to stop so when I heard the door of the bathroom open, I could feel my heart stop and I froze…"

Right here, right now, staring at me, in the girls bathroom, the one place I thought I could hide is Colin. He has this wicked smirk on his face, as if he's won or is winning the game. What game; I do not know. It's like I'm some sort of prize, after he beats the shit out of me, he wins, and he loves every second

of it or he hasn't done enough damage the last time, so he needs to finish the job. "Brittney, did you really think I'd let you get away…after that little

stunk with that dirty Mexican…oh no Brittney I could never do that. It's not in my nature." Nature of a beast I silently think to myself. I can hear my

heart beating ringing through my ears, and I want to drown out Colins voice with it, but it just wouldn't work. "I didn't have a stunt…we were just

talking about our project" I whisper trembling in fear. He smiles and in a matter of milliseconds he smacks me right across the face, and I feel tears sting

my eyes. I yelp in pain, he hit the place where I still had a bruise, I remember the first time Colin hit me…

FLASHBACK:

"Colin we were just talking its no big deal." He stares at me with devilish eyes, "oh really Britt, I could see the way you were all over Justin, He's on my TEAM , do you know how bad that makes me look" He was screaming so loud at me, I just stared at him blank and said "What do you want from me, what can I do?" He turns around and whips his arms at my face, and I yeall out in pain, "Colin!" "Britt I'm so sorry, I didn't mean too, I will never do that again." Thinking about that now, how could I ever have believed him…

"Colin, please?" He just stares at me with these eyes filled with this fire I've never know and a hate that's been spat at me plenty of times and it was just

pouring out of them. He was scaring me. "Please what my dear,.." All I could do was whimper, I couldn't get the words out to speak, this time I couldn't even

beg. I've never felt so alone. " you want more? Why not." He slams me into the stall door and turns to lock it, and I try to hit him, of course I did nothing to

him and he smiles, and says "You want to be difficult, I like a challenge." He was in the midst of pulling a knife out to cut deep into my skin when the door

creeks open, It seemed as if the world stop spinning at that moment and you hear the janitors voice, "Anyone in here?" Colin looks and me and says 'say

yes, you will be awhile, do it. NOW!' so I do, "Yes, I'm going to be just a little while longer." "Alright, don't rush darling." The sweet janitor says to me, and I

can only wish he would've came in to check on me instead. But that was only a wish. Colin keeps hitting me and I now im starting to feel as this is all my

fault, what could I do…I'm just a stupid girl. "Why are you such a bitch? Why can't you be more like Darlene. She's so pretty, and lately you've just been

getting uglier, you need some plastic surgery. Here let me help reshape your body." He laughs, as if it's the funniest thing he's heard all day and I feel

myself slip under and before I knew it I heard the lunch bell ring, and I was left alone in the bathroom. I didn't want to leave the bathroom, I didn't want

anyone to see me, I was so ashamed of myself. Colin was right, I'm just an ugly bitch. What happened to way I used to be? I have to get out of here, but

schools not over yet, and what am I going to say when I get home? Oh no, I'm going into a panic. So I decided to try and get out of the school unnoticed, I

know at lunch everyone is in the cafeteria, so I decide to try and run out the side entrance that no one uses, and as I'm running, I hear someone yell my

name. "Brittney! Wait!" I don't recognize the voice, so I try and run faster, I make it out the school and off the property, but the voice catches up to me.

"Brittney! Dios mio! Slow down rapido!" Oh no, it was Alex, what was I going to do. I don't face him. "Alex, please I'm begging you, go away. Please." He

doesn't go anywhere. "What are you thinking? What's wrong with you Britt!" He turns me to face him, and I yelp in pain as he grabs my arm. He thinks he

hurt me and I just stare as he says "oh my god, I'm so sorry, did I hurt you…Que cono? What happened to you face, and your legs, oh my god Brittney, are

you alright?" Alex is being so nice, and then all I see is anger rein over his face. ".?" He is so angry, and I look up threw my long eye lashes and tears leave

my eyes, "Alex, I cant, please I…I just cant", and I collapse forward and I feel as if my world is still and I am spinning but he catches me in his arms. "Que

hizo para que mi Hermosa nina" He looks at me with sad eyes and just takes a look over my body and I see something new in his eyes, guilt. "I'm taking you somewhere you'll be safe, I promise…"

Alex POV

"Yo te salvare mi nina, pero me puede salvar?" (I'll save you my girl, but can you save me?)I whisper to her as she falls asleep in my arms she looks so

fragile, like one of those dolls my mother keeps in her room, as I carry her into Enriques body shop, I hear her mumbling, and she says "Colin…please" She

was begging him to stop. I know who did this to her, but I need her to tell me for herself. I could kill Colin with my bare hands, I want to hunt him down and arrancarle los cojones. (rip off his balls) How could anyone possibly hurt someone they claim to love. I remember me thinking she was just a rich bitch and

got everything she wants, but she isn't. She is just as fucked up as anyone else, and .good. It felt good to know I wasn't alone. When I was six I lost my

father, and I remember watching him die, it's something I'll never forget, its inked into my brain. I see glimpses of it every now and then. I tried to go on like

I never knew him, but I can't., without him all im going to be is incomplete…ill never know who I could've been with him here. I'm going to pray for this heart to be unbroken…I'm awake but my world is half asleep… "Duerme mi angel." (Sleep my angel)

Chapter 4

Don't Judge a gang member by his Colors

A/N :

Hello my amazing readers! Told you I'd keep writing! I'll try and post as soon as I can, but I get extremely busy, so I am going to try and write for this story 3 days a week? I think that's a good plan, and I'll be starting school in a week, so I want to get as far ahead as possible. As long as I have one person that reads my story I will be happy. Thank you to all that have added me to your favorites, and have subscribed to my story and author alerts, you are all AMAZING! I would not have kept going if I didn't get the response I did, so THANK YOU ALL! I'll do my best!

PS…sorry I write so much in these author notes, but you must understand that it's needed. I know most of you won't read it, but I will put it up for the few who do! I started volleyball this week by the way, and I'm dying. I feel like I'm going to be sore for the next 3 months of my life! WAHH! Sorry, continue… (:

Alex:

I felt like my head was going to fall off. I had so much on my mind, and I was getting this major head ache. Brittney is a puzzle. I just didn't understand, how

can someone who was known for being so perfect, be so…so normal. She has a hard life just like the rest of us. And I thought to myself last night, when I

picked her up after she fell asleep that it was bad that I was kinda happy…I was happy because I felt that I wasn't alone. I have my own demons, but she's

kept hers hidden so well. "I never said this would be easy…" she whispers to herself as she slightly wakes up. She looks at me and smiles. What a kickass

smile, even all bruised up it a jaw dropper. "Surprise…" She mumbles slightly and looks away and whispers "See perfect little Brittney isn't so perfect huh?"

She sneers at me. She gets up and I shift awkwardly in my chair. She gets up and walks to the mirror on the wall, and out of nowhere hits the mirror. I was

stunned, I jumped out of my seat, she did barely any damage to the mirror but her hand was a different story. "Are you loco?" I yell at her. She just stares

like a robot at the mirror. "Why did you do that? Stop moving, I'm fine. Look- that's what got me into this mess…I couldn't be perfect for him. I was loosing

my touch he said. He says I'm too ugly and that I need to be more like Darlene." She silently whimpers to herself. "If you only knew how beautiful you

were…girls would give anything to look like you and guys would do anything to date you." She looks at me and says "and what would you do Alex? You

wouldn't date me." "You don't know what I would and wouldn't do." Now she looked attentive. "Alex…I'm sorry. Just so sorry." She looked as if she was

about to burst into tears, and I didn't know what to do, I'm not used to mushy girls. "Brittney, its okay, please don't cry. If it makes you feel better you even look pretty crying. Please stop, I can't do this." Now I looked like the weak spastic one. Brittney laughed when I huffed and ran my hand through my hair. I'm looking at her and thinking is this girl crazy, her moods change like crazy. "Alex, I'm okay, don't worry about it. I will be fine." "What you think he's ever

going to stop Britt, because he isn't. He's sick. He needs help, and you need to get away from him, unless you want your life to end." I say with complete

honesty hoping she is really taking in what I'm saying. She mumbles something I can't make out, and I get a text from Paco, he says I'm late for the LB meeting. I don't know what it's about, but it's big. I don't wanna leave mi chava but I need too, for her safety and mine. She's in blood territory now.

"Brittney, stay here, take a shower and watch a movie or something. I don't want you to go anywhere. Do you understand me? I will be back in 1 hour. .!

Clear?" I ask with a slight smirk. She looks up through her long lashes and I look at her lips and I just want to kiss her. She looks like a playboy bunny…Oh

man, I need to get out of here now. "Okay, I'm not a child Alex. I just can't go home yet. I mean look at me. Oh goodness, my mom will have such a fit." She runs into the bathroom and I bounce.

BRITTNEY

Well that was unexpected, I didn't want to be found, but in a slight way it felt good. Someone knew and maybe I wouldn't feel like this forever and that felt

extremely nice. Alex left in a big hurry and something was seriously wrong if only I could figure out what, and I'm hoping im not the problem…

A/N

And this is where ill leave you for now, I was having labtop issues and have been really busy with school and volleyball, but I have break right now so ill try to get as much done as possible! I put everything together to make it much easier on myself. Hope you enjoy, don't be mad that I haven't updated. If I don't finish this story, I will post a note saying I wont, but I don't give up that easy.

Xoxo Julie