Title: Discreet is the word.

Pairing: Kaderin/?

Rating: T because its a lot tamer than my normal stuff but it might be M, you decide.

Disclaimer: (Laughs hysterically) if this were mine you really think I'd saddle Kaderin with Sebastian, no I'm not that cruel, so this isn't mine.

Summary: Kaderin is having an affair but who with?. Warnings: mild language and femslash, it you don't like it then don't read.

AN: I can't really say much without revealing too much so let me just say that this fic is going to have some serious Sebastian bashing and thats pretty much all I can tell you, so I hope you enjoy the fic.

Chapter one, Kaderin's POV.

"This is the last time" I whispered gently as I pulled my leather thigh highs on and zipped it up, I felt my lover shift on the four poster bed behind me, suddenly her hands were caressing my shoulders and upper arms, Gods in Valhalla even that feather light touch could send ripples of awareness coursing through my veins.

"Thats what you said last time, and the time before that, and I even think you said the time before that, face it Kaddy he can't make you feel like I do, he never will" She purred in my ear, before tracing the shell of my pointed ear I shuddered softly in pleasure, before her words sank in: "He can't make you feel like I do, he never will", him being Sebastian my vampire husband, I suddenly felt tainted by her touch but it didn't stop me tilting my head offering her access to my throat, she trailed her lips down before sucking on my pulse point, a rumbling purr broke free of my chest before I could quench it, she smiled smugly against my neck in that moment I hated her, I hated that she made me crave her, made me betray the man that had given me everything, and I hated the fact that she made me enjoy it.

"I bet he can't even do this without biting you can he?" She sneered in my ear, before her arms encircled my slender waist and her hands covered my straining breasts, I arched my back trying to get her to touch more of me, it was like every cell in my body was on fire for her I felt aroused to the point of pain, Sebastian could never get me this hot, this sensitised.

"Answer me Kaderin" She growled nipping my earlobe, I blinked rapidly trying to remember what she'd asked me.

"Can your leech do this without tainting you" She repeated herself, before teasing my hardened nipples through the material of my long sleeved T-shirt, I hissed as the pleasure travelled directly to my clit, I clenched my thighs together trying to relieve the pressure growing between my legs.

"N-no, h-h-he can't" I stuttered, my brain was barely functioning right now my senses were taking over, and they demanded that I forget about Sebastian, forget about the coven, the war everything but her touch, suddenly the very thing I craved was taken from me, I knew I should be relieved that she wasn't touching me any more, but a whimper of longing left my throat anyway as she broke all contact between us.

"You can leave now Kaderin" She dismissed me as though I was nothing and that hurt, if anyone found out about this I could loose everything I hold dear but she wouldn't, she hadn't reclaimed what was hers yet so she couldn't lose it not that anyone would be strong or stupid enough to try.

"This means nothing to you does it" I asked bluntly, I wanted, no I needed her answer more than I wanted my next breath.

"Once a very long time ago you meant a lot to me, now all I see is a leeches whore" She snarled distaste and aggression marring her musical voice, I flinched at her answer.

"You left me" I whispered brokenly, at the time I had no emotions so I had felt nothing when she'd left, but when my emotions returned the searing pain in my chest had hurt more than any other wound I had received over the thousands of years I had been alive.

"It was fated that I would have to leave so the rest of you could fulfil your destinies, do not blame your weakness on me" She snarled again.

"What destiny?, face it you ran away because you were starting to feel something other than hate and anger" I retorted, my voice strengthening as past memories flashed before my eyes, suddenly I found myself being tackled to the ground, my lover flipped me over so that I was on my back with her straddling my waist she caught my wrists and pinned them above my head, she growled down at me baring her longer than usual incisors as her eyes began to glow dark purple, the sight was so animalistic and arousing that I couldn't help but arch my hips up to her.

"What was the last thing I said to you Kaderin" She growled leaning down to me so close our lips were mere millimetres away from each other.

"Only a coward would try to change their fate" I recited perfectly, wishing she'd stop talking and kiss me.

"Exactly, it was my fate to confront the horde king and it was my fate to fail, where Emma would succeed, it was my fate to leave so that Lucia, Danika, Emma, Regin and Myst could find their mates without fear of my retaliation, I did this because I love my family and I would do anything to protect all of you, so don't talk about why I left Kaderin you don't understand a damn thing about it" I stared up at her hearing the undertone of suffering in her voice, I wanted nothing more than to sooth the hurts that had been inflicted on her the past fifty years, I couldn't imagine being drowned just to have my immortality revive me over and over again, by Nix's estimation my lover had already drowned over four billion times, I relaxed beneath her before arching my back offering myself to her, I knew she'd never accept my words of comfort so I was going to have to show her how much she meant to me with my body.

"Take me, please" I whispered up to her.

"Say my name and I will"

"Furie"

AN: Should I continue or should I cut my loses now.