Author: noctis lover with noctis PM
He looked in her eyes and only saw love and kindness.He knew after all the madness.After all the fighting he have finally found what he really wanted. He have found love. But will there love last forever? Or will it come to a tragic end?Rated: Fiction T - English - Romance/Drama - Tifa L. & Jin K. - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,930 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 09-19-11 - Published: 08-02-11 - id: 7245907
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A/N: I would like to give a special thanks to my good friend Maggie Evans, username:maggieevans2 for helping me make this story. Lov ya hun!
I normally don't write stuff like this, and I normally don't read this stuff either, but since this idea was stuck in my head, I figured I might as well write about it. I've never written anything like this, so I thought it might be a good experience...
I don't own the characters in this story; they belong to Square Enix and Namco)
This is a feeling he had never felt before; a feeling he was very unfamiliar with. One he only recently became aware of. He honestly hadn't believed that such a feeling existed before, or at least not for him. It was Love.
Before, he was quite like the fools who had lost touch with the world. The feeling of being lost in their own little world. He now hated those kinds of people. He now found them irresponsible and immature, taking no responsibility for their actions, knowing nothing about the hardships of the real world. But he was still a fool; a fool in love.
He was happy now; happy and in love. It wasn't the kind of happy that he thought he was used too. It was not the kind of happy defeating an enemy brought or the kind of happy gained from power. No. He now knew a different kind of happiness; one that came of making someone else feel good and recieved in return. It was infinitely better than any visceral feeling.
He really found it hard to rationalize what he was going through now, having gone his whole life deriving pleasure from activities that did not involve human kindness.
All he wanted in life now was to make Her smile. It made him smile. She had a mysterious power over him. She could control him. It seemed now She was his master and he was inslaved by love. She kwen she could manipulate him, but she never would; not even once. From the beginning, all she wanted was just to get to know him, even when he didn't remember who he was anymore. He always thought he should never have been born, brought into the world cursed with the devil within him. There was no way out, so his whole life was one action or another.
He never stopped to think about his actions or wonder who he really was. He would just act. No regrets. No turning back. But now at this moment, he was having alot of regrets. He was wishing he could go back in time more and more and stop himself from making mistakes.
Jin and Tifa have been married about 6 months now and he had kept the devil within him until now. But each day that they made love pushed him closer to the edge of chaos.
"Jin?... Is there something wrong?" Tifa asked, her voice full of concern and worry. "Why are you way over there when you can be in bed cuddling with me?" she asked, smiling slightly and wrapping her arms around her body in a self-comforting gesture.
"Tifa, love, I'm sorry. This-us-...It's a bad idea. It was a bad idea from the start..." Jin said, facing the corner of the wall, his face hidden behind his hand, unable to look at his lover.
"We've been over this a hundred times!" she said exhasperatedly rolling her eyes "It's the best idea you've ever had, or did you forget where you were in life before I found you?" She was smiling slightly as she said this, but ended the sentence with a stern expression.
"No Tifa, listen. Really listen. This was a bad idea. We shouldn't have done this, things shouldn't have gone this far..." Jin said, his face still hidden.
"Like I said, it was the best idea you've had, I mean look at this place!" Tifa gestured to the walls with a hand, referring to the security they were in. The room they were in was very nice and expensive. The candle light filled the room, illuminating the rose petals that covered the floor and bed. The champaign and chocolate covered strawberries in the tray on the right side of the room and music playing on the other side set up the right type of mood. She continued: "Everything is amazing. You're amazing. You're-"
"I'm not amazing, Tifa! I could have killed you!" Jin finally turned around to face his beloved who was covering herself in a blanket. Tears began to rise in Jin`s eyes. It had been such a long time since Jin had ever cried. The last time Jin cried was for his mother and that has been a long long time ago. "We shouldn't have done this Tifa...We shouldn't have... We shouldn't have-"
"What?... Made love?" Tifa cut him off, "Because that was what we did, and I'm happy we did!" Tifa got out bed and walking toward her mopey lover.
"Tifa... That wasn't love...That... Was... I don't know what that was... That was pain mixed with suffering, Tifa!" Jin said, tears rolling down his face.
"Jin..." Tifa cut herself cut off from the music playing that was ruining the mood of comforting her saddened lover. Tifa quickly turned it off.
"Hey I like that song." Jin said turning to his lover.
"I'm sorry Jin, But "Pretty Boy Swag" By Solja Boy is not a song to be making love to."
"Neither is that annoying ass girl singer Justin Binber," Jin replied.
"It`s Justin Bieber! And he is not a girl!" Tifa said slightly frustrated. Jin smirked and turned around, crossing his arms.
"Well, listening to "Baby, Baby, Baby, Baby Oh" is not a good love song either! I love you Tifa but I hate your taste in music!"
"Well, if you think listening to Lil Wayne is a great thing to cuddle to then you are completey mistaken beside- Wait! YOUR MAKING ME LOSE MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT!" Tifa said hitting her lover in the arm while he was trying to block.
"But anyways that wasn't pain and suffering Jin." Tifa replied. Jin turned around giving her a look that he knew that she was lying. "Ok, so it was painful but it was a pain mixed with pleasure." Tifa rasied her index finger like she was proving a point.
"Tifa..." Jin said cut off.
"Besides, they said it supposed to be painful when ever you do it anyways," Tifa said.
"No, Tifa I- Wait you thought it felt good?" Jin said suprise.
"Yup, and you were also my first." Tifa said, smiling and blushing, Jin stated blushing but saddened as well.
"That makes it even worse."
"What? Oh god! Don't tell me you have done it before? Please don't tell me it was with Nina." Tifa said, putting her hands over her ears feeling so ashamed that up until now at age 28 that she was a virgin.
"No Tifa, it wasn't with Nina, it wasn't with anybody. You...You were my first too. And my last." Lifting up his lover's chin and giving her a warm smile that made her fill alright and not so ashamed after at.
"Really." Tifa said now happy.
"Really...But now I wish we hadn't done it , Because even though it was me I wasn't with you. The person you made love to wasn't me but it was Devil Jin." Jin said with sadness
"Is that your excuse for thinking you did poorly," Tifa said putting her hands on her hips and Jin turned around.
"What? Tifa I'm serious...I could have killed you...Even in the heat of passion some how Devil Jin came through."
"So, I guess that's why you never wanted to do this the many years we were married?" Even though Jin and Tifa were married they never had as much sex up until now. Even though they were a married couple they don't act like a married couple should. They were different to what most couple are. They don't base their relationship on or wanting sex but on love. The love and comforting of one another, emotionally. Jin and Tifa have a relationships of loving one another despite their faults and they take one another's pain away by just a simple smile and staring into other eyes for hours not saying a word or holding the other hand and get chills from the thought of letting go. So for making love they were already doing it, just not as much physically.
"So you see why this is bad idea, you...You deserve better then this Tifa. What kind of man- no- what kind of husband am I if a can't even make love to my own wife?" Jin said, turning to his wife who was smiling then turned around and turned on the music which was playing "A Little Pain" By Trapnets.
"Well that's a silly question. What kind of husband are you? You're my husband Jin Kazama." Tifa turned around and put both her hands on her husband's cheek wiping his tears away. "I fell in love you despite your faults even Devil Jin, and I married you because I want to spend the rest of my life with you and if I were to die... I want to die by your hands. By the man I love" Jin stared at his wife's eyes shocked to hear what she had said, because she had never said anything like that before. It made him happy, complete, and warm so much that it made him want to cry. Which he did. Jin fell down to his knees while tifa held him in her arms while tears continued to roll down his cheeks.
He never showed this kind of weakness before, not to the people who work for him, his friends, his rivals, or even himself. Tifa was the only person who saw this side of him that he never knew he had. The side of him that cried every night when he was younger wishing he had a father, the side of him that cried every once in a while when no one was around wishing his mother came back, the side of him wishing he was dead so he could be free of the Kazama curse. And now Tifa, his now and forever beloved wife seeing a side of him that wants to hold on forever until the end of time. The women he love and never let go. Jin finally laughed and rose up from Tifa`s shoulder and smiled at her. She was crying as well.
"You know you are a fool, to think I would actually kill you. And you are a bigger fool to think I would hurt you..." Jin stopped himself then continued: "I will become stronger...I will defeat this Kazama curse and I will defeat this Devil Jin within me. Then and only then we can live in peace. I love you Tifa Lockheart, with all my heart."
"Thats Tifa Kazama, Mr. Kazama. I will love you until the end of time."
Jin and Tifa begain to ingage in a passionate kiss. There tongues danced with one another like a rhyme tone. Every once in a while stopping for a breath which they both let out a moan. Tifa held on tight to the back of Jin`s neck pulling him closer, wanting more of him. While Tifa`s other hand scratched Jin`s back with her nails and pulled his hair which excited him, Jin with his muscular arms, pulled Tifa closer stroking her with his big warm hands up and down her body while he moaned and said her name under his breath which excited Tifa more and more. Like an impatient person waiting in line for the next Iphone, Tifa couldn't wait any longer. She wanted all of Jin, head to toe.
Tifa never wanted someone so much in her whole life. She been waiting for this moment for 7 minutes and if it only last it for a couple of secounds then that would be ok. Even if they would never do this again she didn't care. One time is all she need. She just wanted Jin Kazama; all of him, she wanted him to make her lose sight of reality and she wants to feel nothing but him and the sighless reality of not being in reality. She wanted to be set free. The only person that could do that is her beloved Jin kazama. Jin began to lick up and down Tifa`s neck and he began to stroke parts of her that made her want him even more. Tifa began to let out moans heavily, scratching his muscular back even more. Jin must want the same thing as Tifa does.
The time has come. The mood was right. The right music was playing. Nothing could take this moment away. Devil Jin had his turn, now it was Jin`s turn and there no way Devil Jin can ruin this moment. The right moment. The perfect moment.
"Jin!" Tifa said under him, "I can't wait any longer...I want you...I want you right now!" Tifa said, kissing her husband everywhere.
"I want you too my love. I want you now!" Jin shouted while he picked up his wife.
He took her to the bed where the two had a very passionate night.
A/N: Boy that was pretty hot! Anyways, thanks for your time and reading my story. If you like it and want more then please give me suggestions for chacpters 5-7 and more ideas for the upcoming stories. If you really like it then give me a review (please because I worked really hard and I want to know what you guys think).