A/N- Here goes the Carson fantasy story. Every time I see anything of Carly and Sonny the song 'Love the way you lie' by Eminem is always playing in my head. It's like the song was made for them don't you think? This story is based in the time when Sonny and Brenda are still married but are having problems, its post Alec. Yes there is a Johnny mention in this... I can't survive without trying to ship them everywhere, but don't worry it's a complete CARSON fic. All about their dysfunction and love. I hope you like and REVIEW... oh and I haven't used all the lyrics from the song only the one's I felt applies to them, I've tried to keep them in the same order but might be a little here and there. REVIEW

Carson- Love the way you lie.

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

How do I do it? Sonny thought as he sat in the dark, his signature drink in his hand, the other knotted up in his hair which resembled a bird's nest by now. He knew he would regret it later; both the drinking and the murder plans he was making. He felt no pity for his chosen target... anything anything for her. That bitch... how dare she make me feel like this, how dare she affect me like this. Standing there in her tight black dress, her blonde hair wild, her face so angelic and demonic at the same time, those eyes the way they scorched through him... and were now staring into his eyes, her skin touched his, her smell intoxicating him, her hands around him... and his around her. That smile on his face when he sees me, her indifference. How dare she dance with him... how dare she let him touch her... her hand her face her body her heart they are all mine. Only mine.

Sonny still couldn't get over it, the sight of Carly his Carly dancing with Johnny Zaccarra of all people. She seemed so happy, laughing giggling and putting her hands where they shouldn't be. He was hit by a wave of jealously and rage, something only Carly could do to him. Not even his wife, his wife who stood next to him as he stared at Carly and Johnny like a hurt puppy. Typical Carly... this is how she gets attention... because I always pay attention. But how could I not? When the sight of them burnt my heart.

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint

"Max" Sonny bellowed "Max get in here"

"Yeah boss" Max said timidly as he walked into the room

"I want you to find out where Carly is... have her followed, she's at the metro court right now. I wanna know everything she does. Understand?"

"Yes boss" Max said uncomfortable and left

Sonny knew Max felt wrong having Carly followed but he didn't care. He wasn't himself right now. He was a bitter, jealous, possessive, drunk man... claiming what was his rightfully. Sonny was lost... lost in the images of his past, of his life with the Carly. The good the bad... mostly the bad... he could see it touch it, it was so close it made his mouth water. It could be his, it would be his, it should be his... her naked under him, her telling him she was pregnant, putting Morgan to sleep, her crying, her screaming... him screaming back at her.. throwing things... her with a bullet in her head... her with Alcazar... Jax... Johnny... 'I hate you Sonny'... 'I'm leaving you'...'get your slut away from me'...'No other woman'...'I will always love you'... her saving his life... pulling him out of the water... breathing life into him. She was his air.

And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad...It's awful
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom

"Max... Max, where is Carly? Sonny said as he poked his head out of the room

Max looked at him guiltily and said "She went to Johnny's house boss"

Sonny swore and made an action to throw the vase from the table but remembered a sleeping Brenda and Alec and controlled his emotions somehow.

She went to his house... she really is trying to piss me off. He knew he couldn't have Max drag her out of there because she would come right here and Brenda would hear the whole damn thing... no he had one woman to deal with right now he couldn't make it two. He was fuming, yet his anger had somehow calmed him down. Yes Sonny Corinthos thought clearly when he was fuming... his anger always made things clearer... crystal clearer. He walked back into his living room to see Carly sitting there... he could already feel the hatred coming off of her.

"You come here now Carly" he said as he headed straight past her to the drinks... her characteristic smell entered his nostrils and he took a moment to revel in it.

"This is what you wanted isn't it Sonny" she hissed as she got up from the couch to face him. She looked furious, she was giving him her Satan glare... never would Sonny love her more than when she would give her this look. It was his look, only he could frustrate her enough to this point.

"You made it clear didn't you sonny that you and me, we not together anymore. We've gone out separate ways... we don't work...' you bring out the worst in me Carly'... your words Sonny. We're free to do what we want, you can date all the women you want and I can see all the men I want..."

"Men Carly... men not a boy. Johnny Zaccarra is a boy." He said moving closer to her

"Yeah well maybe I want it younger now... someone who can go at it for hours. You know what an animal I am" she said licking her lips

Her nerve... he wanted to grab her by the head until she screamed in pain, put his mouth on her's until she begged for air.

"You can date whoever you want" he replied "As long it isn't Johnny"

"Johnny is the one I want sonny" she said

"No you don't..." he yelled "You Carly do not want Johnny Zaccarra"

"And why is that Sonny?"

So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So the y say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day

"All you want to do" he said swaying from side to side "Is piss me off... and you're using the poor boy for it"

"No what I want Sonny is to be lying under him, feeling his body on me... feel his name slip from my mouth, that what I want Sonny."

"You're the biggest evil bitch on this planet Carly" he said seething with angry

"Yeah well that's what you deserve you Sonny" she spat back at him

He wanted to throw something... hit something... break something... he wanted to break her, that power she had on him. He wanted the pain to stop... he wanted the ache to go away; he didn't want to hurt anymore.

"Do you..." he said his eyes moistening "Do you not know how much it hurts me to see you like that... with scum like that"

"You're talking to me about hurt... you want to talk about hurt Sonny. I could write a book on the hurt you caused me... you made me feel like I was your consolation price... the substitute Brenda." She screamed "Brenda is the love of my life... Blah blah blah... well here she is Sonny, lying in your bed go to her and leave me to fuck whoever I want"

"Just because Brenda is here doesn't mean I don't love you... doesn't mean I don't see red when you talk to me like that"

"You told me we were over and would always be... you married her Sonny" she was yelling now

"Yeah well you married Jax" he yelled back

"So what you marrying Brenda was revenge for me marrying Jax?" she asked "I loved Jax when I married him"

"I love Brenda" Sonny said in a small voice

"You're doing a great job of showing that" she snapped "Your precious Brenda doesn't know how hot and bothered you are does she Sonny... does she know the things I can..."

"Shut up Carly. You will never I repeat never see that boy again. Do I make myself clear?"

"No you don't Sonny. I'll do whatever the hell I want. And why do you care Sonny? You told me all you wanted is her..." she screamed pointing upstairs "Brenda is the only woman for Sonny right... and I was just a filler. You said that... you"

"I lied" he bellowed "I didn't mean it... I just wanted to hurt you"

"Ah!" Carly laughed and took a step closer to him and said "I love the way you lie Sonny... you make it sound so... so true"

He smiled his devil smile tilted his head saying "That what's you deserve Carly"

Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

"Yeah... so what you're a saint sonny? I deserve the devil and you what... what you deserve the angelic Brenda?" Carly whispered

"No... I don't deserve Brenda; she's too pure for me. She sweet, simple, uncomplicated and too good a woman for me."

"She's sweet and uncomplicated because she hasn't been through the shit I have. You go through my life and you have no choice but to be a bitch"

"No you chose that voluntarily Carly... and Brenda has been through things you couldn't even..."

"Oh yeah... poor... poor Brenda... model...model wife. So why aren't you happy now Sonny, you got what you wanted? Your Brenda... your prize. So why do you still care about what I do?"

"Maybe because I deserve someone like you. Brenda's too good for me" Sonny screamed trying to drown out Carly's laughter "Maybe because of all the crap that I've pulled I deserve someone like you... someone who's loud and trashy. Someone who has no respect..."

"No Sonny... I'm who you want" Carly cut him through "I am who you want. No one can get you all riled up like I can. No one can hear you call her all the names in the book and still stick around to remove that glass piece from your hand. You don't deserve me because I'm loud and trashy; you love me because I'm loud and trashy. No impossible standards to meet, no regrets... mind blowing sex. I'm who want sonny. Deal with it"

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded

"You think a lot about yourself don't you" he said after a while

"Ha... no... If I'm lying sonny why are you sitting here drowning in alcohol thinking, destructing over me... me and not your beautiful, sweet perfect Brenda? Why aren't you up there? Why Sonny do you still ache for me?"

"Hmm... no answer... typical Sonny. I'll tell you why coz I'm what you want, and it scares the crap out of you that I'm what you deserve, but I deserve better than you Sonny. And I intend to find it" she said and turned to leave

"Wait Carly..." he said as he grabbed her hand "Say that again" he put his hand to the back of her head

"Say what?" she snapped knowing exactly he meant... when he didn't answer she said "I'm the one you want"

Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault

He smiled his smile... the sonny smile... her smile and said "Yeah" and kissed her and all the fire all pain and passion... so much passion was burning through them. He pulled back.

She licked her lips and said "Told ya"

"Shut up" he said as he bent down again to kiss her and was pulled out of his reverie. He looked around to see he was standing in his living room his hand on the phone frozen... in time, in pain... in her. Why why why he thought. why did she always do this to him? He loved her...he hated her... he wanted to kill her... he wanted her right there and then...there it was. It was always her, that one constant that refused to leave his soul. And he seethed with anger when someone else tried to claim what was his... and especially when she wanted anyone other than him. It made him crazy... it made his dangerous... she's mine only mine.

I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

He knew he just knew this woman would be the death of him. He would die having her and he would die not having her. She made him crazy and made him saner at the same time. She was a creation of the devil but she was protected by the gods. All that mattered was that she was his.

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

A/N- So... Love it... hate it... just okay? Plz let me know what you think... I love to read reviews so please review. This is the first time I've tried a different kind of Carson so please be gentle. Next I want to do Jarly but no good storyline... sad. Any couple suggestions. I was thinking of another CarJo... I know I'm crazy sorry... Anyway let me know what you think. REVIEW

Oh and btw do any of the lines remind you of an episode? Winkwink