Author: allthingsnerd PM
Sabrina's journal is the only one that understands. Short one-shot.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Sabrina - Words: 391 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10-21-11 - Status: Complete - id: 7482675
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AN: This is what a three hour Physics class does to me. Please forgive me.
Disclaimer: I don't own Raising Hope.
I can't fall in love with him. I can't, I shouldn't, and yet I feel I've already started.
How could I not though? I dare any of you to become as close to Jimmy and his family as I have and not fall in love with them, with him. He's kind, sweet, cute in a dorky way, and great with Hope. I mean, come on – a guy great with kids? Total turn on for pretty much any girl. And he made me Hope's guardian, just in case. While I hope it is never necessary, what girl wouldn't melt when a guy has that much trust in her?
Yeah, I could totally see myself falling for Jimmy, except… Wyatt. Wyatt is sweet and really cares about me, loves me. We've been together for a few years now; he's comfortable, familiar, safe. He knows me, knows what I like, at one point I could see the two of us having kids and growing old together.
I still can, except now those kids I see turn into Hope and Wyatt is slowly turning into Jimmy. Oh, this is bad. What are you doing to yourself Sabrina? Stop it! You are dating Wyatt, you love him and he loves you! Jimmy is just your friend, nothing more!
But he could be.
Ugh. I just don't know what to do any more. I love Wyatt, right? I mean I was pretty ticked off when I thought he was cheating on me and when I saw him kissing that girl – jealousy reared its ugly head. But I was also inexplicably jealous when Jimmy was dating that redhead.
What do I do? (In case you were wondering, journal, I'm groaning very loudly right now. I'm also frustrated with myself.)
I. am. in. love. with. Wyatt. Jimmy. is. just. a. friend.
Well that didn't help. I thought writing this out would help. Instead all its done is make it worse. I love the Chances, I could totally see myself raising Hope, and I'm in love with Jimmy Chance.
I'm in love with Jimmy Chance.
AN: constructive criticism much appreciated!