Note: thank you all for all this reviews and alerts. I am bad at English and I can't find a beta reader for my chapters, so I post this chapter with help of the original script. This is a short chapter only a one-shot between Spike &Buffy. Thank you all for supporting me to write the chapters.

Out of My Mind

There is banging on the crypt's is sitting on top of a coffin reading a book. Buffy busts the door open and strides in.

" I've got a proposition for you. "Buffy said.
Spike jumped off the coffin. "Funny, I've got a proposition for you, what about knocking?"Spike said.

Buffy ignores him, pulling out a wad of cash and unfolding it.

"Seems only fair since we vamps can't enter your flat without an invite, you could at least knock"

" Riley's sick with some Initiative thing and he's missing. I think he might be in the caves. You find him, bring him to the fourth floor of the hospital, their doctors get to him in time... you get the cash. "
" Oh, dear, is the enormous hall monitor sick? Tell me, is he gonna die?"

Buffy slaps him across the face.

" He is not the only person that can die. "

" Hey. I'm just saying, if it's really that important to you, go to him yourself and persuade him . he do that because he feels he is less than you not enough strong to match you that he is never gonna be able to hold onto you."

" Shut up." Buffy said angrily.

Buffy hits him in the face .Buffy looks annoyed, lets go of Spike. Spike sits back with an expression of pain.

" I thought that you need some monster in your man but ,I think I was wrong you need someone to take you to the light not to darkness. Go to him and try to work it out "

" What is wrong with you , Spike ? .You became very weird for some time now. Why are you doing this? "

"Because I love you so much. I f I could just be with you but, I don't deserve you. I am beneath you "Spike whispered to himself.

"Believe it or not I think it is the best for you .Just do it, Buffy."

"Since when did you wish the best for me? .I begins to think this chip is affecting your mind "

"Because it is the best for me too .when you became angry you enjoy kicking my ass. So as long as you are happy I am safe "

"There is something wrong with you lately and someday I will know it .I should have not wasted my time here "

Buffy went out and slammed the crypt's door loudly after her.

"Thank god that she left .If she stayed longer I may forget the hell about her and Riley, and kiss her without thinking of the consequences. That bloody mission to return here is so damn difficult. God help me "