Disclaimer: I do not own Glee. I will never own it, no matter how much I beg. But I do own this iPod!

For the First Time

"No. I want to go to your house." I said to Blaine.

I saw how he looked at me. With disbelief like I would take it back, but I also saw the love and happiness shining though. I instantly knew than, this was the guy I wanted to spend forever with.

"Okay." Blaine said breathlessly.

It was a little awkward. Because we didn't know exactly what to do and Blaine told me he wanted everything to be perfect.

"Blaine. The only way it'll be perfect to me is as long as I have you. Nothing could every make me so happy." I replied in a gentle loving tone.

"Kurt." was all he was able to get out. Before I was dragged to his room.

After the door closed. He gently pushed me up against it. His lips were placed on to mine. In a loving kiss.

But as time wore on, it got more passionate. Blaine started go down the column of my throat. Kissing, nibbling, until he found my collarbone.

By than I was lost in pleasure. "Blaine. Please." I whispered.

"Kurt. Let's...let's go to the bed." my love groaned.

It was amazing. Because I, Kurt Hummel, made Blaine Anderson groan. I wanted that sound again and any other sound he could make.

But I also wanted our first time to be wonderful. So I pushed Blaine on to the bed, I than slowly started kissing him.

My hands roamed his chest. Slowly feeling his muscles, feeling him twitch. It was exciting. I forever wanted to map out Blaine's body.

I pulled his shirt off. He was. I was amazed. Nothing could prepare me for him.

But he said I need my clothes off. He wanted to take them off.

As he took them off, I thought 'This is it. I can never tale this back, but I love Blaine. I want to be with him always. This is another way to show him.'

Blaine started preparing me. It hurt, but he told me to relax.

He than put another finger in me. It was uncomfortable, but the stretch was thrilling

"More. Please Blaine. Again." I gasped.

He chuckled lightly. "Kurt. I love you. But I need to be inside you. I want to give you something only you should have."

Tears clouded my vision. 'Wow. He feels the same.' I thought.

"Blaine, please! I want you now!" I whined.

As he pulled his fingers out I let out a groan. "Angel. I love you." he said, as he slowly started easing in.

It was unimaginable. Blaine was huge and I felt so full. He stretched me so much, I never wanted him out.

'Oh! This is how it feels. To have someone you love and adore be with you.' I thought.

He filled me and hit that spot. I moaned loudly.

"Blaine! Move please!"

Blaine listen and looked down at me adoringly.

After that night, I knew he was my one and only. That I would one day marry Blaine and we would make it big.

I know we'll fight and want to brake up. But I also knew our love was strong enough to make it through. That we will always be there for one enough.

Author's Note: this is cheesy and soft. I have no idea where this came from. It was my first smut, I don't know how I did. But I do know it was to soft and fluffy for me. Yes, I'm a dork.

I do know I said I was starting on "Watch As I Cry", but I'm just getting distracted now of all times. It is awful, but Tuesday. I will try to get it up by tuesday. Now I ask that you read and review this. I actually care about what you think about this and my other stories.