|Never Stood a Chance
Author: dsrtchck PM
You were controlling, she is not. You could barely touch me, she can't keep her hands off me. You didn't want forever, she wants that and more. Tanya/Bella FemslashRated: Fiction M - English - Romance - Bella & Tanya - Chapters: 40 - Words: 125,529 - Reviews: 820 - Favs: 565 - Follows: 360 - Updated: 06-05-12 - Published: 12-18-11 - Status: Complete - id: 7649710
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It's the first day of school…again, in another small town...again. Charlie thought a new town would be best in order to 'cheer me up'. I know his heart was in the right place when he decided this, but his actions only made me angry with him. I didn't want to leave Forks; I don't want to live in Denali, Alaska. I had everything there; everything to remember them by was there: their house, the pack and more importantly the meadow. Without those reminders that they were in fact real, I don't know what I'll do to keep their memory fresh. One thing is clear though, I may not want to forget them, but I don't want to get lost in their world any more, it hurts too much when I lose them.
The only thing I have now to remember Forks by is a few pictures of my human friends, and my truck. It's the very same truck that caused me to figure out their secret. Charlie was going to have me get rid of it, but then he realized he would have to buy me another car to replace it, so he had it shipped out. At least now I don't have to ask for rides from random people if I ever need to go anywhere.
It's already lunch on my first day and it feels like deja vu. I already have a new set of 'friends' that keep me from brooding by myself and insist upon being friends. This new group reminds me a lot of my old group, though with slight differences. I haven't learned most of their names yet as I honestly don't plan on seeing them after we graduate. Even though I don't know their names, they seem just as determined as my old group to be friends with me.
The 'Mike' of the group was more persistent than the original. He is going so far as to try and wrap his arm around my shoulders or really just any sort of physical contact with me at all. This 'Mike' is as ignorant as the other one though, he doesn't seem to get that I have no interest in him; that my heart lies in pale, bronzed hair boys, even after I tell him this.
The 'Jessica' and 'Lauren' of this group are bitchier than their counter parts from Forks. Those two wasted no time in pointing out and mocking my clumsy nature. I'm pretty they were the cause of most of my 'trips', but I have no actual proof, so I won't say anything anytime soon.
The 'Eric' of the group seemed a little cooler than the old one. This one, ironically, claimed to be the eyes and ears of the school as well and was also on the newspaper club, but he made no attempt of writing a story about me. So he got major kudos for that. Fortunately, this 'Eric' has no interest at all in me; he's already with the 'Angela' of the group.
'Angela', whose name was the one I actually bothered remembering, is amazing. Grace, her real name, seems just as shy as Angela, but when 'Jessica', or usually 'Lauren' go too far, she doesn't hesitate in putting those two in their place. I'm actually pretty sure a lot of people want to beat them up or at least teach them a lesson because of how bitchy they can be, but no one has because I think because of Grace somehow. Like Angela would, she forgives those two every time they do something stupid; which is often.
Thinking of the people I left behind in Forks only made me more depressed. I know I had grown apart from them these last couple months, but it still hurt to leave them, especially Angela, she was always a good friend when I wasn't.
"Bella, the bell rang; aren't we going to walk to math together?" Grace asked, effectively breaking me from my inner musings.
Told you she's just like Angela. She was polite enough to not point out the fact that I completely zoned out during practically all of lunch and had even forgotten to eat; which means I'll have to find something to eat when I get home…if Charlie has went shopping, which I doubt. She could have even ditched me, but she decided to be nice and wait for me and even bring me back to reality.
"Sorry," I half heartily mumbled while I gathered my stuff so we can leave.
She gave me a reassuring smile, meaning she wasn't bothered by lack of attentiveness, before we both stood to throw away our lunch trays and go to class. The walk to math class was spent in a comfortable silence while we maneuvered our way through the clutter of that which is the student body, to get to our class. We got there with a couple minutes to spar. I guess Grace was nice enough to not let me escape into my own world long enough to make us late.
When I walked into the class, I noticed two things right away. The first being the only available seat was in the back behind 'Lauren'. Funny when I asked who could show me to class 'Lauren' made it a point to say she doesn't have any classes with the new kid. Luckily that was the same time Grace showed up at the table and offered to walk me. Knowing how nice 'Lauren' has already been, I'm expecting to get tripped probably every day because she finds it amusing.
The second thing I noticed was the set of golden eyes looking at me from where the, usually very human, teacher usually sits.
A/N: I know this sounds similar to another Tanya/Bella story, but I just want to make clear that this is going to be totally different. I also want to point out the reason why they moved is because Charlie found out about Bella's cliff diving and other danger stunts she did. She went cliff diving with Jacob; so it wasn't actually that dangerous since she was with a pack of wolf type critters, it was more of an adrenaline rush. So when Charlie was offered to transfer to Denali, he accepted it. Bella is also a senior, I don't remember if she was a senior in New Moon, but she is now.
I also don't know that much about Alaska and their endless days or nights and what not; much less about the actual place itself. So I figure since this is all stuff made up in my head, I can just 'adjust' stuff to suit my needs.
And finally, I know this is really short, but this is just to get the story going, future chapters will not be this short.