Title: Last Day
Rating: R for themes of Suicide
Distribution: If you want it, take it and let me know where
Disclaimer: Everything from Buffy the Vampire Slayer belongs to Joss Whedon
and Mutant Enemy
Summary: Xander is depressed.
WARNING: Suicide fic
Drip. Drip Drip. Drip
Xander watched the blood drip from his wrists to the floor. Wishing that
Spike was there to drink it, not waste the crimson fluid on the carpet of
his basement. But, that was the reason he was doing this. Spike was a
pile of dust in his crypt; Buffy had snapped and dusted him because she was
tired of dealing with him.
She hadn't realized that he needed him. The blonde vampire was the only
one that didn't ignore him, that didn't only talk to him when he was
useful. The only one who saw beneath his facade was hiding behind his own
facade. Willow had been his friend since he was little, but she had never
seen beneath his joking attitude. They had drifted away like everyone
As his vision darkened, Xander had two hopes. One, that he would see Spike
again, and two, that Willow didn't find his body. That would break her,
worse than anything that the Hell mouth could throw at her. They may have
fallen away, but he still didn't want to hurt her.