
Love doesn't always ends up with happy ending . A short story about the ending of Heiji s and Kazuha s relationship . -Because my native language isn t English , my vocabulary is bad . Please , ignore my awful english . ENJOY ! :
Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Heiji H. & Kazuha T. - Words: 893 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 03-15-12 - Status: Complete - id: 7926983
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Soft drops of rain started to fall from the sky as Kazuha started to pack up her things from the place where her dreams became true but soon , ended like a sad memory . She grabbed her clothes from the wardrobe and tried to ignore the second one standing next to heir's which belong to her beloved Heiji . "I stupid believed you" she whispered and looked at his wardrobe for a second , then she grabbed the bag with her clothes and went to the main door .
All the way to the main door she tried to not look to left or right so she wouldn´t have to look at photos with her and Heiji from the time they were a happy couple . She though every step she take in this house will be like getting a shot in the heart and faced the pain again , but it was worse…she didn´t felt anything and her heart was empty .
Now , she felt like a glass figurine waiting for another shot . She took a deep breath and slowly opened the door . Summer sun was shining in the soft , white clouds and if she would be in another place she will enjoy the sun shining at her face . But now , the world just seems to be sorrow .
She wanted to leave this place forever but the memories were catching her in the webs full of words "I still love you" . Kazuha tried to tell herself she´s happy without Heiji , but without him , her heart wasn´t beating .
"Kazuha ?" asked a familiar voice behind her . She turned and saw Heiji with his beautiful emerald eyes . He was looking better than ever . Maybe because i… she though .
He made a smile when he saw her standing by "they're old home" but soon , the smile fainted when he saw big bag next to her . He wished to die .
"It will better" she whispered and looked at the bag
"Better for who ?" he asked and looked down .
"For us" she replied and looked at him worriedly
"Last week , you said there´s –no us-"
"Yes , there is no us" she sighed and grabed the bag . She didn´t want to talk to him or listen to him . She wanted to leave all the feelings behind , all the little things that made her life happier . She´s walking away .
"Why do you think I cheated you ?" he yelled at her as one crystal tear left his eye . Kazuha felt a scratch on her heart again as she heard the word "cheated again" she turned at him , ready to face it . She didn´t want to , but she must .
"Cause I saw you kissing her and dancing with her for couple times !" she yelled back .
"She wanted me since High school , she wanted to ruin our relationship !" he took a deep breath "But I stayed with you . The only one I ever loved was you . Why do we have end up this because of her ?"
Kazuha , shook her head and tried to not cry "You still don´t understand it Heiji , do you ? Every day in this house I stayed alone and the only thing I wished for was a hug . It wasn´t our house , it was my house and when you finally get home you didn´t said you love me , you didn´t hug me , you were too busy with your work that you forgot there´s a living person that love´s you ! You promised you will never leave me alone , you said that you will love me no matter what !" This was the breaking moment . Kazuha started to cry like never before , her heart broke again and all the emotions from a relationship were in her tears . Her tears were made from emotions and all untold words .
Heiji looked at her and whispered to himself What have I done to you ´Zuha ? He walked closer to her and hugged her like never before . Every single moment in they're relationship was catched in his tears . He pulled her closer to his chest and wished she will never leave . Kazuha wrapped her arms around him very tightly and felt something she didn´t felt for months .
They stayed like this for couple of minutes until both of them calmed down . When Kazuha broke the hug , Heiji smiled at her with hope in his eyes . He wanted a fresh start .
Kazuha didn´t smile at him , she looked sad . She knew what she want´s to do and felt like a monster .
"Heiji , the worth remorse´s are untold" she began and hold his hand "I still love you Heiji , even if I don´t want to . Please Heiji , don´t love me . We´re hurting each other . We don´t understand each other"
"´Zuha , please , it´s amazing how quickly are wounds healing . My love , don´t be mad at me !"
His lips were shaking for a moment waiting for Kazuha to reply but nothing came . He moved closely to her and almost kissed her when Kazuha told him something she will never forgive to herself : "I will wait you in another life"
As she walked away , her heart left Heiji´s . She tried to forget about him , but she couldn´t do it…nobody can forget the biggest love of they're lives .
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