Dear Diary

Oh my god I can't believe we are doing this. It is Friday afternoon and we are on our way to San Fransico to see Robbie's mom. We are going to tell her about the baby, something I am not looking forward too. I don't think Robbie was looking forward to it either. He was really nervious and kept trying to find somewhere else to go.

"We could go see that new show at Berkley. I bet we could get front row tickets and make a night out of it." He said hopefully. I just shook my head.

"We can't put this off." I said. He just sighed and a few minutes later he tried again. It didn't work but it was how we spent the time on the trip. We got into the city around dinner time and headed to his mom's new house. It was a nice two story home that looked straight out of Full House. We stopped and then Robbie helped me out of the car. My stomach seemed even bigger as my body adjusted to the little one inside of me. He brought me to the porch and knocked on the door. His mom answered and I had to smile. I never really saw her back when she lived in Hollywood and every time I did she looked tired and worn out. She now looked well rested and happy. At least she started happy. Her eyes lit up when she saw Robbie and me and she gave us a hug. Then she looked at my stomach. You could see the gears turning as she realized that I was pregnant. She looked at Robbie with a questioning look in his eyes and he just nodded. She then stepped back from us and through the door. Before we could say anything she slammed the door in our face. We both looked shocked at the door and Robbie led me back to the car. He smiled at me.

"I'll be right back." He said as he walked back to the house. I just sat in the car and worried. I know I shouldn't, stress isn't good for the baby. I worried that she was convincing him to leave me. That I am going to mess up his life and he doesn't need me. God I hope he doesn't listen. I can't lose him. I think it would kill me.

I don't really know how long he was inside. I had fallen asleep in the passenger seat and didn't wake up until he pulled into a local hotel. He gently woke me up and smiled.

"Love we are going to be staying here tonight." He said with a smile. We walked up and soon I was laying on the bed just relaxing. He walked over and started to massage my feet. I let out a low moan.

"Cutie that feels so good." I said with a smile as I closed my eyes. He kept working on them.

"My mom isn't happy with us. She thinks I am throwing my life away." He said in a quiet voice. I couldn't stop the tears that started to flow. My greatest fears have come true. He is going to break up with me and I'll raise the baby by myself. He must have heard my sobs because of what he said next.

"What is wrong Trina?"

"You're going to leave me. I can't do this with out you." I said through my tears. Suddenly I felt the bed dip as he slid beside me. He wrapped me up in his arms and kissed my temple.

"I will never leave you. I fought with my mom. I am going to watch our daughter grow up big and strong and beautiful. Nothing will make me leave you." He said as he held me. I guess I should let you know too. We went to the doctor and it is a little girl. I can't wait to meet her. Cat and Tori were exstatic and even Jade said she would paint some butterflies for her bed room. That is what we are doing next weekend.

"I told mom that if she can't be happy for us then she won't see us. I told her where we are staying tonight and that we are leaving tomorrow around 11 if she wants to apologize. I nodded and we stayed in each others arms for the rest of the night.

The next day we got up and went down to the hotel restraunt and got some breakfast. I have been having a craving for bacon and I swear I had a triple helping. I looked at him after my sixth or seventh piece and frowned.

"I am so fat." I said with a pout. Robbie shook his head and kissed me.

"No you are the most beautiful woman in this city. You are glowing my latina goddess." He said with a grin. I chuckled when someone sat at the table with us. It was his mom. She looked at me and then slowly smiled at me.

"He's right. You are glowing and cravings are normal." She said trying to stay calm. I heard her voice crack a little and then it hit. She started to cry a little as she pulled me into a hug. "God can you forgive me? I was just so scared that I was going to lose Robbie like I did my Jeremy when I saw you pregnant." She said through her tears. My heart went out to her. I can not imagine what she went through all of those years ago. I wrapped my arms around her and just held her when suddenly I felt the baby kick. My eyes went wide and I put her hand on my belly right as she kicked again. Her eyes lit up and she started to laugh.

"What?" Robbie asked.

"The baby kicked." I said. He quickly moved over and put his hand on my stomach. My daughter-I mean our daughter kicked his hand. He smiled and laughed happily. Mrs. Shapiro looked at me.

"So is it a boy or a girl?"

"You are going to have a granddaughter." I said with a smile. She lit up and hugged us again.

"Ok I am going to get your bedroom set. No ifs, ands, or buts about it. Also I want to be there when the baby is born. I'll have myself signed in as your nurse. It will really help you." She said. I smiled and thought of how much it would help me to have her there.

"Think we could get my mom signed in too?" I asked. "I want you both there." She nodded and soon we were joking and talking. I had my sketch pad with me and I showed her some of my new dress designs. She seemed to really like them and then she got to the last sketch. She gasped at it. It was a long egyptian style wedding dress with lace sandles and satin gloves with lace going up the arms. It was designed to really complement a woman of my figure. She looked at me with a questioning look. I blushed and then asked Robbie to get me some more juice. He left and I looked at her.

"If I get married you just saw my wedding dress. Robbie doesn't even know. I am not sure if he is going to ask me to marry him but if he does that is what I want to wear." I said. She smiled and nodded.

"I wouldn't be surprised if he did ask you. It would probably be after the baby is born. Maybe after he graduates but not much longer after that." She said. I nodded and Robbie came back with my juice. I smiled and soon we went to her house and just sat around talking. We made plans to come out for Thanksgiving, which is the last chance for me to travel before the baby shows up.

Even though I was scared to tell her I am glad I told his mom. We are now closer and I really am glad that she will be there for the birth. That made me feel so much better. Now back to work on my fashion homework. If I do really well I'll get a spot on a local fashion show. That would be great.

A/N: Another short chapter but one that needed to happen. Lets see if we can hit 75 reviews before I write up the next chapter. Thank you all for your patients and support with this story. Please Read and Review and let me know what you think of Robbie's mom's reaction. Also I should be posting DDJaded chapter 2 hopefully this week. I'll keep you posted.