Title: Don't Be The Hero
Author: FredsLilAllstar (A.K.A FootieGurl, Dyz)
E-mail: Duncansgirl@pigpig.net or FredsLilAllstar@hotmail.com
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Summary: Sara finds it hard to understand the way Derek has been recently
acting. First, he has decided to go off with Nikki, and really hits the
dancefloor with her at Steppes, but he comes back to Sara. What's going on?
Also, Sara is being threatened of being thrown out of Julliards. Will she
pull through? Things are getting tough for Sara, but how will she deal with
it? Story in Sara's POV
Chapter 1: "Rule No.1: Shut up when I'm talking."
I woke up early, looking forward to school strangely that morning. Yawning,
I leapt out of my bed and slipped on my slippers. Suddenly, the telephone
rang. I jumped, placing the milk jug back onto the table and reaching over
for the phone on the little round table.
"Hello?" I called, drumming my fingers impatiently on the breakfast table
as no answer came. "HELLO?" Finally, a voice I easily recognized called
back at me,
"There's a snow-day Sara. Steppes is openin' early so get on down here."
"Oh…it's you, Derek! You scared me for a sec. Ok; I'll be right over.
Bye." I hung up and rubbed my eyes. Steppes, opening so early? How unusual!
It wasn't even eleven o 'clock AM yet! Sighing, I pulled on my black skirt
and boots, a strappy glitter top…
I was making my way through the white, quilted streets in my long,
fur coat when my name was called. Startled, I jumped and turned to where
the sound had come from. There, stood the unmistakable shape of Nikki. Her
black hair and in my opinion monkey like face faced me, her muddy brown
eyes staring daggers.
"You better keep away from Derek at Steppes."
"Screw you." I replied, attempting to stride away. She grabbed my shoulder
and whispered in my ear,
"Watch it, white girl, coz I ain't puttin' up with you, gettin' in my way
as I said before to you. Derek and me are back together, so I think you
should get screwed."
"YOU'RE A LIAR!" I screamed back at her, people all over the backstreets
staring at me. "YOU'RE A LIAR AND I WON'T PUT UP WITH YOU!" I ran off,
tears in my eyes. She had hurt me, I had let her get to me. She was lying,
I entered the music-filled building, disco lights flashing across
the ceiling, walls and floor. Hundreds of people were on the dancefloor
with either partners or themselves, dancing to the beat. There, in the
corner of the room was Chenille, waving at me. I ran towards her, but was
pulled back and to the floor by a cold hand. I yelled as I hit the floor.
It was Nikki and her friend Alyssa.
"Look, bugger off!" I shouted at her, but she laughed at me and beckoned
to Derek. He followed her, smiling down at me. I stared disbelievingly as
he danced with her. I stormed angrily out of Steppes, Chenille and Derek
following me closely.
"Sara! SARA!" I ignored him, but Chenille finally managed to stop me in my
tracks. I watched Nikki walk past us, satisfaction written all over her
face. She waved cheekily at me and I stuck my middle finger up at her. The
smile disappeared from her face and she stalked away in a huff.
"Sara, look, we were just dancing, like I did before when you had your
second time at Steppes, remember?"
"What was that kiss all about then." I said stubbornly, folding my arms
and turning my back on him.
"I think I better leave you two alone." Chenille stared at Derek sternly,
angrily, before walking away.
"Sara, I …"
"I what? What was it all about Derek?! HUH?! Am I not good enough for
you?! Or is it white people?!" I turned to him, tears leaking down my face.
I was so angry. I shouted and shouted at him.
"I DON'T NEED TO LOOK, MR REYNOLDS! I'VE SEEN IT ALL!! Oh yeah, and rule
no.1, shut up when I'm talking." I said nastily, stomping away and leaving
him bewildered and hurt behind me, but I didn't care. He'd probably go off
with Nikki now and forget all about me. He's probably even forgotten that
I'm moving away in less than a month's time!
I returned home, slumping myself onto the couch. The morning I had
spent at Steppes had only lasted half an hour, and I was tired, angry and
upset at the same time. I wish I had never gone. When I least expected it,
a knock came at my door. I sighed, pulling it open. There, stood Nikki,
Alyssa and their new friend, a girl named Renée. I attempted to slam the
door on their sourpuss faces, but Nikki thrust her hand onto the dirty wood
with a 'smack'. She was smiling evilly, and her two friends smirking like
they had just seen the funniest thing in the world.
"What the hell do you want? And how did you get my address?"
"Oh, a certain guy called Derek gave it to us just a second ago."
"Look, aren't you happy enough with what you've got? Derek and me are
over, so go and visit your new boyfriend."
"Revenge is so sweet though Sara, so sweet." Nikki clicked her fingers and
Alyssa plus Renée leapt onto me.
"Get off of me! Get off!" I screamed at them. Nikki closed the door and
grabbed one of my favourite cushions. It was the biggest in the house, and
the heaviest. She covered my face with it, Renée, Alyssa and herself
sitting on top of me. Muffled screams escaped my mouth, but not the
cushion. I screamed and screamed, air was running out. Two minutes
passed…three minutes, four and then five. They lifted the cushion off my
face and I could breathe again. I took large gulps of air, panting heavily.
Then, I could hear bath water running. Alyssa and Renée had my arms behind
my back in some kind of lock, as they dragged me into the bathroom. I
struggled and tried to kick them, but they slapped me until my face was red
and sore. Nikki switched off the taps, and there, in front of me, was
dirty, deep and muddy water. Nikki thrust my head under the water and I
felt two heavy heads on my own head. I supposed they had taken off their
trousers, underpants and socks, as they couldn't stand getting wet, let
alone dirty. Five more minutes passed, but this time they carried on
sitting on me, and I knew it. They were determined to kill me this time. I
could hear their laughter drowning me instead of the water. All of a
sudden, the bathroom door broke down and I heard a voice shout,
"SARA! GET AWAY FROM THERE!" They heavy weight that was upon me dispersed,
and I could hear feet quickly shuffling out of the room, out of the flat
room. I had no energy to pick myself up and when I had been brought out of
the water, I saw who it was. DEREK. Suddenly, I had fainted clean out.
I woke up in my bed, a dark figure hanging over me. I blinked as
everything came into focus. Derek was sitting at my bedside, saying
something I couldn't hear yet. I blinked again and struggled to sit up. He
pulled me up, and I rested against the wall.
"Are you ok? I saw what Nikki did and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for
you earlier." I smiled, throwing my arms around his neck.
"I'm just so glad you saved me! Nikki that bitch…I knew she would try to
kill me one of these days!" His face was full of mingled fury.
"I'll get her, I will!" Derek yelled loudly, clenching his fists. There
was a long, uncomfortable silence to follow after his statement, but soon
enough, he had broken it once again.
"Hey, um, I know your dad won't be back until gone three thirty so why not
stay at mine? You can share a room with Chenille 'n me. Leave your dad a
note." I smiled and nodded my head in agreement. Clambering out of bed, I
began to pack my bag.
We once again stepped out into the cold, chilly streets of
Chicago South, covered in a white snow quilt, stretching for as far as the
eye could see. Dark, grey clouds rolled in, blocking out the sun,
resembling a golden ball. The grass and black iron gate was frosted with
ice, sharp, dagger-like icicles hanging from the house porches like sharks'
When we had reached Derek's house, Chenille was standing at the door,
tapping her foot impatiently. She looked slightly irritated.
"Where the he-ell have you been Derek? Me 'n Moma Dean o' been worried
sick about you!"
"I was going to apologize to Sara, but I saw Nikki tryin' to drown 'er, so
I rescued 'er and waited till she woke up. She's stayin' round ours
tonight, left her daddy a note to say so coz he wouldn't be home till three
thirty AM." Chenille's icy expression that was matching the weather changed
to a sunny smile.
"Well girl, c'mon in and make yerself at 'ome! Ai?"
"Ai!" I replied gleefully, glad someone appreciated my company.
Upon entering Derek's house, I noticed it was much bigger than my
own, dirty little flat.
"Wow." I breathed, raising my eyebrows and letting them fall quickly.
"Nuthin' special!" Chenille and Derek chorused, smiling a smile that bared
his pearl white teeth. I smiled uncertainly back at him, but luckily he
didn't notice my half-heartedness. He dragged me down the landing, into a
big room, containing a triple Decker bunk bed.
"OH, SLAMMIN'!" I cried happily. They laughed at me, but I ignored this,
beaming from ear to ear.
Ok, more to come soon but I've been real busy (as I've said in a couple of
fics) so bear with me if you want more.