With the relays getting repaired fuel was a luxury commodity, so everything was painfully slow. Its funny how some things are taken for granted, and when you lose them, you realise how you miss and need them. It will take us thirty- six hours to get to the Moon. That's where they kept her. She hated the Moon. She always said though the Moon has the best view in the galaxy; Earth. She wasn't even from Earth. She was a space kid, always on board one ship or another with her parents. But she loved Earth, her favourite place in the galaxy she always said. He smiled.

"Hey James, I have a question for you? Where on Earth can I find an upmarket tropical location? Oh and it needs to be near the sea. Oh and far away from civilisation as possible" Mental note I need to learn to swim. Oh Hayat will have a field day when she finds out that I can't swim. But I promised her a tropical location.

"Well Scars let me think. We have several locations here on Earth, however my dear turian in what state they are I can't help you!" He is mocking me. Let him, I don't care. She is alive.

"You turians evolved very strangely in this cycle. One moment you are drinking yourself to death the next moment you want to buy a house. I don't understand you turian."

"Javik... what on spirits names are you doing here!" Although the Prothean is getting a lot better he sometimes irritates me, in a good way of course, and Liara has eyes only for him now, thankfully, and Hyat has a lot of respect for him.

"The Commander is an honourable woman and the best soldier I have ever met, it is my duty to help if I can to wake her up from her slumber" With a look that almost looked like he was embarrassed he added "the asari, Liara is also with the Commander"

"Hey! Buggy is biting it hard! Ha ha oh that is good man. Hey when Lola wakes up you can ask her what makes Doc wet she will know. Right Scars?"

"James what the fuck are you doing? You are talking about the woman I love and about the woman he...ah... somehow in a bizarre way...ah... has feelings for"

"I don't have feelings for her. At most I find her irritating. All the questions and the touching... wait you said the Commander and the asari were joined?"

"Yeah man! Before the Commander fell for Scars good looks here, she was with Liara"

"Joker told me that the night before Ilos, you could hear Doc screaming her head from..."

They continued talking at the background but Garrus wasn't listening. He was deep in his thoughts.

I remember that night like it was yesterday. The heartache of not being with her, knowing that someone else was touching those thighs, her back arching with every touch, purring for someone else's fingers in her warm moist entrance, soft, warm, skin against my hard cold thorax and those breasts, oh Spirits I need to stop thinking this now. Back then I didn't understand their purpose, until I felt them myself, and boy do I miss them now. Her lips so inviting, soft, warm, sweet, like a summer's breeze. Turians don't kiss; sex is an act for realising stress or procreation, well, they don't know what they are missing. The first time I kissed her in public the turians were pointing and gasping. Well I think it was more the fact that I was kissing a human, which happens to be Commander Shepard. The armor is getting a bit tight; I could just get up and go... well... relieve myself. NO!

Snap out of it Vakarian, you acting like a horny teenage turian. He smiled again. I was a horny teenage turian. During my training I must have "sparred" with at least half the female population in the barracks. I didn't really care about them, and they didn't care about me. Even when I was at C- Sec, during off duty hours, most of the time I was spending it inside an asari or a turian, without a care in the world. And then she came along. The first time I saw her on the Citadel was in civilian clothes. I didn't know who she was. I wasn't really into human women anyway, but I thought she was beautiful, for a human. A long red dress, with her whole back exposed stopping right on top of her well curved buttocks. Hair streaming down her back and I could see some markings piping at the lower part of her waist. She was laughing about something that Alenko, I didn't know him either back then, was saying, and I got jealous, what is he to her? Her brother? Her friend? or her lover. There is lust in his eyes and hunger for her. For the first time in my life I was frozen I couldn't go and talk to her, I didn't know what to say to a human, so I run for the nearest toilet where I jacked off like there was no tomorrow. What an idiot. It felt good though. To top it all off, I see her stroll in full armor the next day and I was informed not only that she was going after Saren but she was going to be the first human Spectre. Well the Spirits undoubtedly had a sense of humour back then. When I told Hayat this later on, she laughed so hard that tears started running down her cheeks. When she managed to stop herself she looked me with those golden cat eyes of hers, climbed on top of me placing my erected penis in her warm, moist sex, and while she was riding me she said with a mischievous smile "You had me at hello, turian" while her thrusting became faster and faster. Realising myself in her was always sweet. Painfully sweet. A growl escaped my throat.

"Hey Scars wake up pendejo. What are you thinking about? Is it Lola again? You sick bastard" He was 's good. James is a lot like Hayat. Easy to smile, to laugh, to listen, and man these N7 can drink. I swear they have special training for it.

"Did I ever tell you the story of me, Shepard and Jack going to the Afterlife for a quick drink and Shepard ends up getting poisoned? Well not only she didn't die; she strolled up to the batarian barman and made HIM drink the poisonous drink. He fell dead in seconds. Ha ha ha ha and Jack jumps on the bar and shouts: "This is the best fucking club on Omega". Jumps off and high fives Shepard. They started ordering more drinks until they couldn't walk. That was also the first time I saw the Commander dancing. Oh THAT my friend was painful! I prefer to get shot a hundred times than seeing that again. I had to half carry them back to Normandy. Not that I was complain"

"Man, you are as loco and disturbed as she is; you are perfect for each other"

"James my friend, I was the perfect gentleman. I only glanced a little, not much" A mischievous smile appeared on my lips when I remembered that I did just a little bit more that just peek.

I left them to their own devices, well James talking Javik ears off, hmmm, funny expression; we don't have ears and neither do the Protheans. I went into my room, lost in my own thoughts. I lay on my bed still thinking the night after the Afterlife incident.

I removed her armor and boots and placed her on her bed, she was wearing a lacy thong and bra that left almost nothing to the imagination. Then suddenly I noticed something glittering under her thong. I had to look, mostly out of curiosity, I removed his gloves, and with the tip of my talon I moved the thong on the side. No hair. Hah, interesting. And there it was. A small ring attached to her flesh. I have never seen anything like it. I didn't even understand its purpose. To begin with, I thought it was something that Cerberus placed there when they were trying to bring her back to life. But that made no sense! EPSECIALLY in THAT area! I placed the tip of my other talon through the hoop to see if it was removable. It pulled the flesh just a bit. She moaned. I pulled a little bit more and her moans became louder.

"Archangel, I think Commander Shepard needs to rest" I froze. Fucking shit! What was I thinking? I removed my hands and covered her up.

"Yes EDI you are right". I looked at her one final time, growled and walked away. On my way to the Main Battery I thought about EDIs discretion. Yap not existence.

"EDI, please do me a favour"

"Yes Archangel, how can I assist you?"

"Please don't mention anything to the Commander of what just happen. It was stupid of me".

"Archangel, I have no records of anything happening with the Commander. She is sound asleep" I smiled.

"Thanks EDI"

"What for Garrus?"

Next morning she walks in the Main Battery and started chatting, when she suddenly asked me if I mind "blowing off steam" with her. What the fuck? I mumbled like an idiot, as usual, when I talked to her, but thank the Spirits I agreed. Those golden eyes penetrating deep into my soul, did she see me? Did EDI say something? Ahh who gives a crap. I was happy. NO! Ecstatic. She will actually be mine, even for one night I will settle.

And then Liara appeared. I like Liara, sweet girl, but she had something I wanted. No! Something I needed. I was angry. On our mission on Illium she almost got killed by that asari Spectre Vasir, which made my blood boiled. When we finally brought that bitch down I heard Hayat and Liara arguing. I felt bad, but I wasn'tgetting upset about it. And then Liara says to Shepard that I might have been calibrating something more than Normandy's guns. I grinned and sniggered, but luckily they didn't hear me. I was happy again. Until Liara became the Shadow Broker. On one of our visits she boarded Normandy and went straight into Shepards room. I was fuming. Started punching everything in the Main Battery. I will regret that tomorrow. Or not. What was Shepard playing at? I took some deep breaths and thought; well she never said she had feelings for me except of respect and friendship. Is not my place to demand that from her. I crawled in my bed and just when I was falling into sweet abyss, Jokers voice brings me back.

"Liara is gone. EDI says has the vid. Interested?"

A growl came from my mouth that only came to me in battle.

"Hey Garrus man are you ok? Jeez! Is that stick up your ass again? Shall I send the Commander down to help you remove it?"

"Joker if you don't shut it, I will come up there, take that stick out of my ass and stick it up yours. GET IT?"

"Jeez man, sorry"

I rolled over and tried to go back to sleep. It took me almost a week to sleep properly after that, and the punch holes were not easily fixed.

Thirty- five hours later:

"Hey Scars man, we will be there in an hour"

I must have fallen asleep somewhere in between my thoughts. Hah this is the first time in a week that I actually slept. That's good; it means I will be alert for anything that is thrown at me.

Hayat my love hold on. I am coming for you.

OK this how I imagined Garrus was before he met Shepard. An over six foot cute horny perv. Ahhh good time!

R& R please and I promise Shepard is coming up:)