|Light Me Up
Author: Pretty Norma L PM
Emily's need to feel something other than Nothing after Maya death leads her to an unexpected light, JasonRated: Fiction T - English - Emily F. & Jason D. - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,604 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 06-27-12 - Published: 05-24-12 - id: 8147218
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Disclaimer: I don't own PLL
A/N: I have no idea how I got here but it's my longest Ch. yet. I have no Idea where its going from here. Hope you all enjoy :) thank you for reading and reviewing.
I was soking in the fact that Emily's mother had used the word "Rape" when she flipped out. I know that's not what is going on even though we haven't talked about it. Just as I was going to text back my doorbell rang, I put my phone down. I opened the door to find an old friend I used to get high with. "Hi Jason. Long time no see." She had a smile on her face. What in the world was she doing here? She looked a lot different than I last saw her, which was my Sr. year she was a Jr. She was about five foot flat, with long dark hair, she was thin but she had curves in the right places, brown skin and peircing green eyes. I gave her a one over as I leaned on the door, "Rey? What are you doing here?" She laughed, "Rude much. Invite me in loser." I moved over as she walk past me, a little person right behind her. I was closing the door when I looked across the street to see Spencer watching. Oh great just what I need on top of everything with Emily and whatever this is, Spencer on my back. Rey and the little girl she has with her sit sat the table I come stand on the other side to see them, "Can I get you anything to drink Rey? Or you sweetie?" Rey looked up at me, "Um no thank you and I don't go by that anymore. It's Mireya now. The little girl said nothing, "Oh sorry Mireya, So what brings you by?" She shifted in her seat, "This little girl here is Kahlan Alibi. She is 4 years old. Say hi." Kahlan was light skined, with dark hair and blue eyes, she looked up, "Hello, nice to meet you. May I go watch TV?" I stood up, "Nice to meet you to, and yes right this way." I took her to the living room and put on the Dragon Tales. I walk back to the kitchen with Mireya, "So?" I wanted to get back to Emily. She said, "Right to the point if that's the way you want it. She is your's. You disapeared so fast and I didn't have a way to find you. I gave her the middle name Alibi because we used to be eachother's alibi back in the day. The thing is I'm using again and I can't put her through the same thing my mom put me through. I'm not strong like you Jason I keep falling off the wagon and I don't want to hurt her." I was in shock but I knew she wasn't a liar, I put my hand on her's, "We can you clean, I can send you to a place." She pulled her hand back, "You can't help me. I don't want you to save me I want you to save her. Please?" I was at a loss of words I mean I had a four year old little girl and she was just going to invade my life but I knew I had to save her, "Of course." She smiled, "Thank god I got her stuff and paper work in my car. I'll get it down, hang here for a while before I go see my brother to let him know she's here." My mind was racing but I kept think about Emily. Wait did she had a brother, as in a brother in town, what the hell, "Your brother who? Here in Rosewood?" She was bringing the last of Kahlan's stuff in, "Um yeah here in town. Half brother. Older brother. Um Ezra Fits." I just looked at her, "Ezra is your brother?" She said in a moking tone, "Yeah you know him?" Whithout thinking I said, "Yeah he's dating one of my girlfriend's bestfriends." She replied, "Oh you have a girlfriend." I heard what she said but I hadn't realized I said it, "Um yeah kinda but we're still between lables." I didn't feel like getting in to it with her. "Oh ok so lets hang with our kid before I leave and don't worry she knows that I'm leaving her here but she thinks it's because I'm sick and I can't care for her which isn't a total lie." I spent the rest of my day getting to know everything I missed the past four year picture and all, it was 4:45 when my phone went off
Emily: Jason my mom cooled down we went shopping and everything :)
Thank god her mom cooled off I was nervous. Rey looked at me, "Is that your girlfriend? Your face lit up." I paniced, "Um no, yes, I don't know." so I put back. How was I suppose to tell her I had a kid when I didn't even know where we stood.
Me: Oh... Something came up can't do dinner sorry
Emily: Well I'll be sleeping at Hannah's ...
It was about 8 when Rey said her good bye's to Kahlan and I. "Your always welcome to come back to see her or call when ever Rey you know that." She hugged me, "Yes I know that. Thank you for everything. I'm only doing this because I love her make sure she knows that." I hugged her back "I know and I will." I watched as she hugged Kahlan and they said their "I love you's" and "good bye's" she walked out and got into her car and drove away. I went inside and put Kahlan to bed.
I got to Hanna's at 6:30. "Hey Em. Your here a lot earlier then I thought you would be how was dinner?" she was all smiles. I put my bag in her room and we sat on the bed, "There was no dinner he cancled but it's my fault my mom found out and flipped and used the R word and I told him." She said with her worried tone, "Omg Emily that's crazy start from the beginning" So I told her everything. It was 7:30 when I finished "So you promise you won't tell the others I'm just not ready for that." she smiled, "No way that's all you Spencer will burst a vien when she finds out you lost your V-card to her brother." I couldn't help but laugh. We were giving each other make-overs when our phones went off.
It was Aria.
Aria: Hey I want you guys to get to know Ezra better so I talked to him and agreed. Dinner Movie his place you in? :)
I took the liberty of texting her back.
Me: Hannah and I were having a sleepover and yes we will be right over.
Aria: Great Spencer is in too. :)
We got to Ezra's place around 7:45. We were eating and laughing and what not. There was a knock at the door around 8:15, Aria looked at Ezra, "Were you exspecting someone?" He stood up, "Um no." He walked to the door and opened it, we looked, the girl spoke loud enough for us to hear, "Ez how you been big brother?" He hugged her. Spencer wistpered to us, "You guys I saw that girl at Jason's earlier today. Aria did you know he had a sister?" We all looked at eachother. Ezra said, "Mireya what in the world are you doing here? Come in I want you to meet someone." She looked at us as she walked in, "I didn't know you had company sorry." He smiled, "It's fine I always have time for you." He waved over to Aria she stood up and walked over, "This is my girlfriend Aria." She gave Aria a one over and said, "Looks a little young Ez. You back on drugs again. Jackie drive you over the edge." He gave her a nasty look, She laughed, "Relax I'm joking. Each to their own. God knows I'm not one to talk, thats why I'm here. I came to say that I've fallen offthe wagon again and I found Kahlan's dad and so I left her with him. You nor he can save me but he can take real good care of her." "What where is she? Who is he?" Ezra looked tence. She said calmly, "She here in Rosewood with her father Jason DiLaurentis." Without thinking all of us girls went, "Oh my god." She laughed again, "Well sorry to ruin your night but that is what I came here to say and I got to get going." Without thinking I said, "What your just go to leave after dropping a bomb like that. How could you just leave yourlittle girl? What kind of mother are you?" Everyone looked at me, she walked up to me, "I the good kind, the one who doesn't want to put her kid through hell like mine did to me. It's just her she doesn't have an older brother that could save her like mine didn't. She has a father to save her. Talk to him then you'll understand." I said the only thing I could say,"I'm sorry." She walked out the door leaving all of us just standing there.
Spencer broke the silence, "Maybe we should go so you and Aria can talk." When we left the apartment Spencer said, "My brother has a daughter. I'm an aunt. You think I sould call him see if he wants to talk?" I said, "Um it's late and he has a little girl asleep in his house. You should wait til lunch after he has time to talk to his mom." She smiled, "You're right see you guys." We go into Hanna's car she looked over at me and said,"Please tell me you only said that so that you could go and see him?" I smiled, "I did. Let's stop for donuts and coco. You don't mind?" "Of couse not but in fair warning your mom might flip again when she finds out he has a kid." "I know." We went got donuts and pulled up to Jason's house, "Text me if you need me to come back for you. I wait here to see if you go inside." Hannah sweet as ever. I hugged her, "Thank you Hann." I got off the car and knocked on the door. No answer so I pulled out my phone.
Me: Jason it's me please open the door.
I heard foot steps the door opened, "Emily it's late and this isn't really a good time." I looked at him, "I know but I was at Ezra's with the girls when his sister showed up." He moved over, "Come in." I walked in and we walked to the kitchen and sat down across from eachother. I started, "Did I wake you?" He smiled, "No I was just sitting thinking about everything." I put down the coco and donuts, "I know it's not dinner but still. I'm just going to say that I know what's been going on between us hasn't even been two weeks long but it doesn't bother me that you have a daughter. I don't know what we are but it is what it is, good, easy, difficult, real. Maybe it's ok not to understand it. Maybe I'm not ready to tell Aria and Spencer. All I know I didn't exspect you to come along and I don't exspect anything of you now, but I do like you alot." He leaned over and kissed me, "I like you a lot to and to be honest I'm not ready for Aria and Spencer to know either. I say let's just keep things the way they're going, day by day." I looked up at him while eating a donut, "So Ezra's sister was hot." He laughed, "My daughter's name is Kahlan Alibi and she is in pre-4 and loves gymnastics and music and swiming." He told me all about Mireya and meeting his little girl, I told him about my mom and what happened at Ezra's. It was 11:30 by the time we finished talking, I pulled out my phone to text Hannah and he grabed my hand and said, "Stay."