|These things I'll never say
Author: Black Streak PM
Yuki's dreams are getting to him. What will come of it? Rated T for language and later chapters.Rated: Fiction T - English - Romance/Angst - Yuki S. & Kyo S. - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,404 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 08-04-12 - Published: 05-26-12 - id: 8154470
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Author's Note: Italics are thoughts.
Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own the song or the characters :'(
These things I'll never say
(Yuki's point of view)
Hearing an alarm go off, I reluctantly climb out of bed and began to pull my clothes on.
(I'm tuggin at my hair. I'm pulling at my clothes)
After going down to the kitchen and eating breakfast, I move outside and onto the roof and notice Kyo staring at me from where he lays. I pretend not to.
(I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows.)
For the last week or so, Kyo and I have ceased fighting. I'm not sure why and I'm not sure if he does either. But then again, I get the feeling that my fluttering heart knows what my head does not. Just the fact that it can be described as fluttering must be a hint. I think I might have an idea as to what it believes could cause us, two eternal enemies, to stop, but I refuse to believe it. The notion is too ridiculous. Cautiously, deep in thought, I sit beside him.
(I'm staring at my feet, my cheeks are turning red, I'm trying to find the words inside my head.)
Okay. I'm lying; I know exactly how I feel. But I also know that Kyo could never even consider feeling the same. Though… it never hurts to try….
(Cause I'm feeling nervous. Trying to be so perfect. Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yeah.)
"What?" He looks at me, face completely blank.
"Nevermind." Or maybe it does.
"You've already started, you might as well spit it out!"
(If I can say what I wanna say, I'd say I wanna blow you, away. Be with you every night. Am I squeezing you too tight?)
Kyo's face is only about 7 inches away, only slightly turned towards me.
"I don't think you want to know what's on my mind though."
Kyo swiveled towards me to look directly in my eyes with an indignant expression, "How the hell would you know, rat?"
" I just do."
"Whatever." He scowls, looking out to the sun once more
"…..Kyo?" Why did I just open my mouth?
"I have a question." Shut up! I yell at myself.
"And what would that be?" He said with a lack of patience.
"Could you ever learn to like me..?"
After a brief moment of shock, he spoke carefully, "…. I suppose it's possible. Why? You wanting to see what it would look like?"
(If I could see what I want to see, I wanna see you go down. On one knee, marry me today. Yeah, I'm wishing my life away)
I simply nod like an inadequate moron.
Kyo leaned forward and spoke gently, "well ratboy, I suppose it would go something like… this," he says before gently pressing his surprisingly soft lips to mine as a ringing starts in my ears.
-Few seconds later- (third person point of view)
Yuki jolts awake and slams a fist on the alarm to stop it's cruel ringing, showing a small bit of anger for once. Sighing heavily, he lifts out of bed. This dream of him and Kyo had been repeating itself for the last couple of weeks. Yuki prayed no one had noticed how nervous he became in Kyo's constant presence. Of course, he didn't realize everyone noticed immediately, even the ever-oblivious Tohru. Pushing the dream aside, Yuki made his way down for breakfast.
(With These things I'll never say.)
That was a lot longer than I expected O.O Please review!