Author: 1918Edwardlover PM
The year is 3060, vampires and humans live along side one another, whenever a vampire baby is born they must have a human carer, the only problem is that Esme and Carlisle haven't found one for their newest son will they find one in time or will their son have to be killed. Possessive EdwardRated: Fiction M - English - Romance/Horror - Bella & Edward - Chapters: 29 - Words: 63,683 - Reviews: 553 - Favs: 381 - Follows: 436 - Updated: 03-14-13 - Published: 06-03-12 - id: 8179672
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Author's note: I do not own the twilight characters, however I do own this story :D x
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Looking in the mirror was difficult for me, I just looked fat, and Edward and I hadn't had sex for about two weeks. I always wrapped myself up in clothes, hoping that it would hide.
I could see that it was difficult for Edward, he would wrap his arms around me and I would be trying to get out of them. Even going out shopping was hard for me because I always thought that Edward was going to go off with another female, and no matter what he said to me it didn't change my thoughts.
It must have been the hormones, because he had never given me a reason to doubt his feelings towards me. I just didn't feel pretty enough, I could see that it was eating Edward alive and in the end he couldn't take it anymore.
I was in our bedroom pulling on a long sleeved jumper and then went to pick up my dressing gown, but Edward had beaten me to it. "Bella you need to stop this, you have no reason to cover yourself up, and you're beautiful" he said.
"How can you say that have you seen me I look like a whale, I can't even see my toes" I replied.
"Bella you are carrying our baby, and you just look more beautiful to me, I love you, ever part of you and you need to realise that, Bella you won't even let me hold you anymore, and it hurts me to see you like this"
"Nothing fits anymore, I don't see how you find this attractive" I answered.
"Bella the fact that you are carrying a life inside of you and the fact that you look so sexy in my jumpers, you don't realise the amount of times that I have to try and control my emotions around you, otherwise I would just attack you" he replied.
It was in that moment that I really saw his love for me; it was a clear as day in his eyes. I wasn't sure what it was in that moment, but we were both just attacking each other. Well I was attacking him and he was making sure that I was comfortable, because he was always worried that it would hurt either me or the baby. "Edward, I am so sorry that I put you through this, I just...you've been...I"
"Shh, my love I understand, it's hard to see your body change so much in a short amount of time. Just promise me that you won't push me away anymore, we are going to be supporting each other"
He wrapped me in his arms, "Now that Mummy and Daddy are all happily sedated, what does baby want to do" he cooed to my belly. I could feel that the baby had started to move inside of me, a few seconds late you could see that the baby was moving its hands along my belly, and I could see that the smile grew on Edward's face. It was in these moments, that I could really see the father that Edward was going to be. Then again Edward was always going to be a good Father, he was surrounded by a loving family that I knew would support him no matter what happened to me.
Even though I knew that it would never come to that, but it would definitely have to be something that we would need to think about, as there had been cases where the human mother had died in child birth.
As the weeks were going on my instincts to keep Bella and the baby to myself were starting to grow more and more. I had brought a lot of pillows and clothes to make sure that Bella was going to be comfortable for the rest of her pregnancy.
My family were being very supportive of us, Carlisle had already made sure that everyone was going to give Bella and I the time to be together and await the arrival of our baby. I knew that this was definitely going to be difficult for Bella, mostly because she never liked to sit still, however I think our late night conversations and the fact that we were so closely connected that she understood that it was the best way to help me, to stop me from going crazy.
Watching Bella around my family, it was something that I was never going to get tired of, mostly because she just seemed to fit so perfectly.
I knew that we were going to need to start looking for a carer, the problem I had, was that I didn't want anyone near Bella. However I knew that I would somehow have to find the strength to deal with it.
Alice and Esme were organising an event so that Bella and I would be able to meet the many unmated carer's that were in the area. Bella and I didn't want to know what sex the baby was going to be, well at least till we found our baby its mate. I hoped that it wouldn't take too many of these events; however I had a feeling that Bella was going to try and make me feel as comfortable as possible.
Bella was in the bathroom at the moment, while I lay on the bed trying to control my emotions.
That's when I could hear that Bella had lost her balance; I was by her side in seconds making sure that she didn't touch the floor. It was the last thing that i needed; I didn't want her to get hurt.
Alice had been trying to take Bella out to get a dress, however the conditions were that I had to stay away, so that the dress would be a surprise. My only worry was that I was going to be causing a lot of damage while she was away, and the other fact being that Bella was never able to be that far away from me. I wondered whether I would be able to give her some of my blood again, it would be something that I would definitely need to suggest to them.
I watched as Bella got herself dressed, even though she always looked better when her clothes were on our bedroom floor.
Alice was jumping outside our bedroom door, which must mean that she had seen what I had been thinking. Once I knew that Bella was finished and that she had climbed back onto the bed with me. Alice had pushed the door open, and was already talking at a mile a minute. "Edward, I have to agree that she would be ok for a few hours. I promise that I will not leave her side the whole time that we are shopping, if it will make you feel better then I will make sure that she phones you every half an hour, so that you will be able to find out from her, how she is."
When Alice took a breath I decided that I would finally start to answer some of her questions, while also being able to fill in Bella.
"Alice I was just suggesting it, it's whether Bella feels comfortable with that, I will just make sure that I have something of Bella's with me, that way then I should be ok for a couple of hours. All I ask is if Bella's emotions start to spike make sure that you bring her straight home to me." I answered.
"Yes I can agree to that Edward"
I knew that this was definitely going to be difficult for us both, mostly because Bella always seemed to get anxious when we were parted. I just had to hope that she would be ok for a few hours.
"Bella what do you think, do you think you would be ok for a few hours if I gave you a vial of my blood again" I asked.
I could see that Bella was slowly thinking it over in her head, she seemed to be thinking. I knew that the blood was going to help the baby, even though I knew that the baby had more than enough blood from me.
"I think so, but you won't be far away right?" She replied.
"All you have to do is call my name" I replied.
Alice had left to give us a few minutes to say our goodbyes; I pulled Bella close to me and kissed her. It was almost like we were never going to see each other again. Well at least that was what it felt like for me, Bella had given me one of her blue jumpers so that I would be able to keep her scent close to me.
Once we were done, Alice had come to get Bella. I stood on the porch watching as Bella and Alice drove away. I couldn't help the fact that I wanted to go after her, that i wanted to be with her, and I felt the tugging on my chest, that always happened whenever we were too far apart. Jasper had come out to try and help my emotions even though he must have understood how I felt. "Man she will be fine; I promise you that Alice will not leave her side the whole time, why don't I help you make some preparations for your final week."
At least for a while it was going to take my mind off, even though I was already counting down till Bella would phone.
I just hoped that I was going to be able to keep my promise.