I know I shouldn't want it

But I just can't resist

And it's just so easy

When he's so oblivious

.

I wake up every morning

Wake up in a lie

That I force him to live with

And he never questions why

.

He trusts me like no other

He believes everything I say

Every little lie

That I've ever made

.

I go to work knowing

That I'm letting him down

But then again, he doesn't know

So why should I frown?

.

So I'll just live life as I am

A slutty, two timing whore

But honestly if I didn't

My life would be a bore

.

Because Dale doesn't know how to love

All he does is shoot his gun

And smoke his cigarettes

That's what he thinks is fun

.

And I need more; I need love

That he doesn't seem to give

I need it good; I need it hard

I need it to live

.

Maybe I don't give him a chance

To show what he can do

But I just continue to run and hide

Far away from the truth

.

Sometimes it looks like he loves me

And it gives me chills

But I don't do anything

Except suffer from the guilt

.

But he'll keep killing bugs

And I'll keep on cheating

While deep down I know

That I deserve a beating