SMeyer owns Twilight and I own this.

Warning: This fic contains drug use and lemons.

Thanks to Darysmom for beta'ing, Katiewinkles and LivieLiv79 for prereading.

A/N: This story has been nagging me for the past few weeks and disrupting my original fic time. I decided it'd be best to get this down and share it so that I can hopefully get back on track. I hope you enjoy it. It's going to be angsty and heartbreaking and tbh I make no promises, only one, there's no cheating. That's my hard limit. lol The story will be posted on AO3 in case this one gets removed.

This story is dedicated to all my favorite authors who give me heartfail tummy aches and make me cry. Oh, and it's an experiment to see if I can get MarchHare5 to cry. Kthx.

Preface

If only there was a line drawn in the sand. A line so deep and wide that no one could miss it. Maybe then I could make a choice, pick a side and stick with it. But life isn't like that. It's not black and white; it's a kaleidoscope of colors, a prism that dances in the morning sunlight.

Knowing now what lies ahead, the choices I'll have to make - I'm still not ready.

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A/N2: Chapter One will post shortly. Updates after that will be every two weeks, unless we're inconvenienced by the apocalypse.