|Never Gonna Let This Be
Author: thegleekwithin PM
Kurt saves Finn. That was all Kurt did, but Finn insists that it was more than that. Even if they get together, it won't be all rainbows and happiness. Heartbreak, joy, romance, depression, and jealousy fills the lives of Kurt Hummel and Finn Hudson. How will they deal with it? Set at the ending of Preggers throughout I don't know when. :P Kinn amazingness lives within. :DRated: Fiction T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Kurt H. & Finn H. - Chapters: 20 - Words: 44,970 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 12-20-12 - Published: 07-15-12 - id: 8322425
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After 45 minutes of searching, and about 100 missed calls on my phone, we found my phone ringing in Karofsky's locker in the hockey players' locker room.
"Damn, how are we going to open this thing?" I didn't know anything about picking locks, musch less combination locks. Mercedes looked at me with a look that made me feel dumb. "What? I know nothing about picking locks! Don't tell me that it's obvious."
"Kurt, you need to learn this just in case someone tries to do this again." She dug in her purse, and got out a nail file. "Okay, you take the bottom of the lock, and you peel up the edges of the bottom." She started doing so, and then when it was all pulled up, the bottom fell off. "Now, clear out whatever was already put into the lock." She turned the lock three times counter clockwise. "Now, keep going slowly, until you find the groove that shows what the number is." She did this, and when she lined up all three grooves, she pulled down the lock and it unlocked.
"That's amazing." I was in awe that she knew how to do that.
"Did you watch the numbers on the lock?"
"Perfect. Now, remember that just in case he does that again." She put back on the bottom, and started pushing down the edges of the lock.
"Thanks, Mercedes." She nodded, and left with a disgusted look on her face. I had to admit, it smelled worse in here than it did in the football locker room. It reeked of B.O. and unflushed toilets. Seriously, why did guys to that? It was nasty, and it was also the reason why I didn't use public restrooms.
I started to walk out of the locker room, and Puck came intruding inside with a devilish look on his face. Oh, God, what was he going to do to me today...
"Oh, hey, Kurt. I was, uh... about to do something in here. Are you sure you want to experience this?"
That was the first time he had ever addressed as me as Kurt. I was curious, but I wasn't sure what he was going to do. I also noticed that he was hiding someting behind his back. Since he came out as a bisexual, there was a wider variety of things that could be back there. Oh, God, if that was something that I thought it was... something that was usually long and was used for sexual pleasures. "It's depends on if you are masturbating or not." He laughed at me, and I formed a confused face.
"The Puckasaurus doesn't masturbate, because I know I can pick up any chick in this school, so masturbation is never needed."
"Okay, then, what are you hiding behind your back?"
"Oh, that." He smiled while he revealed a bottle of lighter fluid.
"Oh God, are you planning on setting me on fire?"
He laughed even harder than before. "Why do you think I only do things that involve sex and hurting people? I more than a box. I have more than four sides to me." I always said that when teachers said that they 'expected more out of me'. "What I was planning on doing was setting Karofsky's locker into flames."
I know that it was a horrible crime of vandalism, but I wanted to witness this so badly. "Okay, then, Noah, I'm up for this."
His eyes and his smile widened. "You... you want to help me? I thought you were a goody two shoes, though. You sure you are badass enough to do this?"
I smiled, and shot back his rather clever quote that he must have stolen from me. "'I'm more than a box, there are more than four sides to me!'" He chuckled, and I went on. "So, do you have anything to light it up with?"
He pulled a box of matches out of his pocket and we both shared a smile full of devious thoughts.
"Come on! Let's get this started!" He ran around me, and jumped across the bench that was sitting on the ground in front of the locker. He popped the top off of the contiainer, and started spraying the exterior. He then started trying to pull the lock open with sheer force, and that was when I put my services to use.
"Let me get that for you." We both smiled at each other while we looked into each other eyes, and then I focused on the lock. I turned and twisted to the correct combination, and I pulled on the lock, causing it to unlock. I pulled open the locker door, and I gestured my hand towards Puck. He put the lighter fluid in my hand, and then we started taking turns squirting the inside of his locker with the liquid.
We finally finished, and the locker was completely drenched with the flammable substance. Puck opened the box of matches, opened up one, and scratched it across the texture on the side. He handed the match to me. "Will you do the honors?" He grinned, and I accepted the burning stick. I held it in my hand, examining the flame while I thought to myself.
I am so close to doing the most devious thing in my life, and I'm not going to get caught at all. This day will live in self infamy.
With that final thought, I threw the match in the locker, and watched it burst into flames. I walked around the bench that was behind me, and I watched the fire show beside Puck. The emotions were bursting inside me, and they did nothing else but overboil themselves out of me. I randonly wrapped my arms around Puck's lower chest, and he jumped back a little bit at first, but then he returned the gesture.
"Thanks, Noah. I really needed this. He was starting to get on my last nerve."
He chuckled, and then spoke up. "Anything to help you out, Hummel."
Well, there went my actual name, I thought. Then again, Puck didn't really call anybody by their actual names, so at least he called me by my last name.
We were still in the embrace, but Puck didn't really seem to care. "I'm surprised that you haven't pulled me off of you yet."
I looked up at him, and I saw the flames burning through a reflection in his eyes. It made him look... I really can't believe I was saying this, but it made him look very badass. I liked seeing this side of Noah Puckerman, as long as he wasn't attacking me with the badass intact.
He looked down at me, and he grinned. "I... kind of like you being in this position." We just stood there, not acknowledging the fire that was still burning strong in front of us while we stared into each other eyes. I had to admit, Puck was very handsome. He looked amazingly handsome, and no one could ever deny that.
Puck stared at me, still, without breaking eye contact. He wiggled out of the embrace, and then he leaned down towards my face, and stuck right there. He whispered, "Tell me that you don't want to kiss me right now."
I felt the impulse to so badly that my emotions overboiled again. "I don't want to, but I need to." I then closed the space between out lips and I pecked him on the lips so softly that it was more of a tease than a kiss.
"You call that a kiss, Hummel?" He grinned softly, and then he swooped me around him while my feet stayed on the ground, twirling and pointing the opposite direction they were in a half-second ago. He kept hold of me in his arms, and then he spoke. "Let me show you how real men kiss." He then pressed his lips against mine, and I was too shocked to react because of the amazing fireworks that were surronding my heart and my face. I closed my eyes, and I cupped my hands across his cheek while I explored the inside of Noah Puckerman. The flames behind us were definitely a great special effect for the background.
We parted, and he lifted me back up to my original place, with me twirling around again, and I lifted my hand and rested it across my forehead. I spoke up, but when I did, it sounded like I was exhaling while whispering. "You, Noah Puckerman, really know how to win someone's heart." Puck wasn't staring at me at the moment, and I guess he was blacking out because of what just happened. My heart was still beating amazingly fast, and I jumped when I heard a voice behind me.
"What the Hell was that?" I turned around and Finn was standing there, with a shocked look on his face. He looked at us, and then the flames, and then back at us.
"I told you that I was going to set fire to Karofsky's locker. You should know that I wasn't afraid to do it." He shrugged and looked at the flames, which were getting very close to the ceiling at the moment.
"That's not what I meant!" He sounded angry. I saw a tear fall down his face, and then he charged towards Puck. He ran into Puck, and he cornered Puck into the side of the lockers behind him. He started yelling, "How dare you kiss him like that! Back off of him because he is MINE!"
"... What the Hell? You have feelings for Kurt? Besides, you have Quinn, so get the Hell off of me!"
"NO! HE'S MINE! LEAVE HIM ALONE!"
I ran over towards the two and I pushed Finn off of Puck. I spoke up this time. "Finn, stay off of him! I was NEVER yours! I thought that we were going to work out, but you three-timed me with Quinn and Rachel. You never even told me that Quinn was pregnant, so you ruined everything!" Finn was breaking into tears, and I knew that I was going to regret all of this. He stormed out of the locker room without another word to us.
"What happened between you two?"
Before I could answer him, the flames had reached the sprinklers on the ceiling of the locker room. The whole room started spraying water everywhere, and we ran out of the school without another word.
"Follow me!" I yelled out to Puck over the fire alarm while we were heading towards the entrance doors. We finally got out, and I led him to my car by holding his hand while we were running towards my Navigator. He jumped inside the passenger side, and I got into the driver's side, and I was completely soaked. I was going to have to apologize to my baby by another turtle wax and interior clean up tomorrow, first thing in the morning.
I backed up out of the parking spot, and I floored it out of the parking lot and into the intersecting street.
"Damn, that was AWESOME!" Puck was very energetic. He had a huge smile on his face, and I did nothing but laugh.
After we both calmed down, I asked him, "Directions to your house?"
He pointed at the streets that I had to take while explaining them in a very blunt manner. We made it to his house, and he spoke. "I loved today, Kurt. Now, something that I want to know is how long do I have to wait for us to become an item?"
I raised an eyebrow, and I smiled. "I'll have to think about it, Noah. Now, go, before I get another urge to kiss you again."
It didn't matter, because he then leaned towards me, and placed a soft kiss on my lips. He whispered. "Did that satisfy you?"
I chuckled softly, and he opened up the passenger side and jumped out. He waved at me while I backed out of his driveway, and he blew a kiss at me.
I laughed again, and I pulled the car into drive. I stepped on the gas and started on my journey home.
I can't believe it, I thought, I am in head over heels love with Noah Puckerman.
Between Finn and I, it was special, but I don't think I will ever get him back. Not after what he did to me. I had to move on... or at least try to.
A/N: I know, this is a Kinn story, but this story isn't going to be short, so there has to be more than just one relationship going on, or else this book was going to get stale. I didn't just do this for that, though, because I also have a soft spot for Puckurt fanfictions, too, and this is kind of payback for Finn because of what he did to Kurt. Don't worry, though, because this is still a Kinn book. You don't have to worry about that. :D Leave a review, and keep chasing rainbows! ^_^