|Oh Darling, we are fucked up'
Author: YouKilledme PM
'Do you know... I was perfectly happy killing myself, but then you asked me to try. And for the first time in my life it felt like someone actually gave a shit, and that that person was worth trying for.' An Avan Jogia & Samantha Boscarino's story.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Romance - Beck O. & Molly G. - Chapters: 13 - Words: 14,536 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10-27-12 - Published: 08-08-12 - id: 8409199
|A+ A- Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten|
I don't speak english, don't be rude
I can't complain, my life's good. I have everything I need or that's what I think. But I don't know, sometimes is too good, too normal... too boring. Is annoying.
I don't really like people, they are annoying. Are too good, too normal, too boring. They are stupid, they just live because well... they can. I want to do something special with my life, i have hope even if sometimes don't looks like that, i have a big problem with the motivation.
Today is friday. Is Halston's party (my friend... is her birthday). I don't really want to go. Im tired, but she is my best friend so whatever. I was laying in my sofa. My life's so wild.
Noah: Seriously, Sam? Seriously?
Noah: We are really late.
Noah: Sam, I'm so exciting for the party, cmon, What's wrong?
Me: Nothing, Crawford. Don't be paranoid, I'm just tired, but it's fine. Is not like the end of the world, the next year she will have another birthday, you know that, right?
Noah: Yeah, yeah, yeah, how funny you are, Boscarino. C'mon, lets go.
Noah: You are a stupid.
Noah: Yeah, yeah… we are really late.
Sam: Okay, okay...
Noah was right, we were really late, everybody was already there, I saw Lulu, Max, Chris & Cymphonique & Halston's friends&family (Halston wasn't there yet), we were talking for awhile, but I was so tired & not in the mood to party or to talk or to breath.
I was looking somewhere to sit down... Finally I saw a chair, so nice. Next to was a guy, oh wait, i think I saw him before... Yes, i did, obviously. I can't forget him, I love the way he dress. Is the victorious guy, but what's his name? Oh yeah, Avan… Avan something. I don't remember his last name, is complicated. I saw him in the studio like 2 times, he is friend with Halston and Max, and next to him Matt Bennett, a victorious guy too, I don't know him but i know he is such a hilarious guy or that's why i everybody says.
*Hi, can I sit down here? Is just that…*
*Is fine* (Avan smiled and Matt was laughing... i dont know why, i was scared)
He started talking to Matt again. Avan looked mad, maybe uncomfortable? I don't know him so it's fine. I was all alone, how sad, I was bored so I was playing with my cellpone (like for 15 minutes). As i said, my life's wild. Then I decided to text Jason (Dolley), I really missed him. I don't see him since... 2 days ago? Anyways, is my friend so i can miss him how much i want.
TEXTING: ''I miss yo'' I was about to sent the message when…
-Coughs- *I don't really think 'yo' is a word* –coughs-
I was really scared, Im a nervous person. I sent the message (but i wrotte the 'u' first) and I hid my cell phone. I turned back my head slowly & I saw Avan with a big smile
*I... I use to forget the 'U'... is a constantly problem…* (I smiled nervously. I noticed Matt wasn't next to Avan anymore and how stupid I was)
* Yeah? That happen to me sometimes too… Oh, my name is Avan, by the way* (He smiled)
*Ha… Oh, my name is Sam*
*Yeah... Sam, you know, short for Samantha*
*NO, seriously?!* (He said it sarcastly)
*You provoked me (I laughed) I saw you in 'how to rock' you are really adorable*
*Oh well, thanks you, I saw you in 'Victorious'. I really like your character, is nice…* I never saw Victorious in my life.
(I laughed) *Yeah, such a nice character*
[Halston came to us; I gave her a big hug (I don't like hugs, but was necessary this time) so Avan did. I started talking with her like for 10 minutes, when I turned back, Avan wasn't there anymore, well, whatever, i guess...
Was a great party, good music, friends, GOOD FOOD. I danced, so much... with Noah almost all the time. was a really good party, 5 hours later, I was in a better mood but I was so tired anyways… about to die. And I told Noah if we can go already, he said yes, he was tired too so I hugged Halston again (oh hugs), I told her I was so tired and I needed to go, she said is fine, anyways tomorrow we needed to work. I said 'bye' to everybody & I was ready to leave.
I saw Avan (at the door) he was about to go too… he was so distracted. He looked kinda cute, anyways, I decided to scare him, I was so close when…
*Don't you ever dare, Sam*
*I just wanted to hug you...*
(He laughed) *Yeah?*
*You ruined it…*
*I'm sorry, i feel so awful* He said it sarcastly.
I laughed *Well, Sir. Is late and I need to go because you ruined my mood. Was a pleasure meet you*
*You provoked me*
*No, Avan, I was being 100% honest, i promise*
*Okay, okay, that's better, the same here* (he smiled)
*I'm glad, Well…*
*Hey! We should go to drink something, maybe coffee or water but I like coffee, you know?* (he said it, completely faster with a weird canadian english accent)
(I laughed so much, he looked completely confused) *I would love it!* (Noah called me) *Well… Sir. I really need to go, i love your lovely accent, bye, take care, gods bless, colors, sparks&love with all my heart*
*Nice. Yeah… Thanks, sure... that. The same? I guess* (He smiled)