Author: mdot PM
When things fall apart, in order to make sense of it all, many times we have to put the blame on someone else. This story contains spoilers from S3 E9-Out of TimeRated: Fiction K+ - English - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 08-15-12 - id: 8434230
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So I was inspired by another story and the promo for S3 E10. I don't own rookie blue, I just love watching the show.
Setting: After Season 3 episode 9-Out of time
I did all of this, because of Nick. I asked Sergeant Best to put me undercover because of him. I was trying to prove to myself that I didn't need him. I had to find a way to prove to myself, that I am strong enough on my own. I thought this under cover thing, would have been easy. I should have paid more attention to what Noelle said. I was a mess that night at the restaurant. I pulled it off, but I was rattled. I told Sam before my debriefing with Andy, that I was okay; but I wasn't.
That night I finally had to admit to myself that I needed him, I needed Nick like never before.
I shouldn't have said so much in the cab, I led that man to me. I am an idiot. I should have fought harder, done something else. I blame myself.
Jerry is gone because of my stupidity, because of my need to play this game, act a role. Be this person that I don't even know anymore.
Yes. I will take the blame... because of my selfishness; he died trying to save me.
What do you think? Reviews greatly appreciated.
The next one will be Nick's thoughts..