|Forget Me Not
Author: 143denimmermaid PM
Liz and Avan both love each other, but refuse to admit it. When Liz loses her memory, can Avan help her out? Will she love him again? Will she stay on the show? Read to find out. R&R pleez! Rated T for mild cursing, and passion.Rated: Fiction T - English - Romance/Drama - Jade W. & Beck O. - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,991 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12-12-12 - Published: 08-20-12 - id: 8449815
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AN: Hi guys! So, two things. One, I got tired of waiting for 25 reviews (I only have 15) and two, I realized, from the help of a great reviewer DifferentOne4Ever, I made a huge continuity error. I feel really bad, so I needed to fix it.
i woke up with a bad feeling lurking in the back of my head. My brain was still a little fuzzy, but something felt wrong, like I was lying to somebody. Then I realized: I was basically cheating on my boyfriend! I sat up in the hospital bed, and located Ariana, who was sleeping on the couch in my room.
"Ariana!" I whisper shouted. She woke up, and I told her the bad feeling. I have a boyfriend, Eric Nelson. He played Brett in 13, and our characteers dated. I know that the show closed, but I don't know if we still are dating. But I realized that I didn't, or maybe couldn't tell Ari. She's my best friend, but when she finds out that I'm basically a liarand a cheater, she won't want to be my friend any more. And it sounds babyish to admit, but I'm scared. So I just tell her that I need to ask Avan something about the show, and leave to go find him.
I can tell Liz feels wonky about something, so I try and think while I head down to the hospital cafeteria for something to eat. I'm starving, and all the helping I'm doing takes a lot of concentration. I walk past the gift shop, and I just happen to see a really cute stuffed bear. He's pink, my favorite color! Oh wow, I think watching our show for so long last night got Cat in my head. Oh well. As I'm digging change out of my pocket for something to eat, it hits me why Liz acted weird. She must still think she's dating Eric! That's why she went all quiet. I've got to tell Avan!
"Hey Ari G, what's up?" Avan answers the phone.
"Avan, we have a problem. Liz thinks she's still going out with Eric. She went out with him when we were in 13. I think she's gonna break up with you, she probably feels like she's a cheating jerk, much like her character Lucy!" I let out all at once.
Avan stays really quiet, then says awkwardly, "Okay, I'll keep that in mind. Bye." then hangs up. I feel awful, he sounded so sad.
Ariana just called me to tell me Liz wanted to break up with me. I sank down onto my couch and thought. Then my cell phone rang, and I picked it up without thinking.
"Hey Liz. What's up?" I said.
"Avan, from what I can tell, you're a really great guy, and I think I like you, but I think I might be cheating. I have a boyfriend, Eric. I'm so sorry, we just can't do this."
Complete silence is the only thing I can manage. I had hoped Ariana was kidding. I can hear Liz apologizing and all I can do is say goodbye and hang up. I waited so long to tell her how I feel about her, and when I do, she doesn't remember me and thinks she's dating someone else. My body feels heavy, and my vision clouds with tears. Suddenly, all the emotions I have felt since Liz got hurt in the first place bubble up, and I let my tears flow. Sometimes I think I wanted to stop loving Liz so it wouldn't hurt now, but that would be even worse. I let myself cry until I'm tired, and then fall asleep on the couch.
Well, here is chapter 4. Finally. Don't worry, I won't do anything too drastic to them, like suicide or self harm. It's Suicide Prevention month, and Self Harn Awareness month by the way, so if anybody ever needs soeone to talk to, or some kind words of wisdom, PM me. I won't judge. I am not just saying this, cuz believe me when I say I get it. Anyway, on a happier note, tune in to Nickelodeon on Saturday at 8 for the season premier of Victorious. Yay! 143, and please R&R. I want 30 reviews before I update. :) 3