|Behind a Silent Smile (Now complete)
Author: GIRYL1015 PM
Everyone has a story to tell, including me. Although it would be a miracle if you ever get me to tell you mine...(This story is not done, I am just starting off fresh in my new story LOUDEST THING IN THE ROOM. But thanks for reading this story too, but starting off new is for the best, believe me.) :DRated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Romance - Sonny M. & Chad D. C. - Chapters: 27 - Words: 107,370 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 04-09-13 - Published: 09-20-12 - Status: Complete - id: 8542616
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No I do not own Sonny with a chance,but I do own this story fair & square
ok wow it has been so long since I have done Fanfiction.
I started this story a a long time ago but to be honest don`t know if I will continue this unless you want me to since I am working on my new story Never Shed a Tear My Angel .
Any ho hope you enjoy
NEVER TRUST A SOUL
February 15th 2014
Hi my name is Alison but I prefer Sonny (insert middle name I hate right here) . I am 15 years old turning With a birthday on Christmas. Yep I`m A Christmas baby!
I live in Appleton, Wisconsin with my "father".
But I was born in New york Then me and my "father"moved to Dallas,
Texas when I was 11 years. Then 5months later moved us to Appleton Winsconsin cause; my "father" got in
trouble with the cops again for robbery and being on the run cause he was caught sexually abusing me since I was
Which I am use to; I'm ain`t a very good girl.
Another thing about me is I love to write songs,
she use to sing to me when I was a baby.
But left when I was on my 9th birthday cause she said she had enough being a mom of a screwed up
daughter. And wanted to be free (I never meant to make her feel trapped). But she` s right who would want me as a
child I am not perfect. I can never sing so lovely like my mom. Because I have a little problem. I can `t speak I can `t
utter a single word never have. Doctors say never will. I hurts she doesn t want me But I can` t help if I` m
what they call a mute.
She Alway reminding me I ruined her life when she was 23 years old having me then (my "father" was the same age).
Ever since then she never said I love you Alison. Always going out doing whatever made her happy then coming home and
laughed as I get raped by my "father". But if the roles were switched and she was the one getting hurt. I wouldn `t
be laughing and standing by the door as if he`s tuckin' me for the night. I would try to help her.
Him saying "pay back" for being born. But yet at night when it was all quiet she would sing to me only when
when she wasn't holding me down as my "father".
And his and her male friends did what they wanted to me just cause it was fun. .
I remember it was a Tuesday day my mom packed her stuff,and eft while saying have fun and he did still is only keeping
me cause I am easy to torture and make him LOTS of cash at strip on poles and whereing
reavealing outfits like imagine a silver baddazzled showy bikini a thong on the bottom ,hair perfectly straitened
dyed a glossy beautiful blond with pink make-up caked on me No wonder noboy believes I am only 15 years old.
I fight back every time I know someong is going to make a mark on me. Trying my best I don`t like the way you touch me. But they never stop taking advantage that I csn`t say no. Saying you never said you don`t want this Alison, so stop fighting.
Anyways as you can see yes I am treated differently than most homes. I would never with this home life even on my bitterest of enemies.
For instance the same way my life is at home is the same at school Appleton High
school where everybody knows my life at home even the stupid teachers they
don't like me cause of what happened when I was only nine years old so knowing cruel ways to hurt me the most.
then me getting expelled for fighting. And When the teachers say why was I fighting all I can do is think to myself.
Well I`m sorry I didn`t want to fight but those kids mess with me every single day. While you do nothin' about the situation,
I fought them because every day they hit me and shove me harder, and harder. It made me feel like I was still at
home not school. here people say you should always feel safe at...yeah right.
I only learned one thing from from my Dad whos every bad thing I know and charish.
I know to never trust and get attached.
You`ll just end up standin` in a thunderstorm while you scream
and shout loudly but you`ll always be silent. As you cry while watching the blood pour out of you.
And on the corner of your eye you`ll see the one you trusted walk away with a bloody knife that was just in you. (I take that from experience recently)
I live by that cause my father and his buddies say
If I tell anyone about this or if I ever have a child or a single person in my lifethat they would kill them. Even
if I walk out of that persons life forever after I tell them the truth, they will find them and kill them. But after saying those words to
AND THATS WHY I KNOW IF I WANT TO BE FREE I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE FOLLOW MY DREAMS OF BECOMING gymnast what can I say I know Im good. And you dont really need a voice do do a couple a flips.
Because then I know I`m worth more than a quick fuck!
OK PEOPLE THIS IS THE END OF THE FIRST CHAPTER TELL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO CONTINUE
And sorry for the spelling errors.